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<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Engaged and Soulmated to [[Ayled Cooke]]<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> :: Having spent time with Ayled, Gil quickly came to realize how he loved her, and not for the bond alone. Ayled has a very kind heart that he wishes to protect, though trouble often finds them. While planning their wedding, the ceremony was delayed due to the death of Gil's uncle, and the Lord of the House. Having only recently buried the man, the wedding planning will begin anew, though at a much slower pace as they deal with the negativity surrounding the death of his uncle.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 18th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I lost my journal with everything that occurred. Even though it has only been a week since I was last able to write down my thoughts, it feels like a lifetime. For part of it, my memories are vague and hazy, yet for the rest of it, my memories are crystal clear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting outside the Observatorium when Singing Raptor found me. She was trying to help me, trying to entice me to fight when I had given up, yet she ended up giving the dragon control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There is a span of time that I do not remember what happened. Last I remember was running away from Singer to save her from the dragon.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not know how much time elapsed before I realized I was surrounded by Singer, Rhoxi, and Rihxo. The dragon was still greatly in control, so much so that it was taunting Rihxo. Finally, with the help of an aether boost from Singer, I was able to cage the dragon once more, but something was not right; Rihxo was acting oddly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before she contacted me, asking me to meet her in Limsa at the overlook. I went as quickly as I could. Once there, I spotted Singer and Rihxo, and something about Rihxo’s demeanor told me it was not going to be good. I was right, for she told me she could not do ‘us’ anymore, she could not trust me, and she did not love me. I tried fighting it, even Singer tried fighting it, yet in the end, Rihxo’s mind was made up.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just as I was saying I would let her go, she dashed off. With a detour by her house, which was ransacked, Rihxo darted off to the Shroud, followed by Singer and me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There, Rihxo fought Valen, and once everything was over, she went to help him fight those that did to him what they did.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After everything, I went back home to Ishgard. My family pampered me, denigrated Rihxo, and all in all, did the best they could to make me feel better. I spent my days at the chocobo stables, helping out, or at the Cathedral, crying in the comforting presence of Halone.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> This morning, I passed my mother and aunt in the kitchen, talking about me once again. I did not feel up to being around a bunch of people, so I went to the Cathedral. I took a moment to pay my respects to Halone before I sat in one of the pews.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My head was bowed, eyes closed as I cried, and so did not see the woman. I felt a tap on my shoulder. After a question from her, I felt movement as she moved to sit beside me. She asked if I had lost someone, said she knew how that felt, but that I looked tough enough to pull through.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Through my tears, I was able to tell her it was not lost, but left. This stranger did what no one else seemed able to do, she gave me something to focus on…she introduced herself and prompted me for my name. As I gave it, I glanced over at her, yet the moment I saw her, I could not breathe, my heart skipping a beat before racing. In the absolute silence of my mind, those words rang out like a bell, loud and demanding to be stated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Ver reisa ku’chae, kem surah, shei’tani.” Unable to stop myself, I found myself reaching for her hair, the soft brown strands like silk on my skin, tucking it behind her ear. Her skin was as soft as I imagined, the porcelain perfect, maybe more so with the scar. Her blue eyes were both startled and confused, the depths drawing me in and, if only for a moment, banishing the sadness from my soul.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she moved away from me, the dragon started whispering, telling me how worthless I am, that I do not deserve Ayled.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I translated the words for her, I saw a blush creep upon her cheeks. “Your soul calls out, mine answers beloved.” I tried to explain to her that my feelings had nothing to do with the bond, though the bond would likely heal my broken heart in time. I do no believe I succeeded, my shock making me lose my ability to form coherent thoughts.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thanks to a barrage of questions, I was able to begin explaining what the bond was, how it worked, and what would happen, good and bad. Feeling her gaze upon me, I let her take what time she needed as I looked upon Halone.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “She does what she thinks is best,” her words struck a chord within me, yet her next words stunned me. Why would she give me a chance? This question kept circling in my mind, the dragon chiming in and echoing it constantly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just to be sure she was real, I caressed her cheek, getting lost in her eyes until she brought me back, the look of pain telling me she was also a product of her past.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I confessed my biggest shame, that I could not keep the dragon in control, and that it pushed Rihxo away. Rather than run screaming, as I half expected, Ayled said perhaps I should not trust Rihxo if something so simple might drive her away. Afraid she did not understand, I explained that the dragon is always whispering to me, always trying to take control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Somehow, Ayled still called me strong for being able to handle it as well as I do. No matter how much I tried to tell her she deserves better, she would not listen.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Trust me, the only way I can think that you would burden me, is if you kept up with your moody, self-dismissive attitude.” Even now, after everything today, these words echo through my head.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Wanting to learn more about Ayled, my unexpected shei’tani, and wanting to think for a while, I asked what brought her to the cathedral. Knowing she was offering prayers to her brother, I begin to understand just how much he meant to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I told her a little about my family, why we moved to Ishgard, and the ones we lost. Coincidentally, Ayled’s brother was killed protecting her from a Dravanian. I hope someday she will tell me about it, but I know, better than most, just how hard it is to ‘get over’ the loss of a beloved family member.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not mean to make her sad, though she told me it was not my fault. Everything always seems to be my fault, and I always seem to hurt people.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled called me a pushover, pushing me, though something made me think she was not completely serious. I bumped back against her, her laughter enchanting me as I explained how most of the time the dragon is validated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We talked about the dragon a while, about how it is always talking, how it uses things I see and think to make it’s claims seem plausible, and how I would just have to prove it wrong.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Our conversation then turned to how I find her beautiful and how my gaze kept coming back to her. Even though she was blushing, she returned the compliment, in a blunt manner. I cannot recall anyone but my mother telling me so plainly, let alone Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Finally, we started speaking more of the bond, how there is a price if it goes unfulfilled, but mostly how beautiful the bond can be. This brought to mind my parents, how they love each other.<br /> In the interest of being open with Ayled, I asked her to not hide her true thoughts behind lies, as I have begun to realize that Rihxo did this frequently. I was startled when Ayled placed her hand on my chest, yet I was also very happy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon discovering she had been staying in the Brume for a moon, I knew she needed to stay with my family. I was relieved when she did not refuse me, pleased that she would always be close.<br /> It was approaching lunch time, so I brought Ayled home, introducing her first to my mother, who was momentarily speechless – a state I never though to see – and then my father. Both of them were immediately welcoming of my shei’tani, with no judgment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I could say anything, Mother had Ayled in a hug, and then me as well. I barely had time to react before Mother released us, offering Ayled food. Father too hugged her. I apologized to Ayled; sure their constant physical affection must be making her uncomfortable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I thought for sure something must be wrong with me if my shei’tani could bear my parents’ touch but not mine, as she said it was fine, but that earlier she was confused. “You are the source of all pain, even your touch is painful.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Apparently, my shei’tani can see right through me. No one else, not even my parents, have known what to do or say so often as Ayled has. This time, she grabbed my hands, asking ME for patience. Maybe the problem has never been me; maybe the problem was that no one cared to truly look at me before.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My hands wrapped around Ayled’s then, her hands tiny within the warm embrace of my own. Trying to keep my parents from worrying, I kept my tone low as I explained just how loud the dragon was and reiterated that I was broken. For all of half a second was I allowed to believe she might withdraw from me. ”And why shouldn’t she?” I found myself enfolded in her arms, unable to breathe, unable to move, until she whispered, “Then I’ll mend you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I exhaled in a rush, my arms moving to encircle her. Perhaps this is not so hopeless after all. I simply held my shei’tani, for the first time, closing my eyes as I was wrapped around her, enjoying how she felt in my arms. After I was able to release her, we sat down, enjoying a comfortable meal, good food, and even better company. I was happy, sitting there, watching Ayled eat and talk animatedly to my parents. Once everyone was finished, my mother made a crude innuendo, but as embarrassed as I was, I was glad for the excuse to whisk Ayled away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before we left the house, I made sure to grab a coat for each of us, aware that the weather would likely turn cold if we stayed out long. We talked on many subjects while we wandered Ishgard aimlessly.<br /> I do wonder how we never met before, both of us living in Coerthas as we did. I also wonder if I ever met her brother. But I do know Ayled is right, the gods weave as they will, and they only do things at certain times because they see a pattern us mortals cannot see.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled truly is a good person. Even knowing how I feel about Rihxo, Ayled offered to go with me to ensure Rihxo was all right. I explained I did not think I could be around Rihxo, how around her the dragon never ceased pushing, taunting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I feel Ayled is also wise. She has me thinking on things I never imagined. Perhaps the dragon is helping me, often unintentionally. It has been very quiet around Ayled, almost too quiet at times, yet it has also saved my life. I should think on this more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As Ayled told me a little more about her brother, I admired the man, wishing I could have known him. Ayled’s pain was heart breaking for me, and wishing to make her feel better, I simply held her as we talked. When she pulled away from me, I got lost in her eyes, lost in a warm sunny day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the quick, soft kiss I gave her, I felt that warmth to my soul. ”She will pull away. She doesn’t want you.” And yet, despite what the dragon claimed, even as she blushed bright red, Ayled hid her face, yet she hid by pressing against my chest. No matter what the dragon said, how I imagined she might react, Ayled always seems to do the opposite, always seems to surprise me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter that we had already spent quite a bit of time together, I found myself unable to keep my gaze from Ayled. She is beautiful and delicate looking; yet I see her beauty goes deep within and she has a strength I do not think she believes she has.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Eventually we paused for a drink at the Forgotten Knight, enjoying being in each other’s company. Though when we continued on our way, there was a commotion up ahead. Seeing a nervous chocobo and boy surrounded by a circle, I spoke up. The circle quickly ran off and I recognized them as the gang of noble teenagers that has been instigating trouble recently. I made sure the boy was all right, but in trying to figure out if I knew him, I upset Ayled. I did not wish to answer untruthfully, or without due consideration, yet I realize now that I should have acknowledged her at least.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After escorting the boy safely back to the stables, I guided Ayled to a nearby bench. She is so free with her touch, and it warms me, the feel of her caressing my hair, or holding my hand. Even the way we talk to each other is so different to what I am used to, so comforting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She truly takes my breath away, my shei’tani. So unexpected is she that one would think I would get used to it, yet I am glad. When her lips found mine, I froze, though the warmth of her in my arms, her body pressed to mine, had me reacting to her, returning her kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The feelings I had kissing Rihxo, at the time, seemed so passionate, so heat inducing. Yet this kiss with Ayled blew all those feelings away. Still gentle, this kiss both took my breath away and gave it back; it stoked an inferno within me, made me crave more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Even when the kiss was over, those feelings remained with me, coloring the rest of the evening. As the air grew cool, I assisted Ayled into a coat; placing one on myself though the feelings within kept me plenty warm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As darkness deepened, I led Ayled home, offering my room for her use. I hope it makes her comfortable, maybe helps her learn about me. I eased her concerns about where I would sleep, gesturing across the hall to one of the guest rooms. I watched Ayled open the packaged I had arranged when she was otherwise occupied, the joy on her face all the return I needed, the kiss she rewarded me with making it difficult for me to leave her to her sleep, making it impossible for me to sleep.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yet, as the clock chimes midnight, here I sit, amazed that so much has happened, my eyelids finally getting heavy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thank you, Halone. For this, you have my oath for eternity.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was up early this morning on a search for the perfect gift for Ayled. I should say for someone to assist me in creating the perfect gift for Ayled. After searching for bells, and multiple people later, the gift was complete. As soon as I had it in my possession, I returned home, excited to give it to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was surprised to find her in my room, reading. It was not until she apologized and handed me the book that I understood. She was reading my missing journal. It seems that Rhoxi, Rihxo’s sweet baby sister, had found it and felt I might like it back.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I worry that Rhoxi might be hurt, running away as she has, yet I do not blame her either. It appears her sister fooled us both. Wherever you are Rhoxi, know that I will always think of you as the amazing sister I never had, the sister I will always think of fondly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I assured Ayled that I was not upset that she read my journal. I was truthfully quite relieved, especially when she was more worried that I am fine with what happened to me. I never would have thought this, but as soon as she asked me, I knew that I truly was fine with everything for it brought me to Ayled. I decided then that it was time to start a new chapter, with my shei’tani, and I symbolized that by placing my old journal on the shelf, never to be written in again.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Asking about her scar, I learned how her parents died. The pain and loneliness she felt made my heart hurt. It was the perfect time to give her the courtship gift I had just gotten. Guiding her hands to the snowball, I advised her to think of someone. The snowball showed an image of the day Ayled and I met, the two of us kissing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We lay on my bed for a while, just talking together. When I asked Ayled what she wanted to do for the day, she realized that she had a job to do that was arranged before we met. I started to put my boots back on when I caught a glimpse of creamy white skin, distracting me from my task as Ayled changed her clothes. She is so beautiful, her underwear and brassiere not hiding her muscled frame or her hourglass figure. As the expanse of skin was concealed beneath her clothes again, I was able to breath, to finish putting my boots on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As we left the house, I grabbed my lance. It was supposed to be a simple escort job, but you never know what might happen. The Lalafell we met at the Steps of Faith was rude and an idiot, for when the ambush came, he let the chocobos run off. Initially I only saw three bandits, though a fourth ended up running off later. They set off an explosion and an archer started shooting arrows at us.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled did not over-extend herself, nor did she attempt to take on the entire fight on her own. It was very different than fighting alongside Nagi and Rihxo. Her actions set me at ease. I noted the slight aetheric swirl of a protection spell and, with a quick word from me, she put the archer to sleep, disabling him from the fight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I took on the two swordsmen as they approached, stepping away from the carriage and Ayled. When the first blow glanced off my arm, I had a sudden image of Ayled being killed by that blade. In that moment, I let the dragon have control. In that same moment, my armor manifested, much as it had when I first received it. It took the dragon a few scarce minutes to kill the two bandits.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I tried to wrest control back once the threat was negated, but the remnants of Singer’s aetherical boost had worn off. I could do nothing as the dragon taunted Ayled, tried to get her to leave me as he had done with Rihxo. But where he had succeeded with Rihxo, he only seemed to draw Ayled closer. She became angry, yelling at him, saying they better get used to each other as neither one was going anywhere. The dragon and I both saw her hand flying towards my face, and a brief moment before it landed, the dragon released control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not feel the pain, but rather felt a surge of wary hope. Confirming Ayled meant what she said, it sounded like she was going to say she loved me. My heart stuttered as she confirmed the words I had been wanting to tell her all morning. I was trembling as I released the words I had never thought to say again: “I love you too.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to find the chocobos, I had plenty of time to think. Ever since we started on the road, the dragon had been whispering about how something was not right. And even as he taunted Ayled, I caught a whisper from him, further cementing the idea that he was trying to protect me, to help me out. On that walk, I made a deal with the dragon: I would not ‘cage’ him again, he could have control during battles, but he must relinquish it when the battle concluded. He added that I would not ignore his warnings when he spoke up. With the arrangement in place, we returned to the carriage with the chocobos in tow. For the first time in my memory, I was truly at peace, not waging a war within.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The rest of the trip to Camp Dragonhead passed without incident. We stopped at the tavern for a drink and conversation. Ayled is very astute, yet I find I can still surprise her. It is an endearing combination. When I kissed her in the tavern with others around, I began to realize I often did not touch Rihxo in public and perhaps her discomfort made me uncomfortable, for I did not have a second thought about holding Ayled or kissing her in view of the tavern’s patrons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Returning to Ishgard, I was quite happy to remove my armor, exchanging it for my traditional pair of sleep pants. For the first time, I cooked for Ayled, the silence of the house a blessing as my family were attending a ceremony and did not get home until a bell ago.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had never heard the term “dreamboat” before, and certainly never thought to hear it in reference to myself. I will not doubt she believes me hot any longer, or that she desires me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I had always promised “I will not let you lose me.” At the time, I thought it meant the same thing. Now I know that Ayled’s promise to stay means something very different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled laid her head on my chest as we lay on my bed, saying “Now it’s certain Gil, you’ll always be mine, and I’ll always be yours.” I covered us with a blanket, repeating her vow of “always.” I spoke for a while, not really about anything, although I may have slipped into my family’s language at one point.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled on my chest, our limbs tangled together, that is my happiest moment, the one I know the snowball would show me if I asked. I listened to Ayled’s breath, steady and rhythmic as she fell asleep, the quiet moment lulling me to sleep as well.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was a few bells later that I awoke to my family coming home. Unable to go back to sleep, I decided to unwind by documenting this eventful day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tomorrow’s gift will be both simple and meaningful…it will be a thank you letter, a letter telling Ayled just how much she means to me.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? He don't talk much.&quot; - Quicksand Barmaid<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He stares a lot...it's kinda creepy.&quot; - Passing stranger<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;That asshole?&quot; - 'Fellin merchant<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He has this fascination with a book...don' know what's in it, but he strokes it like a lover.&quot; - Miqo'te female<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear he's a mama's boy. She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I thought Rihxo was going to fix things with him. I was trying to help him, I hope he knows that.&quot; '''~[[Trin Morwen]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Insert Rumor Here'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani and fiancee. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? Again? Only for Ayled...<br /> File:StarlightGil1.jpg|Ho-Ho-Ho<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled.jpg|Happy Starlight<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled2.jpg|May all the wonders of the season...<br /> File:StarlighGilAyled3.jpg|...bring you joy and happiness.<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled4.jpg|From us...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled5.jpg|...to you!<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled6.jpg|&quot;Come closer shei'tani...&quot;<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=162372 2016-03-10T06:43:25Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper/Seeker mix<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Married but Poly<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin recently was given the opportunity to purchase the Northern Sky home. As such, he has taken the time to redo the layout and offers his home to the wayward souls he meets in his journeys that need a helping hand.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin has decided that wearing his couerl briefs may not be appropriate anymore and has since taken a few lessons from his brother Xha'zi. He now wears more concealing clothing, yet is quite pleased with his plain skirt and the freedom it gives him. He quite proudly proclaims that Rhiannon Rose is a wizard with dyes as his now outfit matches his hair perfectly.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and having come to understand how badly he misunderstood things now gives advice to those that seek it.<br /> <br /> ===Abilities/Skills===<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> <br /> :: After a lengthy journey abroad, Kala returned to Eorzea and Trin. After this separation, and with the relief of seeing Kala fresh in his mind, Trin asked Kala to marry him. Happily she said yes. The wedding occurred on the 11th Sun of the Second Astral Moon.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Did you hear about the pink cat that was desecrating the cathedral in Ishgard?&quot; - Ishgard Knight ((This is not one that is associated with specifically Trin, though it was him...))<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He is wearing entirely too little clothing for me to be truly comfortable with him.&quot; - [[Gil vel'Jendahr|Gil vel Jendahr]]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Trin's really nice! He gave me a place to stay while Nym was away. Now I'm with Gideon, I've moved on, but I still visit him often!&quot; ~ [[Rhiannon Rose|Rhi]]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M'shi Mahji|M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Singing Raptor|Singing Raptor:]]''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari|Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know you are still self-conscious, and afraid of not taking things seriously, but I do promise I will be here.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K'ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend (OOC)<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> File:StarlightTrin.jpg|Sure, I can help.<br /> File:StarlightTrin1.jpg|Spending time in front of the tree<br /> File:TrinIshgard.png|A short visit to the Cathedral in Ishgard<br /> File:TrinMshiMugi.png|[[M'shi Mahji]], Trin, and Mugi Wondermon (OOC)<br /> File:Trin1.png|Trin in his new outfit<br /> File:SnowmanTrin.png|Trin found a small snowman in Ul'dah watching him<br /> File:MshiTrinSinger.png|A relaxing bath with [[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]], Trin and [[Singing Raptor|Singer]]<br /> File:MshiTrin.png|[[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]] and Trin sitting outside the FC house (OOC)<br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=162370 2016-03-10T06:42:05Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper/Seeker mix<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Married but Poly<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin recently was given the opportunity to purchase the Northern Sky home. As such, he has taken the time to redo the layout and offers his home to the wayward souls he meets in his journeys that need a helping hand.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin has decided that wearing his couerl briefs may not be appropriate anymore and has since taken a few lessons from his brother Xha'zi. He now wears more concealing clothing, yet is quite pleased with his plain skirt and the freedom it gives him. He quite proudly proclaims that Rhiannon Rose is a wizard with dyes as his now outfit matches his hair perfectly.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and having come to understand how badly he misunderstood things now gives advice to those that seek it.<br /> <br /> ===Abilities/Skills===<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> <br /> :: After a lengthy journey abroad, Kala returned to Eorzea and Trin. After this separation, and with the relief of seeing Kala fresh in his mind, Trin asked Kala to marry him. Happily she said yes. The wedding occurred on the 11th Sun of the Third Astral Moon.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Did you hear about the pink cat that was desecrating the cathedral in Ishgard?&quot; - Ishgard Knight ((This is not one that is associated with specifically Trin, though it was him...))<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He is wearing entirely too little clothing for me to be truly comfortable with him.&quot; - [[Gil vel'Jendahr|Gil vel Jendahr]]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Trin's really nice! He gave me a place to stay while Nym was away. Now I'm with Gideon, I've moved on, but I still visit him often!&quot; ~ [[Rhiannon Rose|Rhi]]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M'shi Mahji|M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Singing Raptor|Singing Raptor:]]''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari|Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know you are still self-conscious, and afraid of not taking things seriously, but I do promise I will be here.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K'ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend (OOC)<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> File:StarlightTrin.jpg|Sure, I can help.<br /> File:StarlightTrin1.jpg|Spending time in front of the tree<br /> File:TrinIshgard.png|A short visit to the Cathedral in Ishgard<br /> File:TrinMshiMugi.png|[[M'shi Mahji]], Trin, and Mugi Wondermon (OOC)<br /> File:Trin1.png|Trin in his new outfit<br /> File:SnowmanTrin.png|Trin found a small snowman in Ul'dah watching him<br /> File:MshiTrinSinger.png|A relaxing bath with [[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]], Trin and [[Singing Raptor|Singer]]<br /> File:MshiTrin.png|[[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]] and Trin sitting outside the FC house (OOC)<br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=162367 2016-03-10T06:37:08Z

<p>TrinMorwen: update time!</p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper/Seeker mix<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Married but Poly<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin recently was given the opportunity to purchase the Northern Sky home. As such, he has taken the time to redo the layout and offers his home to the wayward souls he meets in his journeys that need a helping hand.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin has decided that wearing his couerl briefs may not be appropriate anymore and has since taken a few lessons from his brother Xha'zi. He now wears more concealing clothing, yet is quite pleased with his plain skirt and the freedom it gives him. He quite proudly proclaims that Rhiannon Rose is a wizard with dyes as his now outfit matches his hair perfectly.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and having come to understand how badly he misunderstood things now gives advice to those that seek it.<br /> <br /> ===Abilities/Skills===<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> <br /> :: After a lengthy journey abroad, Kala returned to Eorzea and Trin. After this separation, and with the relief of seeing Kala fresh in his mind, Trin asked Kala to marry him. Happily she said yes. The wedding occurred on the 11th Sun of the Third Astral Moon.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Did you hear about the pink cat that was desecrating the cathedral in Ishgard?&quot; - Ishgard Knight ((This is not one that is associated with specifically Trin, though it was him...))<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He is wearing entirely too little clothing for me to be truly comfortable with him.&quot; - [[Gil vel'Jendahr|Gil vel Jendahr]]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Trin's really nice! He gave me a place to stay while Nym was away. Now I'm with Gideon, I've moved on, but I still visit him often!&quot; ~ [[Rhiannon Rose|Rhi]]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M'shi Mahji|M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Singing Raptor|Singing Raptor:]]''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari|Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know you are still self-conscious, and afraid of not taking things seriously, but I do promise I will be here.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K'ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend (OOC)<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> File:StarlightTrin.jpg|Sure, I can help.<br /> File:StarlightTrin1.jpg|Spending time in front of the tree<br /> File:TrinIshgard.png|A short visit to the Cathedral in Ishgard<br /> File:TrinMshiMugi.png|[[M'shi Mahji]], Trin, and Mugi Wondermon (OOC)<br /> File:Trin1.png|Trin in his new outfit<br /> File:SnowmanTrin.png|Trin found a small snowman in Ul'dah watching him<br /> File:MshiTrinSinger.png|A relaxing bath with [[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]], Trin and [[Singing Raptor|Singer]]<br /> File:MshiTrin.png|[[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]] and Trin sitting outside the FC house (OOC)<br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Gil_vel%27Jendahr&diff=148085 2016-01-07T21:36:44Z

<p>TrinMorwen: /* General */</p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Engaged and Soulmated to [[Ayled Cooke]]<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 18th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I lost my journal with everything that occurred. Even though it has only been a week since I was last able to write down my thoughts, it feels like a lifetime. For part of it, my memories are vague and hazy, yet for the rest of it, my memories are crystal clear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting outside the Observatorium when Singing Raptor found me. She was trying to help me, trying to entice me to fight when I had given up, yet she ended up giving the dragon control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There is a span of time that I do not remember what happened. Last I remember was running away from Singer to save her from the dragon.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not know how much time elapsed before I realized I was surrounded by Singer, Rhoxi, and Rihxo. The dragon was still greatly in control, so much so that it was taunting Rihxo. Finally, with the help of an aether boost from Singer, I was able to cage the dragon once more, but something was not right; Rihxo was acting oddly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before she contacted me, asking me to meet her in Limsa at the overlook. I went as quickly as I could. Once there, I spotted Singer and Rihxo, and something about Rihxo’s demeanor told me it was not going to be good. I was right, for she told me she could not do ‘us’ anymore, she could not trust me, and she did not love me. I tried fighting it, even Singer tried fighting it, yet in the end, Rihxo’s mind was made up.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just as I was saying I would let her go, she dashed off. With a detour by her house, which was ransacked, Rihxo darted off to the Shroud, followed by Singer and me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There, Rihxo fought Valen, and once everything was over, she went to help him fight those that did to him what they did.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After everything, I went back home to Ishgard. My family pampered me, denigrated Rihxo, and all in all, did the best they could to make me feel better. I spent my days at the chocobo stables, helping out, or at the Cathedral, crying in the comforting presence of Halone.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> This morning, I passed my mother and aunt in the kitchen, talking about me once again. I did not feel up to being around a bunch of people, so I went to the Cathedral. I took a moment to pay my respects to Halone before I sat in one of the pews.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My head was bowed, eyes closed as I cried, and so did not see the woman. I felt a tap on my shoulder. After a question from her, I felt movement as she moved to sit beside me. She asked if I had lost someone, said she knew how that felt, but that I looked tough enough to pull through.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Through my tears, I was able to tell her it was not lost, but left. This stranger did what no one else seemed able to do, she gave me something to focus on…she introduced herself and prompted me for my name. As I gave it, I glanced over at her, yet the moment I saw her, I could not breathe, my heart skipping a beat before racing. In the absolute silence of my mind, those words rang out like a bell, loud and demanding to be stated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Ver reisa ku’chae, kem surah, shei’tani.” Unable to stop myself, I found myself reaching for her hair, the soft brown strands like silk on my skin, tucking it behind her ear. Her skin was as soft as I imagined, the porcelain perfect, maybe more so with the scar. Her blue eyes were both startled and confused, the depths drawing me in and, if only for a moment, banishing the sadness from my soul.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she moved away from me, the dragon started whispering, telling me how worthless I am, that I do not deserve Ayled.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I translated the words for her, I saw a blush creep upon her cheeks. “Your soul calls out, mine answers beloved.” I tried to explain to her that my feelings had nothing to do with the bond, though the bond would likely heal my broken heart in time. I do no believe I succeeded, my shock making me lose my ability to form coherent thoughts.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thanks to a barrage of questions, I was able to begin explaining what the bond was, how it worked, and what would happen, good and bad. Feeling her gaze upon me, I let her take what time she needed as I looked upon Halone.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “She does what she thinks is best,” her words struck a chord within me, yet her next words stunned me. Why would she give me a chance? This question kept circling in my mind, the dragon chiming in and echoing it constantly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just to be sure she was real, I caressed her cheek, getting lost in her eyes until she brought me back, the look of pain telling me she was also a product of her past.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I confessed my biggest shame, that I could not keep the dragon in control, and that it pushed Rihxo away. Rather than run screaming, as I half expected, Ayled said perhaps I should not trust Rihxo if something so simple might drive her away. Afraid she did not understand, I explained that the dragon is always whispering to me, always trying to take control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Somehow, Ayled still called me strong for being able to handle it as well as I do. No matter how much I tried to tell her she deserves better, she would not listen.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Trust me, the only way I can think that you would burden me, is if you kept up with your moody, self-dismissive attitude.” Even now, after everything today, these words echo through my head.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Wanting to learn more about Ayled, my unexpected shei’tani, and wanting to think for a while, I asked what brought her to the cathedral. Knowing she was offering prayers to her brother, I begin to understand just how much he meant to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I told her a little about my family, why we moved to Ishgard, and the ones we lost. Coincidentally, Ayled’s brother was killed protecting her from a Dravanian. I hope someday she will tell me about it, but I know, better than most, just how hard it is to ‘get over’ the loss of a beloved family member.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not mean to make her sad, though she told me it was not my fault. Everything always seems to be my fault, and I always seem to hurt people.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled called me a pushover, pushing me, though something made me think she was not completely serious. I bumped back against her, her laughter enchanting me as I explained how most of the time the dragon is validated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We talked about the dragon a while, about how it is always talking, how it uses things I see and think to make it’s claims seem plausible, and how I would just have to prove it wrong.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Our conversation then turned to how I find her beautiful and how my gaze kept coming back to her. Even though she was blushing, she returned the compliment, in a blunt manner. I cannot recall anyone but my mother telling me so plainly, let alone Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Finally, we started speaking more of the bond, how there is a price if it goes unfulfilled, but mostly how beautiful the bond can be. This brought to mind my parents, how they love each other.<br /> In the interest of being open with Ayled, I asked her to not hide her true thoughts behind lies, as I have begun to realize that Rihxo did this frequently. I was startled when Ayled placed her hand on my chest, yet I was also very happy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon discovering she had been staying in the Brume for a moon, I knew she needed to stay with my family. I was relieved when she did not refuse me, pleased that she would always be close.<br /> It was approaching lunch time, so I brought Ayled home, introducing her first to my mother, who was momentarily speechless – a state I never though to see – and then my father. Both of them were immediately welcoming of my shei’tani, with no judgment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I could say anything, Mother had Ayled in a hug, and then me as well. I barely had time to react before Mother released us, offering Ayled food. Father too hugged her. I apologized to Ayled; sure their constant physical affection must be making her uncomfortable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I thought for sure something must be wrong with me if my shei’tani could bear my parents’ touch but not mine, as she said it was fine, but that earlier she was confused. “You are the source of all pain, even your touch is painful.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Apparently, my shei’tani can see right through me. No one else, not even my parents, have known what to do or say so often as Ayled has. This time, she grabbed my hands, asking ME for patience. Maybe the problem has never been me; maybe the problem was that no one cared to truly look at me before.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My hands wrapped around Ayled’s then, her hands tiny within the warm embrace of my own. Trying to keep my parents from worrying, I kept my tone low as I explained just how loud the dragon was and reiterated that I was broken. For all of half a second was I allowed to believe she might withdraw from me. ”And why shouldn’t she?” I found myself enfolded in her arms, unable to breathe, unable to move, until she whispered, “Then I’ll mend you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I exhaled in a rush, my arms moving to encircle her. Perhaps this is not so hopeless after all. I simply held my shei’tani, for the first time, closing my eyes as I was wrapped around her, enjoying how she felt in my arms. After I was able to release her, we sat down, enjoying a comfortable meal, good food, and even better company. I was happy, sitting there, watching Ayled eat and talk animatedly to my parents. Once everyone was finished, my mother made a crude innuendo, but as embarrassed as I was, I was glad for the excuse to whisk Ayled away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before we left the house, I made sure to grab a coat for each of us, aware that the weather would likely turn cold if we stayed out long. We talked on many subjects while we wandered Ishgard aimlessly.<br /> I do wonder how we never met before, both of us living in Coerthas as we did. I also wonder if I ever met her brother. But I do know Ayled is right, the gods weave as they will, and they only do things at certain times because they see a pattern us mortals cannot see.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled truly is a good person. Even knowing how I feel about Rihxo, Ayled offered to go with me to ensure Rihxo was all right. I explained I did not think I could be around Rihxo, how around her the dragon never ceased pushing, taunting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I feel Ayled is also wise. She has me thinking on things I never imagined. Perhaps the dragon is helping me, often unintentionally. It has been very quiet around Ayled, almost too quiet at times, yet it has also saved my life. I should think on this more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As Ayled told me a little more about her brother, I admired the man, wishing I could have known him. Ayled’s pain was heart breaking for me, and wishing to make her feel better, I simply held her as we talked. When she pulled away from me, I got lost in her eyes, lost in a warm sunny day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the quick, soft kiss I gave her, I felt that warmth to my soul. ”She will pull away. She doesn’t want you.” And yet, despite what the dragon claimed, even as she blushed bright red, Ayled hid her face, yet she hid by pressing against my chest. No matter what the dragon said, how I imagined she might react, Ayled always seems to do the opposite, always seems to surprise me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter that we had already spent quite a bit of time together, I found myself unable to keep my gaze from Ayled. She is beautiful and delicate looking; yet I see her beauty goes deep within and she has a strength I do not think she believes she has.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Eventually we paused for a drink at the Forgotten Knight, enjoying being in each other’s company. Though when we continued on our way, there was a commotion up ahead. Seeing a nervous chocobo and boy surrounded by a circle, I spoke up. The circle quickly ran off and I recognized them as the gang of noble teenagers that has been instigating trouble recently. I made sure the boy was all right, but in trying to figure out if I knew him, I upset Ayled. I did not wish to answer untruthfully, or without due consideration, yet I realize now that I should have acknowledged her at least.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After escorting the boy safely back to the stables, I guided Ayled to a nearby bench. She is so free with her touch, and it warms me, the feel of her caressing my hair, or holding my hand. Even the way we talk to each other is so different to what I am used to, so comforting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She truly takes my breath away, my shei’tani. So unexpected is she that one would think I would get used to it, yet I am glad. When her lips found mine, I froze, though the warmth of her in my arms, her body pressed to mine, had me reacting to her, returning her kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The feelings I had kissing Rihxo, at the time, seemed so passionate, so heat inducing. Yet this kiss with Ayled blew all those feelings away. Still gentle, this kiss both took my breath away and gave it back; it stoked an inferno within me, made me crave more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Even when the kiss was over, those feelings remained with me, coloring the rest of the evening. As the air grew cool, I assisted Ayled into a coat; placing one on myself though the feelings within kept me plenty warm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As darkness deepened, I led Ayled home, offering my room for her use. I hope it makes her comfortable, maybe helps her learn about me. I eased her concerns about where I would sleep, gesturing across the hall to one of the guest rooms. I watched Ayled open the packaged I had arranged when she was otherwise occupied, the joy on her face all the return I needed, the kiss she rewarded me with making it difficult for me to leave her to her sleep, making it impossible for me to sleep.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yet, as the clock chimes midnight, here I sit, amazed that so much has happened, my eyelids finally getting heavy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thank you, Halone. For this, you have my oath for eternity.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was up early this morning on a search for the perfect gift for Ayled. I should say for someone to assist me in creating the perfect gift for Ayled. After searching for bells, and multiple people later, the gift was complete. As soon as I had it in my possession, I returned home, excited to give it to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was surprised to find her in my room, reading. It was not until she apologized and handed me the book that I understood. She was reading my missing journal. It seems that Rhoxi, Rihxo’s sweet baby sister, had found it and felt I might like it back.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I worry that Rhoxi might be hurt, running away as she has, yet I do not blame her either. It appears her sister fooled us both. Wherever you are Rhoxi, know that I will always think of you as the amazing sister I never had, the sister I will always think of fondly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I assured Ayled that I was not upset that she read my journal. I was truthfully quite relieved, especially when she was more worried that I am fine with what happened to me. I never would have thought this, but as soon as she asked me, I knew that I truly was fine with everything for it brought me to Ayled. I decided then that it was time to start a new chapter, with my shei’tani, and I symbolized that by placing my old journal on the shelf, never to be written in again.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Asking about her scar, I learned how her parents died. The pain and loneliness she felt made my heart hurt. It was the perfect time to give her the courtship gift I had just gotten. Guiding her hands to the snowball, I advised her to think of someone. The snowball showed an image of the day Ayled and I met, the two of us kissing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We lay on my bed for a while, just talking together. When I asked Ayled what she wanted to do for the day, she realized that she had a job to do that was arranged before we met. I started to put my boots back on when I caught a glimpse of creamy white skin, distracting me from my task as Ayled changed her clothes. She is so beautiful, her underwear and brassiere not hiding her muscled frame or her hourglass figure. As the expanse of skin was concealed beneath her clothes again, I was able to breath, to finish putting my boots on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As we left the house, I grabbed my lance. It was supposed to be a simple escort job, but you never know what might happen. The Lalafell we met at the Steps of Faith was rude and an idiot, for when the ambush came, he let the chocobos run off. Initially I only saw three bandits, though a fourth ended up running off later. They set off an explosion and an archer started shooting arrows at us.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled did not over-extend herself, nor did she attempt to take on the entire fight on her own. It was very different than fighting alongside Nagi and Rihxo. Her actions set me at ease. I noted the slight aetheric swirl of a protection spell and, with a quick word from me, she put the archer to sleep, disabling him from the fight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I took on the two swordsmen as they approached, stepping away from the carriage and Ayled. When the first blow glanced off my arm, I had a sudden image of Ayled being killed by that blade. In that moment, I let the dragon have control. In that same moment, my armor manifested, much as it had when I first received it. It took the dragon a few scarce minutes to kill the two bandits.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I tried to wrest control back once the threat was negated, but the remnants of Singer’s aetherical boost had worn off. I could do nothing as the dragon taunted Ayled, tried to get her to leave me as he had done with Rihxo. But where he had succeeded with Rihxo, he only seemed to draw Ayled closer. She became angry, yelling at him, saying they better get used to each other as neither one was going anywhere. The dragon and I both saw her hand flying towards my face, and a brief moment before it landed, the dragon released control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not feel the pain, but rather felt a surge of wary hope. Confirming Ayled meant what she said, it sounded like she was going to say she loved me. My heart stuttered as she confirmed the words I had been wanting to tell her all morning. I was trembling as I released the words I had never thought to say again: “I love you too.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to find the chocobos, I had plenty of time to think. Ever since we started on the road, the dragon had been whispering about how something was not right. And even as he taunted Ayled, I caught a whisper from him, further cementing the idea that he was trying to protect me, to help me out. On that walk, I made a deal with the dragon: I would not ‘cage’ him again, he could have control during battles, but he must relinquish it when the battle concluded. He added that I would not ignore his warnings when he spoke up. With the arrangement in place, we returned to the carriage with the chocobos in tow. For the first time in my memory, I was truly at peace, not waging a war within.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The rest of the trip to Camp Dragonhead passed without incident. We stopped at the tavern for a drink and conversation. Ayled is very astute, yet I find I can still surprise her. It is an endearing combination. When I kissed her in the tavern with others around, I began to realize I often did not touch Rihxo in public and perhaps her discomfort made me uncomfortable, for I did not have a second thought about holding Ayled or kissing her in view of the tavern’s patrons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Returning to Ishgard, I was quite happy to remove my armor, exchanging it for my traditional pair of sleep pants. For the first time, I cooked for Ayled, the silence of the house a blessing as my family were attending a ceremony and did not get home until a bell ago.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had never heard the term “dreamboat” before, and certainly never thought to hear it in reference to myself. I will not doubt she believes me hot any longer, or that she desires me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I had always promised “I will not let you lose me.” At the time, I thought it meant the same thing. Now I know that Ayled’s promise to stay means something very different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled laid her head on my chest as we lay on my bed, saying “Now it’s certain Gil, you’ll always be mine, and I’ll always be yours.” I covered us with a blanket, repeating her vow of “always.” I spoke for a while, not really about anything, although I may have slipped into my family’s language at one point.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled on my chest, our limbs tangled together, that is my happiest moment, the one I know the snowball would show me if I asked. I listened to Ayled’s breath, steady and rhythmic as she fell asleep, the quiet moment lulling me to sleep as well.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was a few bells later that I awoke to my family coming home. Unable to go back to sleep, I decided to unwind by documenting this eventful day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tomorrow’s gift will be both simple and meaningful…it will be a thank you letter, a letter telling Ayled just how much she means to me.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? He don't talk much.&quot; - Quicksand Barmaid<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He stares a lot...it's kinda creepy.&quot; - Passing stranger<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;That asshole?&quot; - 'Fellin merchant<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He has this fascination with a book...don' know what's in it, but he strokes it like a lover.&quot; - Miqo'te female<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear he's a mama's boy. She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I thought Rihxo was going to fix things with him. I was trying to help him, I hope he knows that.&quot; '''~[[Trin Morwen]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Insert Rumor Here'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani and fiancee. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? Again? Only for Ayled...<br /> File:StarlightGil1.jpg|Ho-Ho-Ho<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled.jpg|Happy Starlight<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled2.jpg|May all the wonders of the season...<br /> File:StarlighGilAyled3.jpg|...bring you joy and happiness.<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled4.jpg|From us...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled5.jpg|...to you!<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled6.jpg|&quot;Come closer shei'tani...&quot;<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Gil_vel%27Jendahr&diff=148082 2016-01-07T21:18:29Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Engaged and Soulmated [[Ayled Cooke]]<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 18th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I lost my journal with everything that occurred. Even though it has only been a week since I was last able to write down my thoughts, it feels like a lifetime. For part of it, my memories are vague and hazy, yet for the rest of it, my memories are crystal clear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting outside the Observatorium when Singing Raptor found me. She was trying to help me, trying to entice me to fight when I had given up, yet she ended up giving the dragon control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There is a span of time that I do not remember what happened. Last I remember was running away from Singer to save her from the dragon.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not know how much time elapsed before I realized I was surrounded by Singer, Rhoxi, and Rihxo. The dragon was still greatly in control, so much so that it was taunting Rihxo. Finally, with the help of an aether boost from Singer, I was able to cage the dragon once more, but something was not right; Rihxo was acting oddly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before she contacted me, asking me to meet her in Limsa at the overlook. I went as quickly as I could. Once there, I spotted Singer and Rihxo, and something about Rihxo’s demeanor told me it was not going to be good. I was right, for she told me she could not do ‘us’ anymore, she could not trust me, and she did not love me. I tried fighting it, even Singer tried fighting it, yet in the end, Rihxo’s mind was made up.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just as I was saying I would let her go, she dashed off. With a detour by her house, which was ransacked, Rihxo darted off to the Shroud, followed by Singer and me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There, Rihxo fought Valen, and once everything was over, she went to help him fight those that did to him what they did.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After everything, I went back home to Ishgard. My family pampered me, denigrated Rihxo, and all in all, did the best they could to make me feel better. I spent my days at the chocobo stables, helping out, or at the Cathedral, crying in the comforting presence of Halone.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> This morning, I passed my mother and aunt in the kitchen, talking about me once again. I did not feel up to being around a bunch of people, so I went to the Cathedral. I took a moment to pay my respects to Halone before I sat in one of the pews.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My head was bowed, eyes closed as I cried, and so did not see the woman. I felt a tap on my shoulder. After a question from her, I felt movement as she moved to sit beside me. She asked if I had lost someone, said she knew how that felt, but that I looked tough enough to pull through.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Through my tears, I was able to tell her it was not lost, but left. This stranger did what no one else seemed able to do, she gave me something to focus on…she introduced herself and prompted me for my name. As I gave it, I glanced over at her, yet the moment I saw her, I could not breathe, my heart skipping a beat before racing. In the absolute silence of my mind, those words rang out like a bell, loud and demanding to be stated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Ver reisa ku’chae, kem surah, shei’tani.” Unable to stop myself, I found myself reaching for her hair, the soft brown strands like silk on my skin, tucking it behind her ear. Her skin was as soft as I imagined, the porcelain perfect, maybe more so with the scar. Her blue eyes were both startled and confused, the depths drawing me in and, if only for a moment, banishing the sadness from my soul.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she moved away from me, the dragon started whispering, telling me how worthless I am, that I do not deserve Ayled.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I translated the words for her, I saw a blush creep upon her cheeks. “Your soul calls out, mine answers beloved.” I tried to explain to her that my feelings had nothing to do with the bond, though the bond would likely heal my broken heart in time. I do no believe I succeeded, my shock making me lose my ability to form coherent thoughts.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thanks to a barrage of questions, I was able to begin explaining what the bond was, how it worked, and what would happen, good and bad. Feeling her gaze upon me, I let her take what time she needed as I looked upon Halone.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “She does what she thinks is best,” her words struck a chord within me, yet her next words stunned me. Why would she give me a chance? This question kept circling in my mind, the dragon chiming in and echoing it constantly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just to be sure she was real, I caressed her cheek, getting lost in her eyes until she brought me back, the look of pain telling me she was also a product of her past.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I confessed my biggest shame, that I could not keep the dragon in control, and that it pushed Rihxo away. Rather than run screaming, as I half expected, Ayled said perhaps I should not trust Rihxo if something so simple might drive her away. Afraid she did not understand, I explained that the dragon is always whispering to me, always trying to take control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Somehow, Ayled still called me strong for being able to handle it as well as I do. No matter how much I tried to tell her she deserves better, she would not listen.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Trust me, the only way I can think that you would burden me, is if you kept up with your moody, self-dismissive attitude.” Even now, after everything today, these words echo through my head.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Wanting to learn more about Ayled, my unexpected shei’tani, and wanting to think for a while, I asked what brought her to the cathedral. Knowing she was offering prayers to her brother, I begin to understand just how much he meant to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I told her a little about my family, why we moved to Ishgard, and the ones we lost. Coincidentally, Ayled’s brother was killed protecting her from a Dravanian. I hope someday she will tell me about it, but I know, better than most, just how hard it is to ‘get over’ the loss of a beloved family member.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not mean to make her sad, though she told me it was not my fault. Everything always seems to be my fault, and I always seem to hurt people.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled called me a pushover, pushing me, though something made me think she was not completely serious. I bumped back against her, her laughter enchanting me as I explained how most of the time the dragon is validated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We talked about the dragon a while, about how it is always talking, how it uses things I see and think to make it’s claims seem plausible, and how I would just have to prove it wrong.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Our conversation then turned to how I find her beautiful and how my gaze kept coming back to her. Even though she was blushing, she returned the compliment, in a blunt manner. I cannot recall anyone but my mother telling me so plainly, let alone Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Finally, we started speaking more of the bond, how there is a price if it goes unfulfilled, but mostly how beautiful the bond can be. This brought to mind my parents, how they love each other.<br /> In the interest of being open with Ayled, I asked her to not hide her true thoughts behind lies, as I have begun to realize that Rihxo did this frequently. I was startled when Ayled placed her hand on my chest, yet I was also very happy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon discovering she had been staying in the Brume for a moon, I knew she needed to stay with my family. I was relieved when she did not refuse me, pleased that she would always be close.<br /> It was approaching lunch time, so I brought Ayled home, introducing her first to my mother, who was momentarily speechless – a state I never though to see – and then my father. Both of them were immediately welcoming of my shei’tani, with no judgment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I could say anything, Mother had Ayled in a hug, and then me as well. I barely had time to react before Mother released us, offering Ayled food. Father too hugged her. I apologized to Ayled; sure their constant physical affection must be making her uncomfortable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I thought for sure something must be wrong with me if my shei’tani could bear my parents’ touch but not mine, as she said it was fine, but that earlier she was confused. “You are the source of all pain, even your touch is painful.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Apparently, my shei’tani can see right through me. No one else, not even my parents, have known what to do or say so often as Ayled has. This time, she grabbed my hands, asking ME for patience. Maybe the problem has never been me; maybe the problem was that no one cared to truly look at me before.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My hands wrapped around Ayled’s then, her hands tiny within the warm embrace of my own. Trying to keep my parents from worrying, I kept my tone low as I explained just how loud the dragon was and reiterated that I was broken. For all of half a second was I allowed to believe she might withdraw from me. ”And why shouldn’t she?” I found myself enfolded in her arms, unable to breathe, unable to move, until she whispered, “Then I’ll mend you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I exhaled in a rush, my arms moving to encircle her. Perhaps this is not so hopeless after all. I simply held my shei’tani, for the first time, closing my eyes as I was wrapped around her, enjoying how she felt in my arms. After I was able to release her, we sat down, enjoying a comfortable meal, good food, and even better company. I was happy, sitting there, watching Ayled eat and talk animatedly to my parents. Once everyone was finished, my mother made a crude innuendo, but as embarrassed as I was, I was glad for the excuse to whisk Ayled away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before we left the house, I made sure to grab a coat for each of us, aware that the weather would likely turn cold if we stayed out long. We talked on many subjects while we wandered Ishgard aimlessly.<br /> I do wonder how we never met before, both of us living in Coerthas as we did. I also wonder if I ever met her brother. But I do know Ayled is right, the gods weave as they will, and they only do things at certain times because they see a pattern us mortals cannot see.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled truly is a good person. Even knowing how I feel about Rihxo, Ayled offered to go with me to ensure Rihxo was all right. I explained I did not think I could be around Rihxo, how around her the dragon never ceased pushing, taunting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I feel Ayled is also wise. She has me thinking on things I never imagined. Perhaps the dragon is helping me, often unintentionally. It has been very quiet around Ayled, almost too quiet at times, yet it has also saved my life. I should think on this more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As Ayled told me a little more about her brother, I admired the man, wishing I could have known him. Ayled’s pain was heart breaking for me, and wishing to make her feel better, I simply held her as we talked. When she pulled away from me, I got lost in her eyes, lost in a warm sunny day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the quick, soft kiss I gave her, I felt that warmth to my soul. ”She will pull away. She doesn’t want you.” And yet, despite what the dragon claimed, even as she blushed bright red, Ayled hid her face, yet she hid by pressing against my chest. No matter what the dragon said, how I imagined she might react, Ayled always seems to do the opposite, always seems to surprise me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter that we had already spent quite a bit of time together, I found myself unable to keep my gaze from Ayled. She is beautiful and delicate looking; yet I see her beauty goes deep within and she has a strength I do not think she believes she has.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Eventually we paused for a drink at the Forgotten Knight, enjoying being in each other’s company. Though when we continued on our way, there was a commotion up ahead. Seeing a nervous chocobo and boy surrounded by a circle, I spoke up. The circle quickly ran off and I recognized them as the gang of noble teenagers that has been instigating trouble recently. I made sure the boy was all right, but in trying to figure out if I knew him, I upset Ayled. I did not wish to answer untruthfully, or without due consideration, yet I realize now that I should have acknowledged her at least.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After escorting the boy safely back to the stables, I guided Ayled to a nearby bench. She is so free with her touch, and it warms me, the feel of her caressing my hair, or holding my hand. Even the way we talk to each other is so different to what I am used to, so comforting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She truly takes my breath away, my shei’tani. So unexpected is she that one would think I would get used to it, yet I am glad. When her lips found mine, I froze, though the warmth of her in my arms, her body pressed to mine, had me reacting to her, returning her kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The feelings I had kissing Rihxo, at the time, seemed so passionate, so heat inducing. Yet this kiss with Ayled blew all those feelings away. Still gentle, this kiss both took my breath away and gave it back; it stoked an inferno within me, made me crave more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Even when the kiss was over, those feelings remained with me, coloring the rest of the evening. As the air grew cool, I assisted Ayled into a coat; placing one on myself though the feelings within kept me plenty warm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As darkness deepened, I led Ayled home, offering my room for her use. I hope it makes her comfortable, maybe helps her learn about me. I eased her concerns about where I would sleep, gesturing across the hall to one of the guest rooms. I watched Ayled open the packaged I had arranged when she was otherwise occupied, the joy on her face all the return I needed, the kiss she rewarded me with making it difficult for me to leave her to her sleep, making it impossible for me to sleep.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yet, as the clock chimes midnight, here I sit, amazed that so much has happened, my eyelids finally getting heavy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thank you, Halone. For this, you have my oath for eternity.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was up early this morning on a search for the perfect gift for Ayled. I should say for someone to assist me in creating the perfect gift for Ayled. After searching for bells, and multiple people later, the gift was complete. As soon as I had it in my possession, I returned home, excited to give it to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was surprised to find her in my room, reading. It was not until she apologized and handed me the book that I understood. She was reading my missing journal. It seems that Rhoxi, Rihxo’s sweet baby sister, had found it and felt I might like it back.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I worry that Rhoxi might be hurt, running away as she has, yet I do not blame her either. It appears her sister fooled us both. Wherever you are Rhoxi, know that I will always think of you as the amazing sister I never had, the sister I will always think of fondly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I assured Ayled that I was not upset that she read my journal. I was truthfully quite relieved, especially when she was more worried that I am fine with what happened to me. I never would have thought this, but as soon as she asked me, I knew that I truly was fine with everything for it brought me to Ayled. I decided then that it was time to start a new chapter, with my shei’tani, and I symbolized that by placing my old journal on the shelf, never to be written in again.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Asking about her scar, I learned how her parents died. The pain and loneliness she felt made my heart hurt. It was the perfect time to give her the courtship gift I had just gotten. Guiding her hands to the snowball, I advised her to think of someone. The snowball showed an image of the day Ayled and I met, the two of us kissing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We lay on my bed for a while, just talking together. When I asked Ayled what she wanted to do for the day, she realized that she had a job to do that was arranged before we met. I started to put my boots back on when I caught a glimpse of creamy white skin, distracting me from my task as Ayled changed her clothes. She is so beautiful, her underwear and brassiere not hiding her muscled frame or her hourglass figure. As the expanse of skin was concealed beneath her clothes again, I was able to breath, to finish putting my boots on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As we left the house, I grabbed my lance. It was supposed to be a simple escort job, but you never know what might happen. The Lalafell we met at the Steps of Faith was rude and an idiot, for when the ambush came, he let the chocobos run off. Initially I only saw three bandits, though a fourth ended up running off later. They set off an explosion and an archer started shooting arrows at us.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled did not over-extend herself, nor did she attempt to take on the entire fight on her own. It was very different than fighting alongside Nagi and Rihxo. Her actions set me at ease. I noted the slight aetheric swirl of a protection spell and, with a quick word from me, she put the archer to sleep, disabling him from the fight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I took on the two swordsmen as they approached, stepping away from the carriage and Ayled. When the first blow glanced off my arm, I had a sudden image of Ayled being killed by that blade. In that moment, I let the dragon have control. In that same moment, my armor manifested, much as it had when I first received it. It took the dragon a few scarce minutes to kill the two bandits.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I tried to wrest control back once the threat was negated, but the remnants of Singer’s aetherical boost had worn off. I could do nothing as the dragon taunted Ayled, tried to get her to leave me as he had done with Rihxo. But where he had succeeded with Rihxo, he only seemed to draw Ayled closer. She became angry, yelling at him, saying they better get used to each other as neither one was going anywhere. The dragon and I both saw her hand flying towards my face, and a brief moment before it landed, the dragon released control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not feel the pain, but rather felt a surge of wary hope. Confirming Ayled meant what she said, it sounded like she was going to say she loved me. My heart stuttered as she confirmed the words I had been wanting to tell her all morning. I was trembling as I released the words I had never thought to say again: “I love you too.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to find the chocobos, I had plenty of time to think. Ever since we started on the road, the dragon had been whispering about how something was not right. And even as he taunted Ayled, I caught a whisper from him, further cementing the idea that he was trying to protect me, to help me out. On that walk, I made a deal with the dragon: I would not ‘cage’ him again, he could have control during battles, but he must relinquish it when the battle concluded. He added that I would not ignore his warnings when he spoke up. With the arrangement in place, we returned to the carriage with the chocobos in tow. For the first time in my memory, I was truly at peace, not waging a war within.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The rest of the trip to Camp Dragonhead passed without incident. We stopped at the tavern for a drink and conversation. Ayled is very astute, yet I find I can still surprise her. It is an endearing combination. When I kissed her in the tavern with others around, I began to realize I often did not touch Rihxo in public and perhaps her discomfort made me uncomfortable, for I did not have a second thought about holding Ayled or kissing her in view of the tavern’s patrons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Returning to Ishgard, I was quite happy to remove my armor, exchanging it for my traditional pair of sleep pants. For the first time, I cooked for Ayled, the silence of the house a blessing as my family were attending a ceremony and did not get home until a bell ago.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had never heard the term “dreamboat” before, and certainly never thought to hear it in reference to myself. I will not doubt she believes me hot any longer, or that she desires me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I had always promised “I will not let you lose me.” At the time, I thought it meant the same thing. Now I know that Ayled’s promise to stay means something very different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled laid her head on my chest as we lay on my bed, saying “Now it’s certain Gil, you’ll always be mine, and I’ll always be yours.” I covered us with a blanket, repeating her vow of “always.” I spoke for a while, not really about anything, although I may have slipped into my family’s language at one point.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled on my chest, our limbs tangled together, that is my happiest moment, the one I know the snowball would show me if I asked. I listened to Ayled’s breath, steady and rhythmic as she fell asleep, the quiet moment lulling me to sleep as well.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was a few bells later that I awoke to my family coming home. Unable to go back to sleep, I decided to unwind by documenting this eventful day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tomorrow’s gift will be both simple and meaningful…it will be a thank you letter, a letter telling Ayled just how much she means to me.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? He don't talk much.&quot; - Quicksand Barmaid<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He stares a lot...it's kinda creepy.&quot; - Passing stranger<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;That asshole?&quot; - 'Fellin merchant<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He has this fascination with a book...don' know what's in it, but he strokes it like a lover.&quot; - Miqo'te female<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear he's a mama's boy. She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I thought Rihxo was going to fix things with him. I was trying to help him, I hope he knows that.&quot; '''~[[Trin Morwen]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Insert Rumor Here'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani and fiancee. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? Again? Only for Ayled...<br /> File:StarlightGil1.jpg|Ho-Ho-Ho<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled.jpg|Happy Starlight<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled2.jpg|May all the wonders of the season...<br /> File:StarlighGilAyled3.jpg|...bring you joy and happiness.<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled4.jpg|From us...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled5.jpg|...to you!<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled6.jpg|&quot;Come closer shei'tani...&quot;<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Gil_vel%27Jendahr&diff=148081 2016-01-07T21:17:47Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Engaged and Soulmated [[Ayled Cooke]]<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 18th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I lost my journal with everything that occurred. Even though it has only been a week since I was last able to write down my thoughts, it feels like a lifetime. For part of it, my memories are vague and hazy, yet for the rest of it, my memories are crystal clear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting outside the Observatorium when Singing Raptor found me. She was trying to help me, trying to entice me to fight when I had given up, yet she ended up giving the dragon control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There is a span of time that I do not remember what happened. Last I remember was running away from Singer to save her from the dragon.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not know how much time elapsed before I realized I was surrounded by Singer, Rhoxi, and Rihxo. The dragon was still greatly in control, so much so that it was taunting Rihxo. Finally, with the help of an aether boost from Singer, I was able to cage the dragon once more, but something was not right; Rihxo was acting oddly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before she contacted me, asking me to meet her in Limsa at the overlook. I went as quickly as I could. Once there, I spotted Singer and Rihxo, and something about Rihxo’s demeanor told me it was not going to be good. I was right, for she told me she could not do ‘us’ anymore, she could not trust me, and she did not love me. I tried fighting it, even Singer tried fighting it, yet in the end, Rihxo’s mind was made up.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just as I was saying I would let her go, she dashed off. With a detour by her house, which was ransacked, Rihxo darted off to the Shroud, followed by Singer and me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There, Rihxo fought Valen, and once everything was over, she went to help him fight those that did to him what they did.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After everything, I went back home to Ishgard. My family pampered me, denigrated Rihxo, and all in all, did the best they could to make me feel better. I spent my days at the chocobo stables, helping out, or at the Cathedral, crying in the comforting presence of Halone.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> This morning, I passed my mother and aunt in the kitchen, talking about me once again. I did not feel up to being around a bunch of people, so I went to the Cathedral. I took a moment to pay my respects to Halone before I sat in one of the pews.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My head was bowed, eyes closed as I cried, and so did not see the woman. I felt a tap on my shoulder. After a question from her, I felt movement as she moved to sit beside me. She asked if I had lost someone, said she knew how that felt, but that I looked tough enough to pull through.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Through my tears, I was able to tell her it was not lost, but left. This stranger did what no one else seemed able to do, she gave me something to focus on…she introduced herself and prompted me for my name. As I gave it, I glanced over at her, yet the moment I saw her, I could not breathe, my heart skipping a beat before racing. In the absolute silence of my mind, those words rang out like a bell, loud and demanding to be stated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Ver reisa ku’chae, kem surah, shei’tani.” Unable to stop myself, I found myself reaching for her hair, the soft brown strands like silk on my skin, tucking it behind her ear. Her skin was as soft as I imagined, the porcelain perfect, maybe more so with the scar. Her blue eyes were both startled and confused, the depths drawing me in and, if only for a moment, banishing the sadness from my soul.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she moved away from me, the dragon started whispering, telling me how worthless I am, that I do not deserve Ayled.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I translated the words for her, I saw a blush creep upon her cheeks. “Your soul calls out, mine answers beloved.” I tried to explain to her that my feelings had nothing to do with the bond, though the bond would likely heal my broken heart in time. I do no believe I succeeded, my shock making me lose my ability to form coherent thoughts.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thanks to a barrage of questions, I was able to begin explaining what the bond was, how it worked, and what would happen, good and bad. Feeling her gaze upon me, I let her take what time she needed as I looked upon Halone.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “She does what she thinks is best,” her words struck a chord within me, yet her next words stunned me. Why would she give me a chance? This question kept circling in my mind, the dragon chiming in and echoing it constantly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just to be sure she was real, I caressed her cheek, getting lost in her eyes until she brought me back, the look of pain telling me she was also a product of her past.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I confessed my biggest shame, that I could not keep the dragon in control, and that it pushed Rihxo away. Rather than run screaming, as I half expected, Ayled said perhaps I should not trust Rihxo if something so simple might drive her away. Afraid she did not understand, I explained that the dragon is always whispering to me, always trying to take control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Somehow, Ayled still called me strong for being able to handle it as well as I do. No matter how much I tried to tell her she deserves better, she would not listen.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Trust me, the only way I can think that you would burden me, is if you kept up with your moody, self-dismissive attitude.” Even now, after everything today, these words echo through my head.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Wanting to learn more about Ayled, my unexpected shei’tani, and wanting to think for a while, I asked what brought her to the cathedral. Knowing she was offering prayers to her brother, I begin to understand just how much he meant to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I told her a little about my family, why we moved to Ishgard, and the ones we lost. Coincidentally, Ayled’s brother was killed protecting her from a Dravanian. I hope someday she will tell me about it, but I know, better than most, just how hard it is to ‘get over’ the loss of a beloved family member.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not mean to make her sad, though she told me it was not my fault. Everything always seems to be my fault, and I always seem to hurt people.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled called me a pushover, pushing me, though something made me think she was not completely serious. I bumped back against her, her laughter enchanting me as I explained how most of the time the dragon is validated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We talked about the dragon a while, about how it is always talking, how it uses things I see and think to make it’s claims seem plausible, and how I would just have to prove it wrong.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Our conversation then turned to how I find her beautiful and how my gaze kept coming back to her. Even though she was blushing, she returned the compliment, in a blunt manner. I cannot recall anyone but my mother telling me so plainly, let alone Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Finally, we started speaking more of the bond, how there is a price if it goes unfulfilled, but mostly how beautiful the bond can be. This brought to mind my parents, how they love each other.<br /> In the interest of being open with Ayled, I asked her to not hide her true thoughts behind lies, as I have begun to realize that Rihxo did this frequently. I was startled when Ayled placed her hand on my chest, yet I was also very happy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon discovering she had been staying in the Brume for a moon, I knew she needed to stay with my family. I was relieved when she did not refuse me, pleased that she would always be close.<br /> It was approaching lunch time, so I brought Ayled home, introducing her first to my mother, who was momentarily speechless – a state I never though to see – and then my father. Both of them were immediately welcoming of my shei’tani, with no judgment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I could say anything, Mother had Ayled in a hug, and then me as well. I barely had time to react before Mother released us, offering Ayled food. Father too hugged her. I apologized to Ayled; sure their constant physical affection must be making her uncomfortable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I thought for sure something must be wrong with me if my shei’tani could bear my parents’ touch but not mine, as she said it was fine, but that earlier she was confused. “You are the source of all pain, even your touch is painful.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Apparently, my shei’tani can see right through me. No one else, not even my parents, have known what to do or say so often as Ayled has. This time, she grabbed my hands, asking ME for patience. Maybe the problem has never been me; maybe the problem was that no one cared to truly look at me before.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My hands wrapped around Ayled’s then, her hands tiny within the warm embrace of my own. Trying to keep my parents from worrying, I kept my tone low as I explained just how loud the dragon was and reiterated that I was broken. For all of half a second was I allowed to believe she might withdraw from me. ”And why shouldn’t she?” I found myself enfolded in her arms, unable to breathe, unable to move, until she whispered, “Then I’ll mend you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I exhaled in a rush, my arms moving to encircle her. Perhaps this is not so hopeless after all. I simply held my shei’tani, for the first time, closing my eyes as I was wrapped around her, enjoying how she felt in my arms. After I was able to release her, we sat down, enjoying a comfortable meal, good food, and even better company. I was happy, sitting there, watching Ayled eat and talk animatedly to my parents. Once everyone was finished, my mother made a crude innuendo, but as embarrassed as I was, I was glad for the excuse to whisk Ayled away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before we left the house, I made sure to grab a coat for each of us, aware that the weather would likely turn cold if we stayed out long. We talked on many subjects while we wandered Ishgard aimlessly.<br /> I do wonder how we never met before, both of us living in Coerthas as we did. I also wonder if I ever met her brother. But I do know Ayled is right, the gods weave as they will, and they only do things at certain times because they see a pattern us mortals cannot see.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled truly is a good person. Even knowing how I feel about Rihxo, Ayled offered to go with me to ensure Rihxo was all right. I explained I did not think I could be around Rihxo, how around her the dragon never ceased pushing, taunting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I feel Ayled is also wise. She has me thinking on things I never imagined. Perhaps the dragon is helping me, often unintentionally. It has been very quiet around Ayled, almost too quiet at times, yet it has also saved my life. I should think on this more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As Ayled told me a little more about her brother, I admired the man, wishing I could have known him. Ayled’s pain was heart breaking for me, and wishing to make her feel better, I simply held her as we talked. When she pulled away from me, I got lost in her eyes, lost in a warm sunny day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the quick, soft kiss I gave her, I felt that warmth to my soul. ”She will pull away. She doesn’t want you.” And yet, despite what the dragon claimed, even as she blushed bright red, Ayled hid her face, yet she hid by pressing against my chest. No matter what the dragon said, how I imagined she might react, Ayled always seems to do the opposite, always seems to surprise me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter that we had already spent quite a bit of time together, I found myself unable to keep my gaze from Ayled. She is beautiful and delicate looking; yet I see her beauty goes deep within and she has a strength I do not think she believes she has.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Eventually we paused for a drink at the Forgotten Knight, enjoying being in each other’s company. Though when we continued on our way, there was a commotion up ahead. Seeing a nervous chocobo and boy surrounded by a circle, I spoke up. The circle quickly ran off and I recognized them as the gang of noble teenagers that has been instigating trouble recently. I made sure the boy was all right, but in trying to figure out if I knew him, I upset Ayled. I did not wish to answer untruthfully, or without due consideration, yet I realize now that I should have acknowledged her at least.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After escorting the boy safely back to the stables, I guided Ayled to a nearby bench. She is so free with her touch, and it warms me, the feel of her caressing my hair, or holding my hand. Even the way we talk to each other is so different to what I am used to, so comforting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She truly takes my breath away, my shei’tani. So unexpected is she that one would think I would get used to it, yet I am glad. When her lips found mine, I froze, though the warmth of her in my arms, her body pressed to mine, had me reacting to her, returning her kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The feelings I had kissing Rihxo, at the time, seemed so passionate, so heat inducing. Yet this kiss with Ayled blew all those feelings away. Still gentle, this kiss both took my breath away and gave it back; it stoked an inferno within me, made me crave more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Even when the kiss was over, those feelings remained with me, coloring the rest of the evening. As the air grew cool, I assisted Ayled into a coat; placing one on myself though the feelings within kept me plenty warm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As darkness deepened, I led Ayled home, offering my room for her use. I hope it makes her comfortable, maybe helps her learn about me. I eased her concerns about where I would sleep, gesturing across the hall to one of the guest rooms. I watched Ayled open the packaged I had arranged when she was otherwise occupied, the joy on her face all the return I needed, the kiss she rewarded me with making it difficult for me to leave her to her sleep, making it impossible for me to sleep.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yet, as the clock chimes midnight, here I sit, amazed that so much has happened, my eyelids finally getting heavy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thank you, Halone. For this, you have my oath for eternity.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was up early this morning on a search for the perfect gift for Ayled. I should say for someone to assist me in creating the perfect gift for Ayled. After searching for bells, and multiple people later, the gift was complete. As soon as I had it in my possession, I returned home, excited to give it to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was surprised to find her in my room, reading. It was not until she apologized and handed me the book that I understood. She was reading my missing journal. It seems that Rhoxi, Rihxo’s sweet baby sister, had found it and felt I might like it back.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I worry that Rhoxi might be hurt, running away as she has, yet I do not blame her either. It appears her sister fooled us both. Wherever you are Rhoxi, know that I will always think of you as the amazing sister I never had, the sister I will always think of fondly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I assured Ayled that I was not upset that she read my journal. I was truthfully quite relieved, especially when she was more worried that I am fine with what happened to me. I never would have thought this, but as soon as she asked me, I knew that I truly was fine with everything for it brought me to Ayled. I decided then that it was time to start a new chapter, with my shei’tani, and I symbolized that by placing my old journal on the shelf, never to be written in again.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Asking about her scar, I learned how her parents died. The pain and loneliness she felt made my heart hurt. It was the perfect time to give her the courtship gift I had just gotten. Guiding her hands to the snowball, I advised her to think of someone. The snowball showed an image of the day Ayled and I met, the two of us kissing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We lay on my bed for a while, just talking together. When I asked Ayled what she wanted to do for the day, she realized that she had a job to do that was arranged before we met. I started to put my boots back on when I caught a glimpse of creamy white skin, distracting me from my task as Ayled changed her clothes. She is so beautiful, her underwear and brassiere not hiding her muscled frame or her hourglass figure. As the expanse of skin was concealed beneath her clothes again, I was able to breath, to finish putting my boots on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As we left the house, I grabbed my lance. It was supposed to be a simple escort job, but you never know what might happen. The Lalafell we met at the Steps of Faith was rude and an idiot, for when the ambush came, he let the chocobos run off. Initially I only saw three bandits, though a fourth ended up running off later. They set off an explosion and an archer started shooting arrows at us.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled did not over-extend herself, nor did she attempt to take on the entire fight on her own. It was very different than fighting alongside Nagi and Rihxo. Her actions set me at ease. I noted the slight aetheric swirl of a protection spell and, with a quick word from me, she put the archer to sleep, disabling him from the fight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I took on the two swordsmen as they approached, stepping away from the carriage and Ayled. When the first blow glanced off my arm, I had a sudden image of Ayled being killed by that blade. In that moment, I let the dragon have control. In that same moment, my armor manifested, much as it had when I first received it. It took the dragon a few scarce minutes to kill the two bandits.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I tried to wrest control back once the threat was negated, but the remnants of Singer’s aetherical boost had worn off. I could do nothing as the dragon taunted Ayled, tried to get her to leave me as he had done with Rihxo. But where he had succeeded with Rihxo, he only seemed to draw Ayled closer. She became angry, yelling at him, saying they better get used to each other as neither one was going anywhere. The dragon and I both saw her hand flying towards my face, and a brief moment before it landed, the dragon released control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not feel the pain, but rather felt a surge of wary hope. Confirming Ayled meant what she said, it sounded like she was going to say she loved me. My heart stuttered as she confirmed the words I had been wanting to tell her all morning. I was trembling as I released the words I had never thought to say again: “I love you too.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to find the chocobos, I had plenty of time to think. Ever since we started on the road, the dragon had been whispering about how something was not right. And even as he taunted Ayled, I caught a whisper from him, further cementing the idea that he was trying to protect me, to help me out. On that walk, I made a deal with the dragon: I would not ‘cage’ him again, he could have control during battles, but he must relinquish it when the battle concluded. He added that I would not ignore his warnings when he spoke up. With the arrangement in place, we returned to the carriage with the chocobos in tow. For the first time in my memory, I was truly at peace, not waging a war within.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The rest of the trip to Camp Dragonhead passed without incident. We stopped at the tavern for a drink and conversation. Ayled is very astute, yet I find I can still surprise her. It is an endearing combination. When I kissed her in the tavern with others around, I began to realize I often did not touch Rihxo in public and perhaps her discomfort made me uncomfortable, for I did not have a second thought about holding Ayled or kissing her in view of the tavern’s patrons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Returning to Ishgard, I was quite happy to remove my armor, exchanging it for my traditional pair of sleep pants. For the first time, I cooked for Ayled, the silence of the house a blessing as my family were attending a ceremony and did not get home until a bell ago.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had never heard the term “dreamboat” before, and certainly never thought to hear it in reference to myself. I will not doubt she believes me hot any longer, or that she desires me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I had always promised “I will not let you lose me.” At the time, I thought it meant the same thing. Now I know that Ayled’s promise to stay means something very different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled laid her head on my chest as we lay on my bed, saying “Now it’s certain Gil, you’ll always be mine, and I’ll always be yours.” I covered us with a blanket, repeating her vow of “always.” I spoke for a while, not really about anything, although I may have slipped into my family’s language at one point.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled on my chest, our limbs tangled together, that is my happiest moment, the one I know the snowball would show me if I asked. I listened to Ayled’s breath, steady and rhythmic as she fell asleep, the quiet moment lulling me to sleep as well.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was a few bells later that I awoke to my family coming home. Unable to go back to sleep, I decided to unwind by documenting this eventful day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tomorrow’s gift will be both simple and meaningful…it will be a thank you letter, a letter telling Ayled just how much she means to me.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? He don't talk much.&quot; - Quicksand Barmaid<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He stares a lot...it's kinda creepy.&quot; - Passing stranger<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;That asshole?&quot; - 'Fellin merchant<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He has this fascination with a book...don' know what's in it, but he strokes it like a lover.&quot; - Miqo'te female<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear he's a mama's boy. She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I thought Rihxo was going to fix things with him. I was trying to help him, I hope he knows that.&quot; '''~[[Trin Morwen]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Insert Rumor Here'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani, though they just met, he really thinks highly of her. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? Again? Only for Ayled...<br /> File:StarlightGil1.jpg|Ho-Ho-Ho<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled.jpg|Happy Starlight<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled2.jpg|May all the wonders of the season...<br /> File:StarlighGilAyled3.jpg|...bring you joy and happiness.<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled4.jpg|From us...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled5.jpg|...to you!<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled6.jpg|&quot;Come closer shei'tani...&quot;<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=146987 2016-01-04T00:33:13Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper/Seeker mix<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.<br /> <br /> ===Abilities/Skills===<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Did you hear about the pink cat that was desecrating the cathedral in Ishgard?&quot; - Ishgard Knight ((This is not one that is associated with specifically Trin, though it was him...))<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He is wearing entirely too little clothing for me to be truly comfortable with him.&quot; - [[Gil vel'Jendahr|Gil vel Jendahr]]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M'shi Mahji|M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Singing Raptor|Singing Raptor:]]''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari|Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know you are still self-conscious, and afraid of not taking things seriously, but I do promise I will be here.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K'ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend (OOC)<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> File:StarlightTrin.jpg|Sure, I can help.<br /> File:StarlightTrin1.jpg|Spending time in front of the tree<br /> File:TrinIshgard.png|A short visit to the Cathedral in Ishgard<br /> File:TrinMshiMugi.png|[[M'shi Mahji]], Trin, and Mugi Wondermon (OOC)<br /> File:Trin1.png|Trin in his new outfit<br /> File:SnowmanTrin.png|Trin found a small snowman in Ul'dah watching him<br /> File:MshiTrinSinger.png|A relaxing bath with [[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]], Trin and [[Singing Raptor|Singer]]<br /> File:MshiTrin.png|[[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]] and Trin sitting outside the FC house (OOC)<br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Gil_vel%27Jendahr&diff=146312 2015-12-31T17:56:13Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Soulmated<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 18th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I lost my journal with everything that occurred. Even though it has only been a week since I was last able to write down my thoughts, it feels like a lifetime. For part of it, my memories are vague and hazy, yet for the rest of it, my memories are crystal clear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting outside the Observatorium when Singing Raptor found me. She was trying to help me, trying to entice me to fight when I had given up, yet she ended up giving the dragon control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There is a span of time that I do not remember what happened. Last I remember was running away from Singer to save her from the dragon.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not know how much time elapsed before I realized I was surrounded by Singer, Rhoxi, and Rihxo. The dragon was still greatly in control, so much so that it was taunting Rihxo. Finally, with the help of an aether boost from Singer, I was able to cage the dragon once more, but something was not right; Rihxo was acting oddly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before she contacted me, asking me to meet her in Limsa at the overlook. I went as quickly as I could. Once there, I spotted Singer and Rihxo, and something about Rihxo’s demeanor told me it was not going to be good. I was right, for she told me she could not do ‘us’ anymore, she could not trust me, and she did not love me. I tried fighting it, even Singer tried fighting it, yet in the end, Rihxo’s mind was made up.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just as I was saying I would let her go, she dashed off. With a detour by her house, which was ransacked, Rihxo darted off to the Shroud, followed by Singer and me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There, Rihxo fought Valen, and once everything was over, she went to help him fight those that did to him what they did.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After everything, I went back home to Ishgard. My family pampered me, denigrated Rihxo, and all in all, did the best they could to make me feel better. I spent my days at the chocobo stables, helping out, or at the Cathedral, crying in the comforting presence of Halone.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> This morning, I passed my mother and aunt in the kitchen, talking about me once again. I did not feel up to being around a bunch of people, so I went to the Cathedral. I took a moment to pay my respects to Halone before I sat in one of the pews.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My head was bowed, eyes closed as I cried, and so did not see the woman. I felt a tap on my shoulder. After a question from her, I felt movement as she moved to sit beside me. She asked if I had lost someone, said she knew how that felt, but that I looked tough enough to pull through.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Through my tears, I was able to tell her it was not lost, but left. This stranger did what no one else seemed able to do, she gave me something to focus on…she introduced herself and prompted me for my name. As I gave it, I glanced over at her, yet the moment I saw her, I could not breathe, my heart skipping a beat before racing. In the absolute silence of my mind, those words rang out like a bell, loud and demanding to be stated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Ver reisa ku’chae, kem surah, shei’tani.” Unable to stop myself, I found myself reaching for her hair, the soft brown strands like silk on my skin, tucking it behind her ear. Her skin was as soft as I imagined, the porcelain perfect, maybe more so with the scar. Her blue eyes were both startled and confused, the depths drawing me in and, if only for a moment, banishing the sadness from my soul.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she moved away from me, the dragon started whispering, telling me how worthless I am, that I do not deserve Ayled.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I translated the words for her, I saw a blush creep upon her cheeks. “Your soul calls out, mine answers beloved.” I tried to explain to her that my feelings had nothing to do with the bond, though the bond would likely heal my broken heart in time. I do no believe I succeeded, my shock making me lose my ability to form coherent thoughts.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thanks to a barrage of questions, I was able to begin explaining what the bond was, how it worked, and what would happen, good and bad. Feeling her gaze upon me, I let her take what time she needed as I looked upon Halone.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “She does what she thinks is best,” her words struck a chord within me, yet her next words stunned me. Why would she give me a chance? This question kept circling in my mind, the dragon chiming in and echoing it constantly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just to be sure she was real, I caressed her cheek, getting lost in her eyes until she brought me back, the look of pain telling me she was also a product of her past.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I confessed my biggest shame, that I could not keep the dragon in control, and that it pushed Rihxo away. Rather than run screaming, as I half expected, Ayled said perhaps I should not trust Rihxo if something so simple might drive her away. Afraid she did not understand, I explained that the dragon is always whispering to me, always trying to take control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Somehow, Ayled still called me strong for being able to handle it as well as I do. No matter how much I tried to tell her she deserves better, she would not listen.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Trust me, the only way I can think that you would burden me, is if you kept up with your moody, self-dismissive attitude.” Even now, after everything today, these words echo through my head.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Wanting to learn more about Ayled, my unexpected shei’tani, and wanting to think for a while, I asked what brought her to the cathedral. Knowing she was offering prayers to her brother, I begin to understand just how much he meant to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I told her a little about my family, why we moved to Ishgard, and the ones we lost. Coincidentally, Ayled’s brother was killed protecting her from a Dravanian. I hope someday she will tell me about it, but I know, better than most, just how hard it is to ‘get over’ the loss of a beloved family member.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not mean to make her sad, though she told me it was not my fault. Everything always seems to be my fault, and I always seem to hurt people.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled called me a pushover, pushing me, though something made me think she was not completely serious. I bumped back against her, her laughter enchanting me as I explained how most of the time the dragon is validated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We talked about the dragon a while, about how it is always talking, how it uses things I see and think to make it’s claims seem plausible, and how I would just have to prove it wrong.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Our conversation then turned to how I find her beautiful and how my gaze kept coming back to her. Even though she was blushing, she returned the compliment, in a blunt manner. I cannot recall anyone but my mother telling me so plainly, let alone Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Finally, we started speaking more of the bond, how there is a price if it goes unfulfilled, but mostly how beautiful the bond can be. This brought to mind my parents, how they love each other.<br /> In the interest of being open with Ayled, I asked her to not hide her true thoughts behind lies, as I have begun to realize that Rihxo did this frequently. I was startled when Ayled placed her hand on my chest, yet I was also very happy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon discovering she had been staying in the Brume for a moon, I knew she needed to stay with my family. I was relieved when she did not refuse me, pleased that she would always be close.<br /> It was approaching lunch time, so I brought Ayled home, introducing her first to my mother, who was momentarily speechless – a state I never though to see – and then my father. Both of them were immediately welcoming of my shei’tani, with no judgment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I could say anything, Mother had Ayled in a hug, and then me as well. I barely had time to react before Mother released us, offering Ayled food. Father too hugged her. I apologized to Ayled; sure their constant physical affection must be making her uncomfortable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I thought for sure something must be wrong with me if my shei’tani could bear my parents’ touch but not mine, as she said it was fine, but that earlier she was confused. “You are the source of all pain, even your touch is painful.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Apparently, my shei’tani can see right through me. No one else, not even my parents, have known what to do or say so often as Ayled has. This time, she grabbed my hands, asking ME for patience. Maybe the problem has never been me; maybe the problem was that no one cared to truly look at me before.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My hands wrapped around Ayled’s then, her hands tiny within the warm embrace of my own. Trying to keep my parents from worrying, I kept my tone low as I explained just how loud the dragon was and reiterated that I was broken. For all of half a second was I allowed to believe she might withdraw from me. ”And why shouldn’t she?” I found myself enfolded in her arms, unable to breathe, unable to move, until she whispered, “Then I’ll mend you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I exhaled in a rush, my arms moving to encircle her. Perhaps this is not so hopeless after all. I simply held my shei’tani, for the first time, closing my eyes as I was wrapped around her, enjoying how she felt in my arms. After I was able to release her, we sat down, enjoying a comfortable meal, good food, and even better company. I was happy, sitting there, watching Ayled eat and talk animatedly to my parents. Once everyone was finished, my mother made a crude innuendo, but as embarrassed as I was, I was glad for the excuse to whisk Ayled away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before we left the house, I made sure to grab a coat for each of us, aware that the weather would likely turn cold if we stayed out long. We talked on many subjects while we wandered Ishgard aimlessly.<br /> I do wonder how we never met before, both of us living in Coerthas as we did. I also wonder if I ever met her brother. But I do know Ayled is right, the gods weave as they will, and they only do things at certain times because they see a pattern us mortals cannot see.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled truly is a good person. Even knowing how I feel about Rihxo, Ayled offered to go with me to ensure Rihxo was all right. I explained I did not think I could be around Rihxo, how around her the dragon never ceased pushing, taunting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I feel Ayled is also wise. She has me thinking on things I never imagined. Perhaps the dragon is helping me, often unintentionally. It has been very quiet around Ayled, almost too quiet at times, yet it has also saved my life. I should think on this more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As Ayled told me a little more about her brother, I admired the man, wishing I could have known him. Ayled’s pain was heart breaking for me, and wishing to make her feel better, I simply held her as we talked. When she pulled away from me, I got lost in her eyes, lost in a warm sunny day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the quick, soft kiss I gave her, I felt that warmth to my soul. ”She will pull away. She doesn’t want you.” And yet, despite what the dragon claimed, even as she blushed bright red, Ayled hid her face, yet she hid by pressing against my chest. No matter what the dragon said, how I imagined she might react, Ayled always seems to do the opposite, always seems to surprise me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter that we had already spent quite a bit of time together, I found myself unable to keep my gaze from Ayled. She is beautiful and delicate looking; yet I see her beauty goes deep within and she has a strength I do not think she believes she has.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Eventually we paused for a drink at the Forgotten Knight, enjoying being in each other’s company. Though when we continued on our way, there was a commotion up ahead. Seeing a nervous chocobo and boy surrounded by a circle, I spoke up. The circle quickly ran off and I recognized them as the gang of noble teenagers that has been instigating trouble recently. I made sure the boy was all right, but in trying to figure out if I knew him, I upset Ayled. I did not wish to answer untruthfully, or without due consideration, yet I realize now that I should have acknowledged her at least.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After escorting the boy safely back to the stables, I guided Ayled to a nearby bench. She is so free with her touch, and it warms me, the feel of her caressing my hair, or holding my hand. Even the way we talk to each other is so different to what I am used to, so comforting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She truly takes my breath away, my shei’tani. So unexpected is she that one would think I would get used to it, yet I am glad. When her lips found mine, I froze, though the warmth of her in my arms, her body pressed to mine, had me reacting to her, returning her kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The feelings I had kissing Rihxo, at the time, seemed so passionate, so heat inducing. Yet this kiss with Ayled blew all those feelings away. Still gentle, this kiss both took my breath away and gave it back; it stoked an inferno within me, made me crave more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Even when the kiss was over, those feelings remained with me, coloring the rest of the evening. As the air grew cool, I assisted Ayled into a coat; placing one on myself though the feelings within kept me plenty warm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As darkness deepened, I led Ayled home, offering my room for her use. I hope it makes her comfortable, maybe helps her learn about me. I eased her concerns about where I would sleep, gesturing across the hall to one of the guest rooms. I watched Ayled open the packaged I had arranged when she was otherwise occupied, the joy on her face all the return I needed, the kiss she rewarded me with making it difficult for me to leave her to her sleep, making it impossible for me to sleep.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yet, as the clock chimes midnight, here I sit, amazed that so much has happened, my eyelids finally getting heavy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thank you, Halone. For this, you have my oath for eternity.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was up early this morning on a search for the perfect gift for Ayled. I should say for someone to assist me in creating the perfect gift for Ayled. After searching for bells, and multiple people later, the gift was complete. As soon as I had it in my possession, I returned home, excited to give it to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was surprised to find her in my room, reading. It was not until she apologized and handed me the book that I understood. She was reading my missing journal. It seems that Rhoxi, Rihxo’s sweet baby sister, had found it and felt I might like it back.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I worry that Rhoxi might be hurt, running away as she has, yet I do not blame her either. It appears her sister fooled us both. Wherever you are Rhoxi, know that I will always think of you as the amazing sister I never had, the sister I will always think of fondly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I assured Ayled that I was not upset that she read my journal. I was truthfully quite relieved, especially when she was more worried that I am fine with what happened to me. I never would have thought this, but as soon as she asked me, I knew that I truly was fine with everything for it brought me to Ayled. I decided then that it was time to start a new chapter, with my shei’tani, and I symbolized that by placing my old journal on the shelf, never to be written in again.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Asking about her scar, I learned how her parents died. The pain and loneliness she felt made my heart hurt. It was the perfect time to give her the courtship gift I had just gotten. Guiding her hands to the snowball, I advised her to think of someone. The snowball showed an image of the day Ayled and I met, the two of us kissing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We lay on my bed for a while, just talking together. When I asked Ayled what she wanted to do for the day, she realized that she had a job to do that was arranged before we met. I started to put my boots back on when I caught a glimpse of creamy white skin, distracting me from my task as Ayled changed her clothes. She is so beautiful, her underwear and brassiere not hiding her muscled frame or her hourglass figure. As the expanse of skin was concealed beneath her clothes again, I was able to breath, to finish putting my boots on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As we left the house, I grabbed my lance. It was supposed to be a simple escort job, but you never know what might happen. The Lalafell we met at the Steps of Faith was rude and an idiot, for when the ambush came, he let the chocobos run off. Initially I only saw three bandits, though a fourth ended up running off later. They set off an explosion and an archer started shooting arrows at us.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled did not over-extend herself, nor did she attempt to take on the entire fight on her own. It was very different than fighting alongside Nagi and Rihxo. Her actions set me at ease. I noted the slight aetheric swirl of a protection spell and, with a quick word from me, she put the archer to sleep, disabling him from the fight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I took on the two swordsmen as they approached, stepping away from the carriage and Ayled. When the first blow glanced off my arm, I had a sudden image of Ayled being killed by that blade. In that moment, I let the dragon have control. In that same moment, my armor manifested, much as it had when I first received it. It took the dragon a few scarce minutes to kill the two bandits.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I tried to wrest control back once the threat was negated, but the remnants of Singer’s aetherical boost had worn off. I could do nothing as the dragon taunted Ayled, tried to get her to leave me as he had done with Rihxo. But where he had succeeded with Rihxo, he only seemed to draw Ayled closer. She became angry, yelling at him, saying they better get used to each other as neither one was going anywhere. The dragon and I both saw her hand flying towards my face, and a brief moment before it landed, the dragon released control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not feel the pain, but rather felt a surge of wary hope. Confirming Ayled meant what she said, it sounded like she was going to say she loved me. My heart stuttered as she confirmed the words I had been wanting to tell her all morning. I was trembling as I released the words I had never thought to say again: “I love you too.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to find the chocobos, I had plenty of time to think. Ever since we started on the road, the dragon had been whispering about how something was not right. And even as he taunted Ayled, I caught a whisper from him, further cementing the idea that he was trying to protect me, to help me out. On that walk, I made a deal with the dragon: I would not ‘cage’ him again, he could have control during battles, but he must relinquish it when the battle concluded. He added that I would not ignore his warnings when he spoke up. With the arrangement in place, we returned to the carriage with the chocobos in tow. For the first time in my memory, I was truly at peace, not waging a war within.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The rest of the trip to Camp Dragonhead passed without incident. We stopped at the tavern for a drink and conversation. Ayled is very astute, yet I find I can still surprise her. It is an endearing combination. When I kissed her in the tavern with others around, I began to realize I often did not touch Rihxo in public and perhaps her discomfort made me uncomfortable, for I did not have a second thought about holding Ayled or kissing her in view of the tavern’s patrons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Returning to Ishgard, I was quite happy to remove my armor, exchanging it for my traditional pair of sleep pants. For the first time, I cooked for Ayled, the silence of the house a blessing as my family were attending a ceremony and did not get home until a bell ago.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had never heard the term “dreamboat” before, and certainly never thought to hear it in reference to myself. I will not doubt she believes me hot any longer, or that she desires me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I had always promised “I will not let you lose me.” At the time, I thought it meant the same thing. Now I know that Ayled’s promise to stay means something very different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled laid her head on my chest as we lay on my bed, saying “Now it’s certain Gil, you’ll always be mine, and I’ll always be yours.” I covered us with a blanket, repeating her vow of “always.” I spoke for a while, not really about anything, although I may have slipped into my family’s language at one point.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled on my chest, our limbs tangled together, that is my happiest moment, the one I know the snowball would show me if I asked. I listened to Ayled’s breath, steady and rhythmic as she fell asleep, the quiet moment lulling me to sleep as well.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was a few bells later that I awoke to my family coming home. Unable to go back to sleep, I decided to unwind by documenting this eventful day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tomorrow’s gift will be both simple and meaningful…it will be a thank you letter, a letter telling Ayled just how much she means to me.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? He don't talk much.&quot; - Quicksand Barmaid<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He stares a lot...it's kinda creepy.&quot; - Passing stranger<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;That asshole?&quot; - 'Fellin merchant<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He has this fascination with a book...don' know what's in it, but he strokes it like a lover.&quot; - Miqo'te female<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear he's a mama's boy. She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I thought Rihxo was going to fix things with him. I was trying to help him, I hope he knows that.&quot; '''~[[Trin Morwen]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Insert Rumor Here'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani, though they just met, he really thinks highly of her. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? Again? Only for Ayled...<br /> File:StarlightGil1.jpg|Ho-Ho-Ho<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled.jpg|Happy Starlight<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled2.jpg|May all the wonders of the season...<br /> File:StarlighGilAyled3.jpg|...bring you joy and happiness.<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled4.jpg|From us...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled5.jpg|...to you!<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled6.jpg|&quot;Come closer shei'tani...&quot;<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Gil_vel%27Jendahr&diff=146311 2015-12-31T17:50:55Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Soulmated<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 18th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I lost my journal with everything that occurred. Even though it has only been a week since I was last able to write down my thoughts, it feels like a lifetime. For part of it, my memories are vague and hazy, yet for the rest of it, my memories are crystal clear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting outside the Observatorium when Singing Raptor found me. She was trying to help me, trying to entice me to fight when I had given up, yet she ended up giving the dragon control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There is a span of time that I do not remember what happened. Last I remember was running away from Singer to save her from the dragon.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not know how much time elapsed before I realized I was surrounded by Singer, Rhoxi, and Rihxo. The dragon was still greatly in control, so much so that it was taunting Rihxo. Finally, with the help of an aether boost from Singer, I was able to cage the dragon once more, but something was not right; Rihxo was acting oddly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before she contacted me, asking me to meet her in Limsa at the overlook. I went as quickly as I could. Once there, I spotted Singer and Rihxo, and something about Rihxo’s demeanor told me it was not going to be good. I was right, for she told me she could not do ‘us’ anymore, she could not trust me, and she did not love me. I tried fighting it, even Singer tried fighting it, yet in the end, Rihxo’s mind was made up.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just as I was saying I would let her go, she dashed off. With a detour by her house, which was ransacked, Rihxo darted off to the Shroud, followed by Singer and me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There, Rihxo fought Valen, and once everything was over, she went to help him fight those that did to him what they did.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After everything, I went back home to Ishgard. My family pampered me, denigrated Rihxo, and all in all, did the best they could to make me feel better. I spent my days at the chocobo stables, helping out, or at the Cathedral, crying in the comforting presence of Halone.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> This morning, I passed my mother and aunt in the kitchen, talking about me once again. I did not feel up to being around a bunch of people, so I went to the Cathedral. I took a moment to pay my respects to Halone before I sat in one of the pews.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My head was bowed, eyes closed as I cried, and so did not see the woman. I felt a tap on my shoulder. After a question from her, I felt movement as she moved to sit beside me. She asked if I had lost someone, said she knew how that felt, but that I looked tough enough to pull through.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Through my tears, I was able to tell her it was not lost, but left. This stranger did what no one else seemed able to do, she gave me something to focus on…she introduced herself and prompted me for my name. As I gave it, I glanced over at her, yet the moment I saw her, I could not breathe, my heart skipping a beat before racing. In the absolute silence of my mind, those words rang out like a bell, loud and demanding to be stated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Ver reisa ku’chae, kem surah, shei’tani.” Unable to stop myself, I found myself reaching for her hair, the soft brown strands like silk on my skin, tucking it behind her ear. Her skin was as soft as I imagined, the porcelain perfect, maybe more so with the scar. Her blue eyes were both startled and confused, the depths drawing me in and, if only for a moment, banishing the sadness from my soul.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she moved away from me, the dragon started whispering, telling me how worthless I am, that I do not deserve Ayled.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I translated the words for her, I saw a blush creep upon her cheeks. “Your soul calls out, mine answers beloved.” I tried to explain to her that my feelings had nothing to do with the bond, though the bond would likely heal my broken heart in time. I do no believe I succeeded, my shock making me lose my ability to form coherent thoughts.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thanks to a barrage of questions, I was able to begin explaining what the bond was, how it worked, and what would happen, good and bad. Feeling her gaze upon me, I let her take what time she needed as I looked upon Halone.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “She does what she thinks is best,” her words struck a chord within me, yet her next words stunned me. Why would she give me a chance? This question kept circling in my mind, the dragon chiming in and echoing it constantly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just to be sure she was real, I caressed her cheek, getting lost in her eyes until she brought me back, the look of pain telling me she was also a product of her past.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I confessed my biggest shame, that I could not keep the dragon in control, and that it pushed Rihxo away. Rather than run screaming, as I half expected, Ayled said perhaps I should not trust Rihxo if something so simple might drive her away. Afraid she did not understand, I explained that the dragon is always whispering to me, always trying to take control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Somehow, Ayled still called me strong for being able to handle it as well as I do. No matter how much I tried to tell her she deserves better, she would not listen.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Trust me, the only way I can think that you would burden me, is if you kept up with your moody, self-dismissive attitude.” Even now, after everything today, these words echo through my head.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Wanting to learn more about Ayled, my unexpected shei’tani, and wanting to think for a while, I asked what brought her to the cathedral. Knowing she was offering prayers to her brother, I begin to understand just how much he meant to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I told her a little about my family, why we moved to Ishgard, and the ones we lost. Coincidentally, Ayled’s brother was killed protecting her from a Dravanian. I hope someday she will tell me about it, but I know, better than most, just how hard it is to ‘get over’ the loss of a beloved family member.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not mean to make her sad, though she told me it was not my fault. Everything always seems to be my fault, and I always seem to hurt people.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled called me a pushover, pushing me, though something made me think she was not completely serious. I bumped back against her, her laughter enchanting me as I explained how most of the time the dragon is validated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We talked about the dragon a while, about how it is always talking, how it uses things I see and think to make it’s claims seem plausible, and how I would just have to prove it wrong.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Our conversation then turned to how I find her beautiful and how my gaze kept coming back to her. Even though she was blushing, she returned the compliment, in a blunt manner. I cannot recall anyone but my mother telling me so plainly, let alone Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Finally, we started speaking more of the bond, how there is a price if it goes unfulfilled, but mostly how beautiful the bond can be. This brought to mind my parents, how they love each other.<br /> In the interest of being open with Ayled, I asked her to not hide her true thoughts behind lies, as I have begun to realize that Rihxo did this frequently. I was startled when Ayled placed her hand on my chest, yet I was also very happy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon discovering she had been staying in the Brume for a moon, I knew she needed to stay with my family. I was relieved when she did not refuse me, pleased that she would always be close.<br /> It was approaching lunch time, so I brought Ayled home, introducing her first to my mother, who was momentarily speechless – a state I never though to see – and then my father. Both of them were immediately welcoming of my shei’tani, with no judgment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I could say anything, Mother had Ayled in a hug, and then me as well. I barely had time to react before Mother released us, offering Ayled food. Father too hugged her. I apologized to Ayled; sure their constant physical affection must be making her uncomfortable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I thought for sure something must be wrong with me if my shei’tani could bear my parents’ touch but not mine, as she said it was fine, but that earlier she was confused. “You are the source of all pain, even your touch is painful.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Apparently, my shei’tani can see right through me. No one else, not even my parents, have known what to do or say so often as Ayled has. This time, she grabbed my hands, asking ME for patience. Maybe the problem has never been me; maybe the problem was that no one cared to truly look at me before.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My hands wrapped around Ayled’s then, her hands tiny within the warm embrace of my own. Trying to keep my parents from worrying, I kept my tone low as I explained just how loud the dragon was and reiterated that I was broken. For all of half a second was I allowed to believe she might withdraw from me. ”And why shouldn’t she?” I found myself enfolded in her arms, unable to breathe, unable to move, until she whispered, “Then I’ll mend you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I exhaled in a rush, my arms moving to encircle her. Perhaps this is not so hopeless after all. I simply held my shei’tani, for the first time, closing my eyes as I was wrapped around her, enjoying how she felt in my arms. After I was able to release her, we sat down, enjoying a comfortable meal, good food, and even better company. I was happy, sitting there, watching Ayled eat and talk animatedly to my parents. Once everyone was finished, my mother made a crude innuendo, but as embarrassed as I was, I was glad for the excuse to whisk Ayled away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before we left the house, I made sure to grab a coat for each of us, aware that the weather would likely turn cold if we stayed out long. We talked on many subjects while we wandered Ishgard aimlessly.<br /> I do wonder how we never met before, both of us living in Coerthas as we did. I also wonder if I ever met her brother. But I do know Ayled is right, the gods weave as they will, and they only do things at certain times because they see a pattern us mortals cannot see.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled truly is a good person. Even knowing how I feel about Rihxo, Ayled offered to go with me to ensure Rihxo was all right. I explained I did not think I could be around Rihxo, how around her the dragon never ceased pushing, taunting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I feel Ayled is also wise. She has me thinking on things I never imagined. Perhaps the dragon is helping me, often unintentionally. It has been very quiet around Ayled, almost too quiet at times, yet it has also saved my life. I should think on this more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As Ayled told me a little more about her brother, I admired the man, wishing I could have known him. Ayled’s pain was heart breaking for me, and wishing to make her feel better, I simply held her as we talked. When she pulled away from me, I got lost in her eyes, lost in a warm sunny day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the quick, soft kiss I gave her, I felt that warmth to my soul. ”She will pull away. She doesn’t want you.” And yet, despite what the dragon claimed, even as she blushed bright red, Ayled hid her face, yet she hid by pressing against my chest. No matter what the dragon said, how I imagined she might react, Ayled always seems to do the opposite, always seems to surprise me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter that we had already spent quite a bit of time together, I found myself unable to keep my gaze from Ayled. She is beautiful and delicate looking; yet I see her beauty goes deep within and she has a strength I do not think she believes she has.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Eventually we paused for a drink at the Forgotten Knight, enjoying being in each other’s company. Though when we continued on our way, there was a commotion up ahead. Seeing a nervous chocobo and boy surrounded by a circle, I spoke up. The circle quickly ran off and I recognized them as the gang of noble teenagers that has been instigating trouble recently. I made sure the boy was all right, but in trying to figure out if I knew him, I upset Ayled. I did not wish to answer untruthfully, or without due consideration, yet I realize now that I should have acknowledged her at least.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After escorting the boy safely back to the stables, I guided Ayled to a nearby bench. She is so free with her touch, and it warms me, the feel of her caressing my hair, or holding my hand. Even the way we talk to each other is so different to what I am used to, so comforting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She truly takes my breath away, my shei’tani. So unexpected is she that one would think I would get used to it, yet I am glad. When her lips found mine, I froze, though the warmth of her in my arms, her body pressed to mine, had me reacting to her, returning her kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The feelings I had kissing Rihxo, at the time, seemed so passionate, so heat inducing. Yet this kiss with Ayled blew all those feelings away. Still gentle, this kiss both took my breath away and gave it back; it stoked an inferno within me, made me crave more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Even when the kiss was over, those feelings remained with me, coloring the rest of the evening. As the air grew cool, I assisted Ayled into a coat; placing one on myself though the feelings within kept me plenty warm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As darkness deepened, I led Ayled home, offering my room for her use. I hope it makes her comfortable, maybe helps her learn about me. I eased her concerns about where I would sleep, gesturing across the hall to one of the guest rooms. I watched Ayled open the packaged I had arranged when she was otherwise occupied, the joy on her face all the return I needed, the kiss she rewarded me with making it difficult for me to leave her to her sleep, making it impossible for me to sleep.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yet, as the clock chimes midnight, here I sit, amazed that so much has happened, my eyelids finally getting heavy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thank you, Halone. For this, you have my oath for eternity.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was up early this morning on a search for the perfect gift for Ayled. I should say for someone to assist me in creating the perfect gift for Ayled. After searching for bells, and multiple people later, the gift was complete. As soon as I had it in my possession, I returned home, excited to give it to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was surprised to find her in my room, reading. It was not until she apologized and handed me the book that I understood. She was reading my missing journal. It seems that Rhoxi, Rihxo’s sweet baby sister, had found it and felt I might like it back.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I worry that Rhoxi might be hurt, running away as she has, yet I do not blame her either. It appears her sister fooled us both. Wherever you are Rhoxi, know that I will always think of you as the amazing sister I never had, the sister I will always think of fondly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I assured Ayled that I was not upset that she read my journal. I was truthfully quite relieved, especially when she was more worried that I am fine with what happened to me. I never would have thought this, but as soon as she asked me, I knew that I truly was fine with everything for it brought me to Ayled. I decided then that it was time to start a new chapter, with my shei’tani, and I symbolized that by placing my old journal on the shelf, never to be written in again.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Asking about her scar, I learned how her parents died. The pain and loneliness she felt made my heart hurt. It was the perfect time to give her the courtship gift I had just gotten. Guiding her hands to the snowball, I advised her to think of someone. The snowball showed an image of the day Ayled and I met, the two of us kissing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We lay on my bed for a while, just talking together. When I asked Ayled what she wanted to do for the day, she realized that she had a job to do that was arranged before we met. I started to put my boots back on when I caught a glimpse of creamy white skin, distracting me from my task as Ayled changed her clothes. She is so beautiful, her underwear and brassiere not hiding her muscled frame or her hourglass figure. As the expanse of skin was concealed beneath her clothes again, I was able to breath, to finish putting my boots on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As we left the house, I grabbed my lance. It was supposed to be a simple escort job, but you never know what might happen. The Lalafell we met at the Steps of Faith was rude and an idiot, for when the ambush came, he let the chocobos run off. Initially I only saw three bandits, though a fourth ended up running off later. They set off an explosion and an archer started shooting arrows at us.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled did not over-extend herself, nor did she attempt to take on the entire fight on her own. It was very different than fighting alongside Nagi and Rihxo. Her actions set me at ease. I noted the slight aetheric swirl of a protection spell and, with a quick word from me, she put the archer to sleep, disabling him from the fight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I took on the two swordsmen as they approached, stepping away from the carriage and Ayled. When the first blow glanced off my arm, I had a sudden image of Ayled being killed by that blade. In that moment, I let the dragon have control. In that same moment, my armor manifested, much as it had when I first received it. It took the dragon a few scarce minutes to kill the two bandits.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I tried to wrest control back once the threat was negated, but the remnants of Singer’s aetherical boost had worn off. I could do nothing as the dragon taunted Ayled, tried to get her to leave me as he had done with Rihxo. But where he had succeeded with Rihxo, he only seemed to draw Ayled closer. She became angry, yelling at him, saying they better get used to each other as neither one was going anywhere. The dragon and I both saw her hand flying towards my face, and a brief moment before it landed, the dragon released control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not feel the pain, but rather felt a surge of wary hope. Confirming Ayled meant what she said, it sounded like she was going to say she loved me. My heart stuttered as she confirmed the words I had been wanting to tell her all morning. I was trembling as I released the words I had never thought to say again: “I love you too.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to find the chocobos, I had plenty of time to think. Ever since we started on the road, the dragon had been whispering about how something was not right. And even as he taunted Ayled, I caught a whisper from him, further cementing the idea that he was trying to protect me, to help me out. On that walk, I made a deal with the dragon: I would not ‘cage’ him again, he could have control during battles, but he must relinquish it when the battle concluded. He added that I would not ignore his warnings when he spoke up. With the arrangement in place, we returned to the carriage with the chocobos in tow. For the first time in my memory, I was truly at peace, not waging a war within.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The rest of the trip to Camp Dragonhead passed without incident. We stopped at the tavern for a drink and conversation. Ayled is very astute, yet I find I can still surprise her. It is an endearing combination. When I kissed her in the tavern with others around, I began to realize I often did not touch Rihxo in public and perhaps her discomfort made me uncomfortable, for I did not have a second thought about holding Ayled or kissing her in view of the tavern’s patrons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Returning to Ishgard, I was quite happy to remove my armor, exchanging it for my traditional pair of sleep pants. For the first time, I cooked for Ayled, the silence of the house a blessing as my family were attending a ceremony and did not get home until a bell ago.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had never heard the term “dreamboat” before, and certainly never thought to hear it in reference to myself. I will not doubt she believes me hot any longer, or that she desires me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I had always promised “I will not let you lose me.” At the time, I thought it meant the same thing. Now I know that Ayled’s promise to stay means something very different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled laid her head on my chest as we lay on my bed, saying “Now it’s certain Gil, you’ll always be mine, and I’ll always be yours.” I covered us with a blanket, repeating her vow of “always.” I spoke for a while, not really about anything, although I may have slipped into my family’s language at one point.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled on my chest, our limbs tangled together, that is my happiest moment, the one I know the snowball would show me if I asked. I listened to Ayled’s breath, steady and rhythmic as she fell asleep, the quiet moment lulling me to sleep as well.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was a few bells later that I awoke to my family coming home. Unable to go back to sleep, I decided to unwind by documenting this eventful day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tomorrow’s gift will be both simple and meaningful…it will be a thank you letter, a letter telling Ayled just how much she means to me.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? He don't talk much.&quot; - Quicksand Barmaid<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He stares a lot...it's kinda creepy.&quot; - Passing stranger<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;That asshole?&quot; - 'Fellin merchant<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He has this fascination with a book...don' know what's in it, but he strokes it like a lover.&quot; - Miqo'te female<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear he's a mama's boy. She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I thought Rihxo was going to fix things with him. I was trying to help him, I hope he knows that.&quot; '''~[[Trin Morwen]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Insert Rumor Here'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani, though they just met, he really thinks highly of her. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:RihxoSquad.jpg|Left to Right: M'shi, Endel, Gil, Rihxo, Xeiz<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:IfritDay.png|Gil, Nanagi, and Rihxo fight Ifrit<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? Again? Only for Ayled...<br /> File:StarlightGil1.jpg|Ho-Ho-Ho<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled.jpg|Happy Starlight<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled2.jpg|May all the wonders of the season...<br /> File:StarlighGilAyled3.jpg|...bring you joy and happiness.<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled4.jpg|From us...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled5.jpg|...to you!<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled6.jpg|&quot;Come closer shei'tani...&quot;<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Gil_vel%27Jendahr&diff=146288 2015-12-31T15:41:35Z

<p>TrinMorwen: /* Journal */</p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Soulmated<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 18th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I lost my journal with everything that occurred. Even though it has only been a week since I was last able to write down my thoughts, it feels like a lifetime. For part of it, my memories are vague and hazy, yet for the rest of it, my memories are crystal clear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting outside the Observatorium when Singing Raptor found me. She was trying to help me, trying to entice me to fight when I had given up, yet she ended up giving the dragon control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There is a span of time that I do not remember what happened. Last I remember was running away from Singer to save her from the dragon.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not know how much time elapsed before I realized I was surrounded by Singer, Rhoxi, and Rihxo. The dragon was still greatly in control, so much so that it was taunting Rihxo. Finally, with the help of an aether boost from Singer, I was able to cage the dragon once more, but something was not right; Rihxo was acting oddly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before she contacted me, asking me to meet her in Limsa at the overlook. I went as quickly as I could. Once there, I spotted Singer and Rihxo, and something about Rihxo’s demeanor told me it was not going to be good. I was right, for she told me she could not do ‘us’ anymore, she could not trust me, and she did not love me. I tried fighting it, even Singer tried fighting it, yet in the end, Rihxo’s mind was made up.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just as I was saying I would let her go, she dashed off. With a detour by her house, which was ransacked, Rihxo darted off to the Shroud, followed by Singer and me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There, Rihxo fought Valen, and once everything was over, she went to help him fight those that did to him what they did.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After everything, I went back home to Ishgard. My family pampered me, denigrated Rihxo, and all in all, did the best they could to make me feel better. I spent my days at the chocobo stables, helping out, or at the Cathedral, crying in the comforting presence of Halone.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> This morning, I passed my mother and aunt in the kitchen, talking about me once again. I did not feel up to being around a bunch of people, so I went to the Cathedral. I took a moment to pay my respects to Halone before I sat in one of the pews.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My head was bowed, eyes closed as I cried, and so did not see the woman. I felt a tap on my shoulder. After a question from her, I felt movement as she moved to sit beside me. She asked if I had lost someone, said she knew how that felt, but that I looked tough enough to pull through.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Through my tears, I was able to tell her it was not lost, but left. This stranger did what no one else seemed able to do, she gave me something to focus on…she introduced herself and prompted me for my name. As I gave it, I glanced over at her, yet the moment I saw her, I could not breathe, my heart skipping a beat before racing. In the absolute silence of my mind, those words rang out like a bell, loud and demanding to be stated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Ver reisa ku’chae, kem surah, shei’tani.” Unable to stop myself, I found myself reaching for her hair, the soft brown strands like silk on my skin, tucking it behind her ear. Her skin was as soft as I imagined, the porcelain perfect, maybe more so with the scar. Her blue eyes were both startled and confused, the depths drawing me in and, if only for a moment, banishing the sadness from my soul.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she moved away from me, the dragon started whispering, telling me how worthless I am, that I do not deserve Ayled.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I translated the words for her, I saw a blush creep upon her cheeks. “Your soul calls out, mine answers beloved.” I tried to explain to her that my feelings had nothing to do with the bond, though the bond would likely heal my broken heart in time. I do no believe I succeeded, my shock making me lose my ability to form coherent thoughts.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thanks to a barrage of questions, I was able to begin explaining what the bond was, how it worked, and what would happen, good and bad. Feeling her gaze upon me, I let her take what time she needed as I looked upon Halone.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “She does what she thinks is best,” her words struck a chord within me, yet her next words stunned me. Why would she give me a chance? This question kept circling in my mind, the dragon chiming in and echoing it constantly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Just to be sure she was real, I caressed her cheek, getting lost in her eyes until she brought me back, the look of pain telling me she was also a product of her past.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I confessed my biggest shame, that I could not keep the dragon in control, and that it pushed Rihxo away. Rather than run screaming, as I half expected, Ayled said perhaps I should not trust Rihxo if something so simple might drive her away. Afraid she did not understand, I explained that the dragon is always whispering to me, always trying to take control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Somehow, Ayled still called me strong for being able to handle it as well as I do. No matter how much I tried to tell her she deserves better, she would not listen.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “Trust me, the only way I can think that you would burden me, is if you kept up with your moody, self-dismissive attitude.” Even now, after everything today, these words echo through my head.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Wanting to learn more about Ayled, my unexpected shei’tani, and wanting to think for a while, I asked what brought her to the cathedral. Knowing she was offering prayers to her brother, I begin to understand just how much he meant to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I told her a little about my family, why we moved to Ishgard, and the ones we lost. Coincidentally, Ayled’s brother was killed protecting her from a Dravanian. I hope someday she will tell me about it, but I know, better than most, just how hard it is to ‘get over’ the loss of a beloved family member.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not mean to make her sad, though she told me it was not my fault. Everything always seems to be my fault, and I always seem to hurt people.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled called me a pushover, pushing me, though something made me think she was not completely serious. I bumped back against her, her laughter enchanting me as I explained how most of the time the dragon is validated.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We talked about the dragon a while, about how it is always talking, how it uses things I see and think to make it’s claims seem plausible, and how I would just have to prove it wrong.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Our conversation then turned to how I find her beautiful and how my gaze kept coming back to her. Even though she was blushing, she returned the compliment, in a blunt manner. I cannot recall anyone but my mother telling me so plainly, let alone Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Finally, we started speaking more of the bond, how there is a price if it goes unfulfilled, but mostly how beautiful the bond can be. This brought to mind my parents, how they love each other.<br /> In the interest of being open with Ayled, I asked her to not hide her true thoughts behind lies, as I have begun to realize that Rihxo did this frequently. I was startled when Ayled placed her hand on my chest, yet I was also very happy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon discovering she had been staying in the Brume for a moon, I knew she needed to stay with my family. I was relieved when she did not refuse me, pleased that she would always be close.<br /> It was approaching lunch time, so I brought Ayled home, introducing her first to my mother, who was momentarily speechless – a state I never though to see – and then my father. Both of them were immediately welcoming of my shei’tani, with no judgment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I could say anything, Mother had Ayled in a hug, and then me as well. I barely had time to react before Mother released us, offering Ayled food. Father too hugged her. I apologized to Ayled; sure their constant physical affection must be making her uncomfortable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I thought for sure something must be wrong with me if my shei’tani could bear my parents’ touch but not mine, as she said it was fine, but that earlier she was confused. “You are the source of all pain, even your touch is painful.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Apparently, my shei’tani can see right through me. No one else, not even my parents, have known what to do or say so often as Ayled has. This time, she grabbed my hands, asking ME for patience. Maybe the problem has never been me; maybe the problem was that no one cared to truly look at me before.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> My hands wrapped around Ayled’s then, her hands tiny within the warm embrace of my own. Trying to keep my parents from worrying, I kept my tone low as I explained just how loud the dragon was and reiterated that I was broken. For all of half a second was I allowed to believe she might withdraw from me. ”And why shouldn’t she?” I found myself enfolded in her arms, unable to breathe, unable to move, until she whispered, “Then I’ll mend you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I exhaled in a rush, my arms moving to encircle her. Perhaps this is not so hopeless after all. I simply held my shei’tani, for the first time, closing my eyes as I was wrapped around her, enjoying how she felt in my arms. After I was able to release her, we sat down, enjoying a comfortable meal, good food, and even better company. I was happy, sitting there, watching Ayled eat and talk animatedly to my parents. Once everyone was finished, my mother made a crude innuendo, but as embarrassed as I was, I was glad for the excuse to whisk Ayled away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before we left the house, I made sure to grab a coat for each of us, aware that the weather would likely turn cold if we stayed out long. We talked on many subjects while we wandered Ishgard aimlessly.<br /> I do wonder how we never met before, both of us living in Coerthas as we did. I also wonder if I ever met her brother. But I do know Ayled is right, the gods weave as they will, and they only do things at certain times because they see a pattern us mortals cannot see.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled truly is a good person. Even knowing how I feel about Rihxo, Ayled offered to go with me to ensure Rihxo was all right. I explained I did not think I could be around Rihxo, how around her the dragon never ceased pushing, taunting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I feel Ayled is also wise. She has me thinking on things I never imagined. Perhaps the dragon is helping me, often unintentionally. It has been very quiet around Ayled, almost too quiet at times, yet it has also saved my life. I should think on this more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As Ayled told me a little more about her brother, I admired the man, wishing I could have known him. Ayled’s pain was heart breaking for me, and wishing to make her feel better, I simply held her as we talked. When she pulled away from me, I got lost in her eyes, lost in a warm sunny day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the quick, soft kiss I gave her, I felt that warmth to my soul. ”She will pull away. She doesn’t want you.” And yet, despite what the dragon claimed, even as she blushed bright red, Ayled hid her face, yet she hid by pressing against my chest. No matter what the dragon said, how I imagined she might react, Ayled always seems to do the opposite, always seems to surprise me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter that we had already spent quite a bit of time together, I found myself unable to keep my gaze from Ayled. She is beautiful and delicate looking; yet I see her beauty goes deep within and she has a strength I do not think she believes she has.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Eventually we paused for a drink at the Forgotten Knight, enjoying being in each other’s company. Though when we continued on our way, there was a commotion up ahead. Seeing a nervous chocobo and boy surrounded by a circle, I spoke up. The circle quickly ran off and I recognized them as the gang of noble teenagers that has been instigating trouble recently. I made sure the boy was all right, but in trying to figure out if I knew him, I upset Ayled. I did not wish to answer untruthfully, or without due consideration, yet I realize now that I should have acknowledged her at least.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After escorting the boy safely back to the stables, I guided Ayled to a nearby bench. She is so free with her touch, and it warms me, the feel of her caressing my hair, or holding my hand. Even the way we talk to each other is so different to what I am used to, so comforting.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She truly takes my breath away, my shei’tani. So unexpected is she that one would think I would get used to it, yet I am glad. When her lips found mine, I froze, though the warmth of her in my arms, her body pressed to mine, had me reacting to her, returning her kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The feelings I had kissing Rihxo, at the time, seemed so passionate, so heat inducing. Yet this kiss with Ayled blew all those feelings away. Still gentle, this kiss both took my breath away and gave it back; it stoked an inferno within me, made me crave more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Even when the kiss was over, those feelings remained with me, coloring the rest of the evening. As the air grew cool, I assisted Ayled into a coat; placing one on myself though the feelings within kept me plenty warm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As darkness deepened, I led Ayled home, offering my room for her use. I hope it makes her comfortable, maybe helps her learn about me. I eased her concerns about where I would sleep, gesturing across the hall to one of the guest rooms. I watched Ayled open the packaged I had arranged when she was otherwise occupied, the joy on her face all the return I needed, the kiss she rewarded me with making it difficult for me to leave her to her sleep, making it impossible for me to sleep.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yet, as the clock chimes midnight, here I sit, amazed that so much has happened, my eyelids finally getting heavy.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thank you, Halone. For this, you have my oath for eternity.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was up early this morning on a search for the perfect gift for Ayled. I should say for someone to assist me in creating the perfect gift for Ayled. After searching for bells, and multiple people later, the gift was complete. As soon as I had it in my possession, I returned home, excited to give it to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was surprised to find her in my room, reading. It was not until she apologized and handed me the book that I understood. She was reading my missing journal. It seems that Rhoxi, Rihxo’s sweet baby sister, had found it and felt I might like it back.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I worry that Rhoxi might be hurt, running away as she has, yet I do not blame her either. It appears her sister fooled us both. Wherever you are Rhoxi, know that I will always think of you as the amazing sister I never had, the sister I will always think of fondly.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I assured Ayled that I was not upset that she read my journal. I was truthfully quite relieved, especially when she was more worried that I am fine with what happened to me. I never would have thought this, but as soon as she asked me, I knew that I truly was fine with everything for it brought me to Ayled. I decided then that it was time to start a new chapter, with my shei’tani, and I symbolized that by placing my old journal on the shelf, never to be written in again.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Asking about her scar, I learned how her parents died. The pain and loneliness she felt made my heart hurt. It was the perfect time to give her the courtship gift I had just gotten. Guiding her hands to the snowball, I advised her to think of someone. The snowball showed an image of the day Ayled and I met, the two of us kissing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We lay on my bed for a while, just talking together. When I asked Ayled what she wanted to do for the day, she realized that she had a job to do that was arranged before we met. I started to put my boots back on when I caught a glimpse of creamy white skin, distracting me from my task as Ayled changed her clothes. She is so beautiful, her underwear and brassiere not hiding her muscled frame or her hourglass figure. As the expanse of skin was concealed beneath her clothes again, I was able to breath, to finish putting my boots on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As we left the house, I grabbed my lance. It was supposed to be a simple escort job, but you never know what might happen. The Lalafell we met at the Steps of Faith was rude and an idiot, for when the ambush came, he let the chocobos run off. Initially I only saw three bandits, though a fourth ended up running off later. They set off an explosion and an archer started shooting arrows at us.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled did not over-extend herself, nor did she attempt to take on the entire fight on her own. It was very different than fighting alongside Nagi and Rihxo. Her actions set me at ease. I noted the slight aetheric swirl of a protection spell and, with a quick word from me, she put the archer to sleep, disabling him from the fight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I took on the two swordsmen as they approached, stepping away from the carriage and Ayled. When the first blow glanced off my arm, I had a sudden image of Ayled being killed by that blade. In that moment, I let the dragon have control. In that same moment, my armor manifested, much as it had when I first received it. It took the dragon a few scarce minutes to kill the two bandits.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I tried to wrest control back once the threat was negated, but the remnants of Singer’s aetherical boost had worn off. I could do nothing as the dragon taunted Ayled, tried to get her to leave me as he had done with Rihxo. But where he had succeeded with Rihxo, he only seemed to draw Ayled closer. She became angry, yelling at him, saying they better get used to each other as neither one was going anywhere. The dragon and I both saw her hand flying towards my face, and a brief moment before it landed, the dragon released control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I did not feel the pain, but rather felt a surge of wary hope. Confirming Ayled meant what she said, it sounded like she was going to say she loved me. My heart stuttered as she confirmed the words I had been wanting to tell her all morning. I was trembling as I released the words I had never thought to say again: “I love you too.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to find the chocobos, I had plenty of time to think. Ever since we started on the road, the dragon had been whispering about how something was not right. And even as he taunted Ayled, I caught a whisper from him, further cementing the idea that he was trying to protect me, to help me out. On that walk, I made a deal with the dragon: I would not ‘cage’ him again, he could have control during battles, but he must relinquish it when the battle concluded. He added that I would not ignore his warnings when he spoke up. With the arrangement in place, we returned to the carriage with the chocobos in tow. For the first time in my memory, I was truly at peace, not waging a war within.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The rest of the trip to Camp Dragonhead passed without incident. We stopped at the tavern for a drink and conversation. Ayled is very astute, yet I find I can still surprise her. It is an endearing combination. When I kissed her in the tavern with others around, I began to realize I often did not touch Rihxo in public and perhaps her discomfort made me uncomfortable, for I did not have a second thought about holding Ayled or kissing her in view of the tavern’s patrons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Returning to Ishgard, I was quite happy to remove my armor, exchanging it for my traditional pair of sleep pants. For the first time, I cooked for Ayled, the silence of the house a blessing as my family were attending a ceremony and did not get home until a bell ago.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had never heard the term “dreamboat” before, and certainly never thought to hear it in reference to myself. I will not doubt she believes me hot any longer, or that she desires me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I had always promised “I will not let you lose me.” At the time, I thought it meant the same thing. Now I know that Ayled’s promise to stay means something very different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled laid her head on my chest as we lay on my bed, saying “Now it’s certain Gil, you’ll always be mine, and I’ll always be yours.” I covered us with a blanket, repeating her vow of “always.” I spoke for a while, not really about anything, although I may have slipped into my family’s language at one point.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ayled on my chest, our limbs tangled together, that is my happiest moment, the one I know the snowball would show me if I asked. I listened to Ayled’s breath, steady and rhythmic as she fell asleep, the quiet moment lulling me to sleep as well.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was a few bells later that I awoke to my family coming home. Unable to go back to sleep, I decided to unwind by documenting this eventful day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tomorrow’s gift will be both simple and meaningful…it will be a thank you letter, a letter telling Ayled just how much she means to me.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? He don't talk much.&quot; - Quicksand Barmaid<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He stares a lot...it's kinda creepy.&quot; - Passing stranger<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;That asshole?&quot; - 'Fellin merchant<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He has this fascination with a book...don' know what's in it, but he strokes it like a lover.&quot; - Miqo'te female<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear he's a mama's boy. She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I thought Rihxo was going to fix things with him. I was trying to help him, I hope he knows that.&quot; '''~[[Trin Morwen]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Insert Rumor Here'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani, though they just met, he really thinks highly of her. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Rihxo Matoi]]''' Gil’s ex-girlfriend, he no longer pines for her, though the scars she left in his life will always affect him. ''&quot;I wish you well.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Nanagi Nagi]]:''' Gil's friend that he hopes does not desert him just because Rihxo did. ''I miss you.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:RihxoSquad.jpg|Left to Right: M'shi, Endel, Gil, Rihxo, Xeiz<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:IfritDay.png|Gil, Nanagi, and Rihxo fight Ifrit<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? Again? Only for Ayled...<br /> File:StarlightGil1.jpg|Ho-Ho-Ho<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled.jpg|Happy Starlight<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled2.jpg|May all the wonders of the season...<br /> File:StarlighGilAyled3.jpg|...bring you joy and happiness.<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled4.jpg|From us...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled5.jpg|...to you!<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled6.jpg|&quot;Come closer shei'tani...&quot;<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Gil_vel%27Jendahr&diff=144986 2015-12-25T03:12:18Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Soulmated<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? He don't talk much.&quot; - Quicksand Barmaid<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He stares a lot...it's kinda creepy.&quot; - Passing stranger<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;That asshole?&quot; - 'Fellin merchant<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He has this fascination with a book...don' know what's in it, but he strokes it like a lover.&quot; - Miqo'te female<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear he's a mama's boy. She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I thought Rihxo was going to fix things with him. I was trying to help him, I hope he knows that.&quot; '''~[[Trin Morwen]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Insert Rumor Here'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani, though they just met, he really thinks highly of her. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Rihxo Matoi]]''' Gil’s ex-girlfriend, he no longer pines for her, though the scars she left in his life will always affect him. ''&quot;I wish you well.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Nanagi Nagi]]:''' Gil's friend that he hopes does not desert him just because Rihxo did. ''I miss you.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:RihxoSquad.jpg|Left to Right: M'shi, Endel, Gil, Rihxo, Xeiz<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:IfritDay.png|Gil, Nanagi, and Rihxo fight Ifrit<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? Again? Only for Ayled...<br /> File:StarlightGil1.jpg|Ho-Ho-Ho<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled.jpg|Happy Starlight<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled2.jpg|May all the wonders of the season...<br /> File:StarlighGilAyled3.jpg|...bring you joy and happiness.<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled4.jpg|From us...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled5.jpg|...to you!<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled6.jpg|&quot;Come closer shei'tani...&quot;<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144985 2015-12-25T03:09:40Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper/Seeker mix<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.<br /> <br /> ===Abilities/Skills===<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Did you hear about the pink cat that was desecrating the cathedral in Ishgard?&quot; - Ishgard Knight ((This is not one that is associated with specifically Trin, though it was him...))<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He is wearing entirely too little clothing for me to be truly comfortable with him.&quot; - [[Gil vel'Jendahr|Gil vel Jendahr]]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M'shi Mahji|M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Singing Raptor|Singing Raptor:]]''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari|Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K'ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend (OOC)<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> File:StarlightTrin.jpg|Sure, I can help.<br /> File:StarlightTrin1.jpg|Spending time in front of the tree<br /> File:TrinIshgard.png|A short visit to the Cathedral in Ishgard<br /> File:TrinMshiMugi.png|[[M'shi Mahji]], Trin, and Mugi Wondermon (OOC)<br /> File:Trin1.png|Trin in his new outfit<br /> File:SnowmanTrin.png|Trin found a small snowman in Ul'dah watching him<br /> File:MshiTrinSinger.png|A relaxing bath with [[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]], Trin and [[Singing Raptor|Singer]]<br /> File:MshiTrin.png|[[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]] and Trin sitting outside the FC house (OOC)<br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144984 2015-12-25T03:08:03Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper/Seeker mix<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.<br /> <br /> ===Abilities/Skills===<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Did you hear about the pink cat that was desecrating the cathedral in Ishgard?&quot; - Ishgard Knight ((This is not one that is associated with specifically Trin, though it was him...))<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M'shi Mahji|M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Singing Raptor|Singing Raptor:]]''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari|Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K'ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend (OOC)<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> File:StarlightTrin.jpg|Sure, I can help.<br /> File:StarlightTrin1.jpg|Spending time in front of the tree<br /> File:TrinIshgard.png|A short visit to the Cathedral in Ishgard<br /> File:TrinMshiMugi.png|[[M'shi Mahji]], Trin, and Mugi Wondermon (OOC)<br /> File:Trin1.png|Trin in his new outfit<br /> File:SnowmanTrin.png|Trin found a small snowman in Ul'dah watching him<br /> File:MshiTrinSinger.png|A relaxing bath with [[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]], Trin and [[Singing Raptor|Singer]]<br /> File:MshiTrin.png|[[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]] and Trin sitting outside the FC house (OOC)<br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144982 2015-12-25T03:03:19Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper/Seeker mix<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.<br /> <br /> ===Abilities/Skills===<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M'shi Mahji|M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Singing Raptor|Singing Raptor:]]''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari|Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K'ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend (OOC)<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> File:StarlightTrin.jpg|Sure, I can help.<br /> File:StarlightTrin1.jpg|Spending time in front of the tree<br /> File:TrinIshgard.png|A short visit to the Cathedral in Ishgard<br /> File:TrinMshiMugi.png|[[M'shi Mahji]], Trin, and Mugi Wondermon (OOC)<br /> File:Trin1.png|Trin in his new outfit<br /> File:SnowmanTrin.png|Trin found a small snowman in Ul'dah watching him<br /> File:MshiTrinSinger.png|A relaxing bath with [[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]], Trin and [[Singing Raptor|Singer]]<br /> File:MshiTrin.png|[[M'shi Mahji|M'shi]] and Trin sitting outside the FC house (OOC)<br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

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<p>TrinMorwen: added pics</p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper/Seeker mix<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.<br /> <br /> ===Abilities/Skills===<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M'shi Mahji|M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Singing Raptor:''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari|Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K'ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend (OOC)<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> File:StarlightTrin.jpg|Sure, I can help.<br /> File:StarlightTrin1.jpg|Spending time in front of the tree<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=File:StarlightTrin1.jpg&diff=144971 2015-12-25T02:44:22Z

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TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=File:StarlightTrin.jpg&diff=144970 2015-12-25T02:43:03Z

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TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144966 2015-12-25T02:30:41Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper/Seeker mix<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.<br /> <br /> ===Abilities/Skills===<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M'shi Mahji|M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Singing Raptor:''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari|Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K'ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144965 2015-12-25T02:28:53Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper/Seeker mix<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.<br /> <br /> ===Abilities/Skills===<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Singing Raptor:''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K’ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144964 2015-12-25T02:25:58Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper of the Moon<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.<br /> <br /> ===Abilities/Skills===<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday, we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Singing Raptor:''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K’ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =Notable Events=<br /> ''Dates are included mostly for me so I can keep track of things. However, feel free to use them as references for character journals.''<br /> <br /> ''Notable events are divided into arcs, so that you can easily find new info on each arc.''<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> An Example Organizational Tab<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (1/1-1/2) ''An Example Table''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' Person 1, Person 2)<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> Write about your important event here.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144963 2015-12-25T02:25:26Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper of the Moon<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.=Abilities/Skills=<br /> <br /> An optional blurb about how your character looks and behaves during combat.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday, we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Singing Raptor:''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K’ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =Notable Events=<br /> ''Dates are included mostly for me so I can keep track of things. However, feel free to use them as references for character journals.''<br /> <br /> ''Notable events are divided into arcs, so that you can easily find new info on each arc.''<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> An Example Organizational Tab<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (1/1-1/2) ''An Example Table''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' Person 1, Person 2)<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> Write about your important event here.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144962 2015-12-25T02:24:34Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper of the Moon<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.=Abilities/Skills=<br /> <br /> An optional blurb about how your character looks and behaves during combat.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday, we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Singing Raptor:''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K’ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =Notable Events=<br /> ''Dates are included mostly for me so I can keep track of things. However, feel free to use them as references for character journals.''<br /> <br /> ''Notable events are divided into arcs, so that you can easily find new info on each arc.''<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> An Example Organizational Tab<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (1/1-1/2) ''An Example Table''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' Person 1, Person 2)<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> Write about your important event here.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144961 2015-12-25T02:23:59Z

<p>TrinMorwen: fixing errors</p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper of the Moon<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Relatives<br /> | stat_6_value = &lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Kala Sutkarn (chosen mate)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Vitari Aminev (brother)&lt;/li&gt; &lt;li&gt;Xha'zi Viqqoh (adopted brother)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;M'shi Mahji (adopted sister)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Singing Raptor (adopted sister)&lt;/li&gt; &lt;li&gt;Dax vel Jendahr&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Marissya vel Jendahr&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a Miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.=Abilities/Skills=<br /> <br /> An optional blurb about how your character looks and behaves during combat.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday, we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Singing Raptor:''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K’ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =Notable Events=<br /> ''Dates are included mostly for me so I can keep track of things. However, feel free to use them as references for character journals.''<br /> <br /> ''Notable events are divided into arcs, so that you can easily find new info on each arc.''<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> An Example Organizational Tab<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (1/1-1/2) ''An Example Table''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' Person 1, Person 2)<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> Write about your important event here.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144960 2015-12-25T02:23:15Z

<p>TrinMorwen: fixing errors</p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper of the Moon<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Relatives<br /> | stat_6_value = &lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Kala Sutkarn (chosen mate)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Vitari Aminev (brother)&lt;/li&gt; &lt;li&gt;Xha'zi Viqqoh (adopted brother)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;M'shi Mahji (adopted sister)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Singing Raptor (adopted sister)&lt;/li&gt; &lt;li&gt;Dax vel Jendahr&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Marissya vel Jendahr&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.=Abilities/Skills=<br /> <br /> An optional blurb about how your character looks and behaves during combat.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday, we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Singing Raptor:''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K’ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =Notable Events=<br /> ''Dates are included mostly for me so I can keep track of things. However, feel free to use them as references for character journals.''<br /> <br /> ''Notable events are divided into arcs, so that you can easily find new info on each arc.''<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> An Example Organizational Tab<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (1/1-1/2) ''An Example Table''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' Person 1, Person 2)<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> Write about your important event here.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144959 2015-12-25T02:22:51Z

<p>TrinMorwen: fixing errors</p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.png<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper of the Moon<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Relatives<br /> | stat_6_value = &lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Kala Sutkarn (chosen mate)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Vitari Aminev (brother)&lt;/li&gt; &lt;li&gt;Xha'zi Viqqoh (adopted brother)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;M'shi Mahji (adopted sister)&lt;/li&gt;&gt;&lt;li&gt;Singing Raptor (adopted sister)&lt;/li&gt; &lt;li&gt;Dax vel Jendahr&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Marissya vel Jendahr&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.=Abilities/Skills=<br /> <br /> An optional blurb about how your character looks and behaves during combat.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday, we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Singing Raptor:''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K’ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =Notable Events=<br /> ''Dates are included mostly for me so I can keep track of things. However, feel free to use them as references for character journals.''<br /> <br /> ''Notable events are divided into arcs, so that you can easily find new info on each arc.''<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> An Example Organizational Tab<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (1/1-1/2) ''An Example Table''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' Person 1, Person 2)<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> Write about your important event here.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Trin_Morwen&diff=144958 2015-12-25T02:22:10Z

<p>TrinMorwen: layout change</p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Trin Morwen<br /> | image = Trin.jpg<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | caption = Pink Catte<br /> | gender = Agender<br /> | citizenship = Gridanian<br /> | race = Miqo’te<br /> | clan = Keeper of the Moon<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 20<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Menphina<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Pansexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Committed<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Relatives<br /> | stat_6_value = &lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Kala Sutkarn (chosen mate)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Vitari Aminev (brother)&lt;/li&gt; &lt;li&gt;Xha'zi Viqqoh (adopted brother)&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;M'shi Mahji (adopted sister)&lt;/li&gt;&gt;&lt;li&gt;Singing Raptor (adopted sister)&lt;/li&gt; &lt;li&gt;Dax vel Jendahr&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Marissya vel Jendahr&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;<br /> }}<br /> : '''Trin Morwen''' (pronounced TRIN MORE-when) (14th Sun 3rd Umbral Moon (Jun 14)) is a miqo'te agender male. Trin has a habit of licking people to taste who they are. He does this by tasting the aetherical make up of a person. He also is quite pleased with his ability to recreate some of his favorite tasting people as a tea.<br /> <br /> : Trin spends most of his time at home in the Goblet with his mate, Kala. When he wants to get out, he visits the Quicksand in Ul’dah and people watches. On occasion, he can be found wandering elsewhere…<br /> <br /> : Trin calls Northern Sky home, just a company of members that share a house together.<br /> <br /> =Basic Info=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt;<br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px;background: #ECCA67;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''LIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Licking people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making tea blends<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Reading<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Spending time with Kala<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #DFD59E;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''DISLIKES''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Bad tea<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#DFD59E;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Those that take advantage of others<br /> <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;font-size:9pt;font-family:Helvetica;&quot;&gt;&lt;h3&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;mw-headline&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;div style=&quot;padding:10px 35px; background: #CACFA5;font-size:14px;color:#5F5F5F;&quot;&gt;&lt;center&gt;''OTHER''&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;<br /> <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Drink: Tea, specifically those blends he made based on his family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#CACFA5;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Favorite Color: Pink/Purple<br /> <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> ===Appearance &amp; Personality===<br /> <br /> : Trin is a short miqo'te, slender of frame, with a slight lion look to him. He has pink hair with red eyes. He takes the appearance of his father, with his brother Vitari taking after their mother.<br /> <br /> : Trin is most often seen wearing a pair of Couerl Beach Briefs and little else.<br /> <br /> : Trin was very impacted by his early childhood and teenage years, and is just coming to understand how badly he misunderstood things.=Abilities/Skills=<br /> <br /> An optional blurb about how your character looks and behaves during combat.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> When Trin takes a job, he carries his staff with him, and even when he’s wandering around, he usually has at least one dagger tucked into his belt.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin is very adept at healing magic, and is learning how to use what he tastes of a person’s aether to heal them.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Trin specializes in botany, mining, and alchemy, an interest that he picked up early on from reading his mother’s journals.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> '''Mature themes follow'''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin was born a city cat to a Seeker mother and a Keeper father. His mother was an alchemist and his father was a blacksmith. His mother died in childbirth, and his father blamed him for her death. The relationship Trin has with his father is not a very positive one. Trin found his mother's journals early on, and quickly became interested in alchemy and healing, as his mother had done. <br /> <br /> :: His older brother Vitari had left the house when Trin was 12 years old, and what little interaction Trin had, left with him.<br /> <br /> :: When Trin confronted Papa about Vitari's disappearance, he was told to &quot;mind his own business&quot; and never mention Vitari again. It was at this time that Trin started dating No'bhlick, who convinced Trin to run away with him. No'bhlick actually ran a sex slave ring, and Trin got stuck participating in the ring.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Trin took to the sexual side of his duties fairly well, becoming proud of his abilities as a companion. It actually suited him quite well until he was 15.<br /> <br /> :: B'ala was a young lad brought into the den when Trin was 15. B'ala was a quiet soul that never did understand what was expected of him; a sweet, innocent child. Everytime B'ala was sold, Trin would have to heal him. After a year of this, Trin offered to teach B'ala what was expected of him. After sneaking away from the den one day, Trin and B'ala went to a waterfall near Gridania where Trin taught B'ala the way to please, and be pleased, through touch. But their momentary happiness was not to be...<br /> <br /> :: No'bhlick had followed Trin and B'ala, and in a single moment, grabbed B'ala by the throat, knowing Trin would follow behind. Once back to the den, No'bhlick forced Trin to beat B'ala to make an example of them. A few lashes in, and Trin entered a berserk state where what he remembers happening, wasn't what really happened. Trin remembers stopping after a few lashes and turning to attack No'bhlick, killing him in the process. But after Trin killed No'bhlick, he returns to his normal state only to find B'ala dead at his feet and No'bhlick with fear in his eyes watching him while being restrained by four other den-mates.<br /> <br /> :: Trin was quickly acknowledged as the second-in-command, and so, when No'bhlick died in a fight, Trin took over the den at the age of 17. Trin worked quickly to heal everyone physically, and as quickly as possible to heal everyone mentally. After a year, Trin decided it was time to disband the den, and sent everyone on their way. He then went looking for his brother, Vitari.<br /> <br /> :: Trin fairly quickly found his brother living amongst a company known as Northern Sky. Trin felt accepted there, enough that when Vitari moved on, Trin decided to stay behind.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Living in the company house, Trin fell into a routine. And it wasn't until he met Xha'zi Viqqoh and Kala Sutkarn that he started to realize how much he had been scarred from his time in the den. Xha'zi and Trin started experimenting with Trin's ability to taste a person's aether in the hopes that Trin can learn to develop the talent for more than just tasting who a person is, but also how they feel, their health status, and even how they've been trained. After a long night of science, Trin finally told Xha'zi about his experiences, and Xha'zi helped him understand that he didn't kill B'ala because he wanted to, but rather because he knew B'ala wouldn't survive and so Trin did the most kindly thing he could, at least let B'ala die at the hands of someone that cared about him. It was at this point that Xha'zi and Trin adopted each other as brothers and Xha'zi stays in Trin's room whenever he is around The Goblet.<br /> <br /> :: Trin shortly after meets M'shi Mahji, another member of the company, and he adopts her as his little sister.<br /> <br /> :: Xha'zi's adoptive sister Kala Sutkarn, had also been staying with Trin. Trin and Kala share a passion for tea and books. Kala had early on shared that she wished for a family, love and children, and through his interactions with Kala, Trin came to realize he wanted the same. It was quite a while later though that Trin and Kala were finally open with each other, Trin that he wants Kala to be his family, and Kala learning that someone out there does want her.<br /> =Rumors=<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Watch out for that one, he doesn't know what boundaries are.&quot; - Knight of the Holy See<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He always has tea on him...&quot; - Bar patron<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He reads funny.&quot; On Trin's penchant to read a book upside-down. - Librarian<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He licks people, without asking.&quot; - Sabazius Sarabi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear his teas are people!&quot; - Concerned Citizen<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He will tell people they taste like things only he can taste.&quot; - Former Den Member<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [Trin saved my life, and he understands my pain, we may not be related by blood, but he is the best brother I could ever hope for.] -An excerpt from [[M'shi Mahji]]'s Book.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Kala Sutkarn:''' ''I love you, and hope someday, we can have our own family.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Xha’zi Viqqoh:''' ''We might not be blood, but I still love you just the same. Thank you for giving me a chance and helping me to be better.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[M’shi Mahji:]]''' ''Little sis, no matter what happened to you in the past, I’m here to be whatever family you need.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Singing Raptor:''' ''You’re new to the family, but I’m glad you are here anyways.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari:]]''' ''I know I didn’t actually ask if you wanted to be my brother, but I still see you that way.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; '''Vitari Aminev:''' ''You will always be my brother, and I love you, but I can’t keep chasing you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[K’ihta Zajhiri|Kiht’a Zajhiri:]]''' ''If you ever need to talk, I’m here…Please take care of Caen.''<br /> <br /> <br /> =Notable Events=<br /> ''Dates are included mostly for me so I can keep track of things. However, feel free to use them as references for character journals.''<br /> <br /> ''Notable events are divided into arcs, so that you can easily find new info on each arc.''<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> An Example Organizational Tab<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (1/1-1/2) ''An Example Table''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' Person 1, Person 2)<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> Write about your important event here.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP for the sake of ERP, there must be a character reason for it.<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template originally created by [[Rihxo Matoi]] with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> File:TrinCuddles.png|Trin and a Lala friend<br /> File:TrinHalloween.png|Dressed to impress for All Saints' Wake<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Nanagi_Nagi&diff=144900 2015-12-24T18:37:42Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Nanagi Nagi<br /> | image = Nagi_Icon.png<br /> | imagewidth = 265<br /> | caption = Madame Black<br /> | gender = Female<br /> | citizenship = Ul'dah<br /> | race = Lalafell<br /> | clan = Dunesfolk<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 22<br /> | stat_2 = Deity<br /> | stat_2_value = [[Nald'thal, the Trader|Nald'thal]]<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Single<br /> | stat_5 = Occupation<br /> | stat_5_value = Mercenary &amp; Amal'jaa Hunter<br /> | stat_6 = Height/Weight<br /> | stat_6_value = 2 fulms &amp; 11 ilms, 26 ponz <br /> <br /> }}<br /> '''Nanagi Nagi''' was born on the 14th Moon of the 4th Umbral Moon. She grew up in the great city of Ul’dah. Her parents, like everyone else, wanted fortune; they wanted to ensure their only child would have a successful life. Sadly, they could never make enough gil to have the wealthy life they dreamed of. Because of this, Nanagi has always wanted gil, and no matter how much she has in her pocket, it’s never enough for her. Although she is good at the jeweler trade, she is most certainly not good enough to get rich off of it. She came up with the idea that if someone was so desperate for help, they would have to pay for it. Seeing this to be the best way to make gil, she decided to live a mercenary life.<br /> <br /> '''Places where she will most likely be:'''<br /> Since Nanagi is from Ul'dah, she spends most of her time there. You can often find her in the markets, and in the Quicksand. If she isn't there then she is most likely spending a week or two in Ishgard. She has recently started training in the art of Astrology and in order to keep up with her studies, she must take trips to Ishgard. Due to the fact that she has no home there, and it can get rather expensive to rent out an inn room, she must plan her trips wisely. When she isn't in Ishgard, she will continue her studying in other places. Although she is not a fan of Limsa Lominsa, she will go there if a job requires her to do so.<br /> <br /> '''Thoughts about Current state of Ul'dah:'''<br /> She doesn't agree with the current Syndicate in Ul'dah, she believes that the current members will doom Ul'dah. She wishes to see change, and she hopes that better people who aren't just looking after themselves will be able to join the Syndicate and make a change<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:Nagi Icon.png|250px|left]]<br /> Nanagi's eyes share the heterochromia trait her father had. Her right eye is a deep forest green, and from a distance, it could be mistaken for black. As for her left eye, it's as pitch black as the void. She has the same hair color her mother had, a beautiful violet with lavender highlights. From a distance, her highlights could been mistaken for white highlights. Her hair is thicker, styled into ringlet curls that frame her face nicely.<br /> <br /> Although she lived in the desert all of her life, Nanagi is a bit paler than other Dunesfolk. This is likely because she spent most of her time in the shade, and hated being out in the sun for too long. She has rather prominent freckles below her eyes and on her cheekbones. Her ears are pointed, and are not too long, but not too short; about average.<br /> <br /> Her voice is soft and sounds more like a 16-year-old Midlander's. When she is angry, her soft-toned voice sounds more like a “normal-toned” Miqo’te woman.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> ====Scars/Markings====<br /> *Her right hand was badly burned. The scars still remain and will probably be there for the rest of her life. She no longer wears a bandage over the scars.<br /> *Multiple burn scars can be seen going up her arms. These are different from the ones that her on her right hand.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> Nanagi spent most of her youth staying hidden as well as training. As a result, she never had much social interaction with others, and she cannot seem to hold a conversation for very long when one is started with her. Due to this, she also isn't very likely to try and start up a conversation. She's a bit quiet, but she wishes she had the guts to be more talkative and extroverted. Talking to people isn't as easy as killing Amalj'aa, after all!<br /> <br /> On the chance someone starts up a conversation, she'll slowly begin to open up. As she begins to know and understand them better, she'll open up more. Her quiet demeanor is left behind, and she will talk a bit more. Once they're really friends, her quiet and somewhat shy demeanor is left behind, and she will talk to them more often on her own will. She doesn't become afraid to start a conversation or tell a little more about herself.<br /> <br /> On the contrary, her personality when dealing with mercenary work is almost the complete opposite. She acts as proper and professional as she can, so that she will leave a better impression and be more likely to be hired. First impressions are everything with Nanagi - if someone leaves a bad one on her, it's unlikely her opinion of them will change. If she leaves a bad one, it could mean a loss of money - something she doesn't appreciate.<br /> <br /> <br /> ====5 traits that describe Nanagi====<br /> # Quiet<br /> # Warmhearted<br /> # Cautious<br /> # Stubborn<br /> # Formal<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:NagiTT.jpeg|277px|right]]<br /> ===Likes===<br /> * Earning &amp; Spending Money<br /> * Snow<br /> * Stargazing<br /> * Cozy Places<br /> * Her Height<br /> <br /> ===Dislikes===<br /> * Garlean Empire<br /> * Strong alcohol<br /> * Amalj'aa<br /> * The smell of death/rotting<br /> * Large bodies of water (Oceans, ponds, lakes)<br /> <br /> ===Hobbies/Talents===<br /> * Making Jewelry<br /> * Playing Triple-Triad<br /> * Able to cast powerful Magicks <br /> * Reading/Doing Research<br /> <br /> ===Quirks===<br /> * Nanagi doesn’t know how to swim. When near water, she shows an obvious discomfort.<br /> * When stressed she tends to scratch her arms. In extreme cases, she scratches it raw.<br /> * When drunk (which isn’t often) she tends to get clingy. In rare cases she’ll go from clingy, to sad or angry.<br /> <br /> ===Other===<br /> * Alignment: [http://easydamus.com/trueneutral.html True Neutral]<br /> * Favorite Food: [http://xivdb.com/?item/4735/Bubble-Chocolate Bubble Chocolate]<br /> * Favorite Drink: [http://xivdb.com/?item/12842/Ishgardian-Tea Ishgardian Tea]<br /> * Favorite Color: Red<br /> <br /> =Combat=<br /> [[File:AstroNagi.png|180px|left]]<br /> ===Weapon(s):===<br /> Nanagi's primary weapon is her staff. What stands out the most about this staff is the fragments of a purple shard dangling from the tip. Nanagi is very protective of this staff and will do anything to keep it with her. If, for some reason, she loses the staff, she refuses to just buy or make a new one.<br /> <br /> Her secondary weapon is her Star Globe. With Nanagi now having more experience, she is seen with her star globe a bit more often now.<br /> <br /> ===Combat Style:===<br /> Through her teen years and even now, Nanagi has done everything she can to be the best thermaturge she can be. She puts a lot of focus one one spell so it becomes a devastating blow. She does this to make up for the fact that she can't fight up close. If someone gets too close to her, she can only hope that she can push them back with her spells and/or bring them to their knees. <br /> <br /> She does her best to ensure she has a battle strategy planned; look for any weaknesses, openings, and look around the environment. She often uses the environment to her advantage. If there is nearby wood and her enemy is just close enough to it, she'll set the wood on fire instead, getting her enemies caught in it. Once the damage has been done, she does her best to take out the fire with a few blizzard spells.<br /> <br /> Because she has spent almost all of her time making her magic stronger, her physical capabilities are poor. She can't lift things that are heavier than her for even a short period of time. Because her physical capabilities are poor, she is considered to be frail. She can't take but so many hits before going down; however, she is quite stubborn so she tends to get right back up and fight when it is probably better for her to stay down or flee.<br /> <br /> She has recently been undergoing to teachings of Astrology. She by no means a master, for she is just now understanding how that art of astrology works. The only time she uses her power outside of her training is if she doesn't have her staff, or giving a demonstration.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> ==Birth and Early Life:==<br /> Nanagi Nagi was born and raised in the great city of Ul’dah. She was the only child to Teteshi Teshi and Momokofo Tatakofo. Her parents, like everyone else, wanted to make a fortune; they wanted wealth. When she wasn't playing with her parents various materials, she would often watch them work. She thought it was fastening to watch them polish rings, and inspect gemstones with the big magnifying glass. She would often help her parents with small things like arranging the jewelry that was on display to look pretty, organizing the materials, and other similar tasks. <br /> Her parents were worried about her education, so they decided that during certain times of the day, one of them would take a break from working and give their daughter 2 hour lessons a day. When Nanagi wasn't receiving these lessons, and if she wasn't assisting her parents, she would often teach herself. She was fascinated by what knowledge was in books.<br /> <br /> If Nanagi wasn't assisting her parents and didn't feel the need to teach herself, she would explore all the parts of Ul’dah, staying out of sight. She never liked being center of attention; she was shy, and so she would explore and try to stay unnoticed. She would spend most of her time hiding in the Thaumaturge guild, for she thought it was the most beautiful and amazing thing she had ever seen. Once the moon rose, Nanagi would return home, and mimic what she saw at the guild; she did this every day until she was 14.<br /> <br /> ==Her Teen Years:==<br /> At age 14 her parents took her to the Thaumaturge guild, and asked if they would evaluate her. Her parents wanted her to go on to do great things, and they saw this as her opportunity. After several hours of training and testing, the guild master saw potential in the young Lalafell, and decided to have her join the the guild. Nanagi would spend the next 4 years going to the guild everyday to train, and become better than she was the day before.<br /> Even though she was exposed to many people, she didn't talk to a lot of the apprentices there. The only time she talked to them is if the current assignment required her to, or if she had a question. Other than that, she kept to herself. <br /> <br /> Even with her now studying at the guild, she still kept up with her lessons from her parents and assisting them with their trade. It was almost surprising that someone at her age did so much, but talked very little. She became a bit well known for being quiet, but a great helper and learner.<br /> <br /> Once she turned 18, she was given her final test. It took her 2 days to complete, but she passed. She was proud that she was able to master the art, and impress her parents. It was after she finished the test that she decided to use her power to help others; however, she felt as though if someone was really that desperate for help, and couldn't solve the problem on their own, they needed to pay. With this in mind, she thought the life of a mercenary would suit her best. <br /> <br /> She started off small, accepting jobs that required her to hunt down some creatures, delivering packages, and making sure caravans made it to their destination safety. From there, she would begin to take bigger jobs, one's that presented a challenge, ones that would help hone her skills while making gil.<br /> <br /> ==The event that turned her life upside down:==<br /> A year later, one night while she was in Western Thanalan, she had received news of a caravan being attacked by Amalj'aa. The people who happened to be with the caravan were her parents. She left Western Thanalan immediately to investigate the scene. The caravan was destroyed, her father's dead body laid on top of small box of rings. Her mother's body was nowhere to be found. The only thing the Flames could find were Amalj'aa tracks, and the looks of something being dragged. When they followed these tracks, the tracks suddenly vanished. It was almost as if they levitated in the air and flew the rest of the way. When they returned to the crime scene, Nanagi had spotted the beautiful circlet her mother would always wear, partially buried in the sand. She took it from the sand, and place it around her head. A memento. <br /> : She gave her father a proper burial, she whispered to the gravestone that she would keep their business alive, after all; that was all they wanted. It was after the burial that she went to search for her mother. She searched for weeks with no luck, she eventually lightened her search. She spent less, and less time looking for her mother. She accepted the fact that her mother was dead, but something in the back of her mind told her that she was still alive somewhere. Although she isn't constantly looking for her mother, she still searches for any information that might suggest she is alive and her location.<br /> <br /> She hates the Amalj'aa with a burning passion. She swore to the Twelve that she would hunt down every Amalj'aa in sight, leaving none behind. It was this that made her into an excellent Amalj'aa hunter.<br /> <br /> =Notable Events=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ''Non-arc Stuff''<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who is involved:''' [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> (11/10-11/11) After having time to think of a plan, Nanagi thought she was ready to get her stolen staff back. She asked for Rihxo's assistance in the matter. After explaining the plan to go into the Amalj'aa camp and surrender themselves, she told Rihxo that she couldn't tell anyone where she was going. No one could know. When they went into the camp, they killed a few of the Amalj'aa before surrendering themselves. Nanagi hopes that while they are being held captive that she will be able to find an opening to gain their weapons back. Time is of the essence considering that the Amalj'aa wish to sacrifice them to Ifrit along with others if the beasts manage to find others. <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete)<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Nanagi is currently recovering from injuries. After casting a powerful spell that she didn’t know how to cast properly, her aetheric energy levels dropped to deathly low. If it wasn’t for a Medic who happened to live in the Forgotten Springs, Nanagi would probably be dead. Although she has had time to recover, she is still relatively weak, and hasn’t been able to cast any magic. Even if she wanted to, she can’t because her special staff was stolen from her by Amalj’aa. <br /> <br /> '''Nanagi has recovered from her injuries. The only noticeable injury now are the burn marks on her hand. If they are not covered in bandages, they markings are quite noticeable. She was also able to obtain her staff.'''<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Rihxo Matoi]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> (10/27) She found a wanted poster for an assassin; the person was offering a large sum of money to anyone who could kill the woman. She asked for Rihxo Matoi’s assistance, and Rihxo accompanied her. Once the killed the assassin in Southern Thanalan, they returned to Ul’dah for their pay. However, once they received their pay, they were told that they would receive no credit for killing the assassin. No one will even know the details on how the assassin died. Nanagi didn’t mind not receiving credit.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ''Stalhart Arc'' ('''Status:''' Complete)<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (Status: Complete) (Who was involved: [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Singing Raptor]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> The day had finally come when Rihxo and Valen would face off. The usual company was there, ready to draw their weapons if it seemed like Rihxo was about to loose. During the beginning of the fight, Nanagi managed to stay out of sight. No one knew she was there. During almost the entire fight, Valen had seemed to be reliving a past fight. Refering to Rihxo as X'matoi and Nanagi as &quot;just a merchant&quot;.<br /> It wasn't until Valen rumped to the tree where Nanagi was hiding that everyone was aware of her presence. When he tried to attack Nanagi, she acted in a defensive maner, drawing her weapon and casting a rather devistating fire spell. This helped make sure he kept his distance. With a little assistance from Nanagi, they managed to get Valen down to kis knees, giving Rihxo a chance to use a device that was given to her from the company Arcadeus. When she activated the device, nothing seemed to happen, it was then that Valen spoke up, saying that &quot;''You can't disable something hat is already broken''&quot;. Come to find out, multiple times had he resisted to order to kill Rihxo and because of this, multiple waves of pain would come from the magitek implant in his brain. Because of how much he resisted, the implant just broke, finally releasing him from Garlean's grasp.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (Status: Complete) (Who was involved: [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Rihxo Matoi]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Nanagi stayed hidden for a long time, while still keeping some sort of contact with her friends. She sent a letter to Rihxo stating that she should go to the Grindstone, it would do her good. Give her more experience without murdering anyone. Knowing that wouldn't convince her enough, she mentioned that she would be there as well. What she originally had in mind was to go there still cloaked, away from most of the crowds but still keeping an eye on Rihxo. Instead her plans had changed, during the time she secluded herself, she had come to realize that she was becoming a bit more crazy each day. Overworking herself and obsessing over the current situation while being alone wasn't helping her mentally. She thought that lending her aid at the Grindstone would do her some good.<br /> <br /> She was a healer who was with Judge's group. Instead of staying cloaked, she decided to ditch the robs and finally show her face. No one there knew who she really was to begin with, so she had nothing to loose. During the entire time, she kept a watchful eye for glowing blue armor. <br /> <br /> After the Grindstone, she approached Rihxo and Gil to let them know that she wouldn't seclude herself away that much anymore. That she would go out in the open more often, when it was safe. However her words were rather hollow, as she would just slip back into her old habits.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (Status: Complete) (Who was involved: classified)<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Will remain blank until certain events occur<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (Status: Complete) (Who was involved: [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Singing Raptor]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It only took her about a week to recover. She felt fine and was ready to go out on her own. She went out to Mor Dhona to complete a job she felt so much better. Little did she know that going to Mor Dhona wouldn't be that simple. She happened to find Valen, and against her better judgement decided to follow. Valen remained none the wiser as she followed him in, staying out of sight. It was there she learned that Valen was to hunt Gil, and Rihxo's siblings. She knew she had to escape, to tell Rihxo of the news. She decided to take the opprotunity she had to hijack a magitek reaper, and escape. Stalhart pursued her, even after his magitek reaper became immobile. <br /> <br /> Once she had reached civilization at Revenants Toll, she ditched the reaper and ran. With Valen now surrounded by Rihxo, Nanai and Singing Raptor with civilians watching, he realized now was not the time to fight. Told them if they wished to continue, to meet him at the Rathefrost. It was rather convenient that Nanagi planned on heading in there as well. Instead of fighting, she simply explained to Stalhart that she would distance herself, keep herself out of sight while still being able to keep a close eye on him or Rihxo.<br /> <br /> It was after this meeting that Nanagi went off the grid, never to be seen for a rather long period of time.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was involved:''' [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Singing Raptor]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> (11/22) She found Valen at the Grindstone; he seemed to be walking away from Ul'dah. It wasn't until that she saw him in the Thaumaturge guild in full armor that she knew something was wrong. She was able to have Gil take the drunken Rihxo away as she fallowed Valen, knowing that he was leading her into a trap. Little did she know that a Magitek Reaper would be involved. She deactivated one of her linkpearls, in hopes that Gil would realize it was to act as a distress beacon. Luckily, Gil understood, and came to her aid. She went past her aetherial capabilities for a 2nd time in attempts to finish off Valen right then and there; her spell did not go off in the right place, but still injured him. She put up a protective spell before Valen took the final blow with his reaper, and now the Garleans think her to be dead. If it wasn't for [[Jancis Milburga]]'s healing techniques, and [[Singing Raptor]]'s aether donation, Nanagi wouldn't be alive.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was involved:''' [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> (11/16) Rihxo had contacted Nanagi; she wanted to talk to her about something rather urgent. Turns out that her theories about Valen Stalhart were right, for he tried to kill Rihxo the day before. Originally, Nanagi had plans to kill him. Surprisingly, Rihxo was able to convince her that it was not Valen's choice, that he didn't want to kill Rihxo. She stated that there were 'voices in his head telling him to kill her'. She told Nanagi that she thought there was a way to help him, but she didn't know how.<br /> <br /> With that, Nanagi decided that instead of going out and killing Valen, she would instead spend as much of her time possible in finding ways to help him.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> <br /> ''Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''<br /> <br /> ===Common Rumors (Easily Overheard)===<br /> * &quot;One of the best Amalj'aa hunters I know.&quot; '''~Former employer'''<br /> * “I hired her to help me clear out some Amalj’aa that were blocking my trade route, she didn’t seem to care about the payment. Got the job done with no issues.” '''~Former employer'''<br /> * &quot;On her spare time, i’ve seen the lass trying to sell jewelry over yonder. She don’t get much though.” '''~Ul’dah merchant'''<br /> * &quot;Her and that [[Rihxo Matoi|Miqo'te woman]] clad in red are almost inseparable.&quot; '''~Quicksand Waitress'''<br /> * &quot;She is a classy woman. Always formal when she first meets someone, and has a good taste in tea.&quot; '''~Momodi'''<br /> <br /> ===Moderate Rumors (Moderately Difficult to Overhear)===<br /> * “I remember having to investigate a caravan attack. Found one dead Lalafell, and the tracks of somethin’ being dragged away. Turned out to be the parents of a girl named Nanagi Nagi.” '''~Immortal Flame'''<br /> * “Ya know the circlet she wears all the time? Apparently it use to belong to er’ ma, found it next to ‘er father's body. She been wearin’ it ever since.” '''~Brass Blade'''<br /> * &quot;She apparently has a bit of an unhealthy obsession with Amal'jaa. Has a book all about em'. I was able to take a quick glance once, the pages have notes all over the margins!&quot; '''~Highlander Mercenary'''<br /> * &quot;The crystal shards on her staff, I've never seen 'em before! They seem to glow every time she casts a spell...&quot; '''~Fellow Mercenary'''<br /> <br /> ===Rare Rumors (Very Difficult and Rarely Overheard)===<br /> * “Apparently when she was out on one of her jobs, she was caught! They didn’t want her leaving alive, knowing their secrets. They tried drowning her, we were lucky to have gotten there when we did.” '''~Brass Blade'''<br /> * “I heard that someone stole her circlet once. Before the man had a chance to sell it, he was found dead. They never caught the killer, and the guards never knew about the circlet. Call me crazy, but I think she killed the man!” '''~Ul’dah Merchant'''<br /> * &quot;She is hiding quite a few secrets, one's that would put her life in jeopardy if they were to become known.&quot; '''~Mysterious Elezen women'''<br /> <br /> ===PC Rumors (Add Your Own)===<br /> * &quot;Nanagi is someone I couldn't handle losing. I wouldn't have it any other way.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> * &quot;I doubt she'll ever let go of her grudge against me, though I can't entirely blame her for that..&quot; '''~[[Valen Stalhart]]'''<br /> * &quot;Nagi does not share enough, but I am always willing to be there for her. I hope she feels the same.&quot; '''~[[Gil vel'Jendahr|Gil vel Jendahr]]'''<br /> * &quot;Insert Rumor here&quot; '''~Name here'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Rihxo Matoi]]''': ''&quot;I am happy to have met you. You are like the younger sister I never had.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Valen Stalhart]]''': ''&quot;I don't trust you completely, not yet. Give me some time, and maybe I will finally be able to call you a friend.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Gil vel'Jendahr]]''': ''&quot;I want to help you, but I don't know how to. I'm sorry.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]''': ''&quot;I saved his life. I barely know him, but I do wish that I can speak to him more.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> [https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/pages/Rihxo_and_Nanagi%27s_Template Template for this wiki page]<br /> ===About Me:===<br /> * EST<br /> * Forum RP friendly<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * Another hunting partner (Currently, Rihxo is her hunting partner, but Nanagi is always open to teach someone else the ways of Amal'jaa hunting)<br /> * A possible romantic partner<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * Enemies(?) (They are good for character development, but i'm not desperately looking for one)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP<br /> I'm fine if she gets involved with someone, but I want a 'fade to black'.<br /> * Killing my character (I wont allowed for my character to be killed unless it is on my terms)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes)<br /> <br /> ===Tropes:===<br /> [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/SugarAndIcePersonality Sugar and Ice Personality], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/BrutalHonesty Brutal Honesty], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/SacrificedBasicSkillForAwesomeTraining Sacrificed Basic Skill for Awesome Training], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/DontYouDarePityMe Don't You Dare Pity Me!]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. <br /> Thank you very much!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:Nagi Rihxo.jpeg|Nanagi and Rihxo<br /> File:NagiBow.jpeg|Now Bow to Me!<br /> File:7ft Guardian.jpeg|Lalafell &amp; 7ft Au Ra<br /> File:Nagigrindstone.jpeg|Grindstone (12/5/15)<br /> File:Nagiart1.jpeg|Art by Vaporeons<br /> File:MatoiNagi.png|<br /> File:HealingGrindstone12-12.png|Grindstone (12/12/15)<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Nanagi_Nagi&diff=144899 2015-12-24T18:36:52Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Nanagi Nagi<br /> | image = Nagi_Icon.png<br /> | imagewidth = 265<br /> | caption = Madame Black<br /> | gender = Female<br /> | citizenship = Ul'dah<br /> | race = Lalafell<br /> | clan = Dunesfolk<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 22<br /> | stat_2 = Deity<br /> | stat_2_value = [[Nald'thal, the Trader|Nald'thal]]<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Single<br /> | stat_5 = Occupation<br /> | stat_5_value = Mercenary &amp; Amal'jaa Hunter<br /> | stat_6 = Height/Weight<br /> | stat_6_value = 2 fulms &amp; 11 ilms, 26 ponz <br /> <br /> }}<br /> '''Nanagi Nagi''' was born on the 14th Moon of the 4th Umbral Moon. She grew up in the great city of Ul’dah. Her parents, like everyone else, wanted fortune; they wanted to ensure their only child would have a successful life. Sadly, they could never make enough gil to have the wealthy life they dreamed of. Because of this, Nanagi has always wanted gil, and no matter how much she has in her pocket, it’s never enough for her. Although she is good at the jeweler trade, she is most certainly not good enough to get rich off of it. She came up with the idea that if someone was so desperate for help, they would have to pay for it. Seeing this to be the best way to make gil, she decided to live a mercenary life.<br /> <br /> '''Places where she will most likely be:'''<br /> Since Nanagi is from Ul'dah, she spends most of her time there. You can often find her in the markets, and in the Quicksand. If she isn't there then she is most likely spending a week or two in Ishgard. She has recently started training in the art of Astrology and in order to keep up with her studies, she must take trips to Ishgard. Due to the fact that she has no home there, and it can get rather expensive to rent out an inn room, she must plan her trips wisely. When she isn't in Ishgard, she will continue her studying in other places. Although she is not a fan of Limsa Lominsa, she will go there if a job requires her to do so.<br /> <br /> '''Thoughts about Current state of Ul'dah:'''<br /> She doesn't agree with the current Syndicate in Ul'dah, she believes that the current members will doom Ul'dah. She wishes to see change, and she hopes that better people who aren't just looking after themselves will be able to join the Syndicate and make a change<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:Nagi Icon.png|250px|left]]<br /> Nanagi's eyes share the heterochromia trait her father had. Her right eye is a deep forest green, and from a distance, it could be mistaken for black. As for her left eye, it's as pitch black as the void. She has the same hair color her mother had, a beautiful violet with lavender highlights. From a distance, her highlights could been mistaken for white highlights. Her hair is thicker, styled into ringlet curls that frame her face nicely.<br /> <br /> Although she lived in the desert all of her life, Nanagi is a bit paler than other Dunesfolk. This is likely because she spent most of her time in the shade, and hated being out in the sun for too long. She has rather prominent freckles below her eyes and on her cheekbones. Her ears are pointed, and are not too long, but not too short; about average.<br /> <br /> Her voice is soft and sounds more like a 16-year-old Midlander's. When she is angry, her soft-toned voice sounds more like a “normal-toned” Miqo’te woman.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> ====Scars/Markings====<br /> *Her right hand was badly burned. The scars still remain and will probably be there for the rest of her life. She no longer wears a bandage over the scars.<br /> *Multiple burn scars can be seen going up her arms. These are different from the ones that her on her right hand.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> Nanagi spent most of her youth staying hidden as well as training. As a result, she never had much social interaction with others, and she cannot seem to hold a conversation for very long when one is started with her. Due to this, she also isn't very likely to try and start up a conversation. She's a bit quiet, but she wishes she had the guts to be more talkative and extroverted. Talking to people isn't as easy as killing Amalj'aa, after all!<br /> <br /> On the chance someone starts up a conversation, she'll slowly begin to open up. As she begins to know and understand them better, she'll open up more. Her quiet demeanor is left behind, and she will talk a bit more. Once they're really friends, her quiet and somewhat shy demeanor is left behind, and she will talk to them more often on her own will. She doesn't become afraid to start a conversation or tell a little more about herself.<br /> <br /> On the contrary, her personality when dealing with mercenary work is almost the complete opposite. She acts as proper and professional as she can, so that she will leave a better impression and be more likely to be hired. First impressions are everything with Nanagi - if someone leaves a bad one on her, it's unlikely her opinion of them will change. If she leaves a bad one, it could mean a loss of money - something she doesn't appreciate.<br /> <br /> <br /> ====5 traits that describe Nanagi====<br /> # Quiet<br /> # Warmhearted<br /> # Cautious<br /> # Stubborn<br /> # Formal<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:NagiTT.jpeg|277px|right]]<br /> ===Likes===<br /> * Earning &amp; Spending Money<br /> * Snow<br /> * Stargazing<br /> * Cozy Places<br /> * Her Height<br /> <br /> ===Dislikes===<br /> * Garlean Empire<br /> * Strong alcohol<br /> * Amalj'aa<br /> * The smell of death/rotting<br /> * Large bodies of water (Oceans, ponds, lakes)<br /> <br /> ===Hobbies/Talents===<br /> * Making Jewelry<br /> * Playing Triple-Triad<br /> * Able to cast powerful Magicks <br /> * Reading/Doing Research<br /> <br /> ===Quirks===<br /> * Nanagi doesn’t know how to swim. When near water, she shows an obvious discomfort.<br /> * When stressed she tends to scratch her arms. In extreme cases, she scratches it raw.<br /> * When drunk (which isn’t often) she tends to get clingy. In rare cases she’ll go from clingy, to sad or angry.<br /> <br /> ===Other===<br /> * Alignment: [http://easydamus.com/trueneutral.html True Neutral]<br /> * Favorite Food: [http://xivdb.com/?item/4735/Bubble-Chocolate Bubble Chocolate]<br /> * Favorite Drink: [http://xivdb.com/?item/12842/Ishgardian-Tea Ishgardian Tea]<br /> * Favorite Color: Red<br /> <br /> =Combat=<br /> [[File:AstroNagi.png|180px|left]]<br /> ===Weapon(s):===<br /> Nanagi's primary weapon is her staff. What stands out the most about this staff is the fragments of a purple shard dangling from the tip. Nanagi is very protective of this staff and will do anything to keep it with her. If, for some reason, she loses the staff, she refuses to just buy or make a new one.<br /> <br /> Her secondary weapon is her Star Globe. With Nanagi now having more experience, she is seen with her star globe a bit more often now.<br /> <br /> ===Combat Style:===<br /> Through her teen years and even now, Nanagi has done everything she can to be the best thermaturge she can be. She puts a lot of focus one one spell so it becomes a devastating blow. She does this to make up for the fact that she can't fight up close. If someone gets too close to her, she can only hope that she can push them back with her spells and/or bring them to their knees. <br /> <br /> She does her best to ensure she has a battle strategy planned; look for any weaknesses, openings, and look around the environment. She often uses the environment to her advantage. If there is nearby wood and her enemy is just close enough to it, she'll set the wood on fire instead, getting her enemies caught in it. Once the damage has been done, she does her best to take out the fire with a few blizzard spells.<br /> <br /> Because she has spent almost all of her time making her magic stronger, her physical capabilities are poor. She can't lift things that are heavier than her for even a short period of time. Because her physical capabilities are poor, she is considered to be frail. She can't take but so many hits before going down; however, she is quite stubborn so she tends to get right back up and fight when it is probably better for her to stay down or flee.<br /> <br /> She has recently been undergoing to teachings of Astrology. She by no means a master, for she is just now understanding how that art of astrology works. The only time she uses her power outside of her training is if she doesn't have her staff, or giving a demonstration.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> <br /> ==Birth and Early Life:==<br /> Nanagi Nagi was born and raised in the great city of Ul’dah. She was the only child to Teteshi Teshi and Momokofo Tatakofo. Her parents, like everyone else, wanted to make a fortune; they wanted wealth. When she wasn't playing with her parents various materials, she would often watch them work. She thought it was fastening to watch them polish rings, and inspect gemstones with the big magnifying glass. She would often help her parents with small things like arranging the jewelry that was on display to look pretty, organizing the materials, and other similar tasks. <br /> Her parents were worried about her education, so they decided that during certain times of the day, one of them would take a break from working and give their daughter 2 hour lessons a day. When Nanagi wasn't receiving these lessons, and if she wasn't assisting her parents, she would often teach herself. She was fascinated by what knowledge was in books.<br /> <br /> If Nanagi wasn't assisting her parents and didn't feel the need to teach herself, she would explore all the parts of Ul’dah, staying out of sight. She never liked being center of attention; she was shy, and so she would explore and try to stay unnoticed. She would spend most of her time hiding in the Thaumaturge guild, for she thought it was the most beautiful and amazing thing she had ever seen. Once the moon rose, Nanagi would return home, and mimic what she saw at the guild; she did this every day until she was 14.<br /> <br /> ==Her Teen Years:==<br /> At age 14 her parents took her to the Thaumaturge guild, and asked if they would evaluate her. Her parents wanted her to go on to do great things, and they saw this as her opportunity. After several hours of training and testing, the guild master saw potential in the young Lalafell, and decided to have her join the the guild. Nanagi would spend the next 4 years going to the guild everyday to train, and become better than she was the day before.<br /> Even though she was exposed to many people, she didn't talk to a lot of the apprentices there. The only time she talked to them is if the current assignment required her to, or if she had a question. Other than that, she kept to herself. <br /> <br /> Even with her now studying at the guild, she still kept up with her lessons from her parents and assisting them with their trade. It was almost surprising that someone at her age did so much, but talked very little. She became a bit well known for being quiet, but a great helper and learner.<br /> <br /> Once she turned 18, she was given her final test. It took her 2 days to complete, but she passed. She was proud that she was able to master the art, and impress her parents. It was after she finished the test that she decided to use her power to help others; however, she felt as though if someone was really that desperate for help, and couldn't solve the problem on their own, they needed to pay. With this in mind, she thought the life of a mercenary would suit her best. <br /> <br /> She started off small, accepting jobs that required her to hunt down some creatures, delivering packages, and making sure caravans made it to their destination safety. From there, she would begin to take bigger jobs, one's that presented a challenge, ones that would help hone her skills while making gil.<br /> <br /> ==The event that turned her life upside down:==<br /> A year later, one night while she was in Western Thanalan, she had received news of a caravan being attacked by Amalj'aa. The people who happened to be with the caravan were her parents. She left Western Thanalan immediately to investigate the scene. The caravan was destroyed, her father's dead body laid on top of small box of rings. Her mother's body was nowhere to be found. The only thing the Flames could find were Amalj'aa tracks, and the looks of something being dragged. When they followed these tracks, the tracks suddenly vanished. It was almost as if they levitated in the air and flew the rest of the way. When they returned to the crime scene, Nanagi had spotted the beautiful circlet her mother would always wear, partially buried in the sand. She took it from the sand, and place it around her head. A memento. <br /> : She gave her father a proper burial, she whispered to the gravestone that she would keep their business alive, after all; that was all they wanted. It was after the burial that she went to search for her mother. She searched for weeks with no luck, she eventually lightened her search. She spent less, and less time looking for her mother. She accepted the fact that her mother was dead, but something in the back of her mind told her that she was still alive somewhere. Although she isn't constantly looking for her mother, she still searches for any information that might suggest she is alive and her location.<br /> <br /> She hates the Amalj'aa with a burning passion. She swore to the Twelve that she would hunt down every Amalj'aa in sight, leaving none behind. It was this that made her into an excellent Amalj'aa hunter.<br /> <br /> =Notable Events=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ''Non-arc Stuff''<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who is involved:''' [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> (11/10-11/11) After having time to think of a plan, Nanagi thought she was ready to get her stolen staff back. She asked for Rihxo's assistance in the matter. After explaining the plan to go into the Amalj'aa camp and surrender themselves, she told Rihxo that she couldn't tell anyone where she was going. No one could know. When they went into the camp, they killed a few of the Amalj'aa before surrendering themselves. Nanagi hopes that while they are being held captive that she will be able to find an opening to gain their weapons back. Time is of the essence considering that the Amalj'aa wish to sacrifice them to Ifrit along with others if the beasts manage to find others. <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete)<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Nanagi is currently recovering from injuries. After casting a powerful spell that she didn’t know how to cast properly, her aetheric energy levels dropped to deathly low. If it wasn’t for a Medic who happened to live in the Forgotten Springs, Nanagi would probably be dead. Although she has had time to recover, she is still relatively weak, and hasn’t been able to cast any magic. Even if she wanted to, she can’t because her special staff was stolen from her by Amalj’aa. <br /> <br /> '''Nanagi has recovered from her injuries. The only noticeable injury now are the burn marks on her hand. If they are not covered in bandages, they markings are quite noticeable. She was also able to obtain her staff.'''<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Rihxo Matoi]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> (10/27) She found a wanted poster for an assassin; the person was offering a large sum of money to anyone who could kill the woman. She asked for Rihxo Matoi’s assistance, and Rihxo accompanied her. Once the killed the assassin in Southern Thanalan, they returned to Ul’dah for their pay. However, once they received their pay, they were told that they would receive no credit for killing the assassin. No one will even know the details on how the assassin died. Nanagi didn’t mind not receiving credit.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ''Stalhart Arc'' ('''Status:''' Complete)<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (Status: Complete) (Who was involved: [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Singing Raptor]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> The day had finally come when Rihxo and Valen would face off. The usual company was there, ready to draw their weapons if it seemed like Rihxo was about to loose. During the beginning of the fight, Nanagi managed to stay out of sight. No one knew she was there. During almost the entire fight, Valen had seemed to be reliving a past fight. Refering to Rihxo as X'matoi and Nanagi as &quot;just a merchant&quot;.<br /> It wasn't until Valen rumped to the tree where Nanagi was hiding that everyone was aware of her presence. When he tried to attack Nanagi, she acted in a defensive maner, drawing her weapon and casting a rather devistating fire spell. This helped make sure he kept his distance. With a little assistance from Nanagi, they managed to get Valen down to kis knees, giving Rihxo a chance to use a device that was given to her from the company Arcadeus. When she activated the device, nothing seemed to happen, it was then that Valen spoke up, saying that &quot;''You can't disable something hat is already broken''&quot;. Come to find out, multiple times had he resisted to order to kill Rihxo and because of this, multiple waves of pain would come from the magitek implant in his brain. Because of how much he resisted, the implant just broke, finally releasing him from Garlean's grasp.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (Status: Complete) (Who was involved: [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Rihxo Matoi]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Nanagi stayed hidden for a long time, while still keeping some sort of contact with her friends. She sent a letter to Rihxo stating that she should go to the Grindstone, it would do her good. Give her more experience without murdering anyone. Knowing that wouldn't convince her enough, she mentioned that she would be there as well. What she originally had in mind was to go there still cloaked, away from most of the crowds but still keeping an eye on Rihxo. Instead her plans had changed, during the time she secluded herself, she had come to realize that she was becoming a bit more crazy each day. Overworking herself and obsessing over the current situation while being alone wasn't helping her mentally. She thought that lending her aid at the Grindstone would do her some good.<br /> <br /> She was a healer who was with Judge's group. Instead of staying cloaked, she decided to ditch the robs and finally show her face. No one there knew who she really was to begin with, so she had nothing to loose. During the entire time, she kept a watchful eye for glowing blue armor. <br /> <br /> After the Grindstone, she approached Rihxo and Gil to let them know that she wouldn't seclude herself away that much anymore. That she would go out in the open more often, when it was safe. However her words were rather hollow, as she would just slip back into her old habits.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (Status: Complete) (Who was involved: classified)<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Will remain blank until certain events occur<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (Status: Complete) (Who was involved: [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Singing Raptor]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It only took her about a week to recover. She felt fine and was ready to go out on her own. She went out to Mor Dhona to complete a job she felt so much better. Little did she know that going to Mor Dhona wouldn't be that simple. She happened to find Valen, and against her better judgement decided to follow. Valen remained none the wiser as she followed him in, staying out of sight. It was there she learned that Valen was to hunt Gil, and Rihxo's siblings. She knew she had to escape, to tell Rihxo of the news. She decided to take the opprotunity she had to hijack a magitek reaper, and escape. Stalhart pursued her, even after his magitek reaper became immobile. <br /> <br /> Once she had reached civilization at Revenants Toll, she ditched the reaper and ran. With Valen now surrounded by Rihxo, Nanai and Singing Raptor with civilians watching, he realized now was not the time to fight. Told them if they wished to continue, to meet him at the Rathefrost. It was rather convenient that Nanagi planned on heading in there as well. Instead of fighting, she simply explained to Stalhart that she would distance herself, keep herself out of sight while still being able to keep a close eye on him or Rihxo.<br /> <br /> It was after this meeting that Nanagi went off the grid, never to be seen for a rather long period of time.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was involved:''' [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Singing Raptor]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> (11/22) She found Valen at the Grindstone; he seemed to be walking away from Ul'dah. It wasn't until that she saw him in the Thaumaturge guild in full armor that she knew something was wrong. She was able to have Gil take the drunken Rihxo away as she fallowed Valen, knowing that he was leading her into a trap. Little did she know that a Magitek Reaper would be involved. She deactivated one of her linkpearls, in hopes that Gil would realize it was to act as a distress beacon. Luckily, Gil understood, and came to her aid. She went past her aetherial capabilities for a 2nd time in attempts to finish off Valen right then and there; her spell did not go off in the right place, but still injured him. She put up a protective spell before Valen took the final blow with his reaper, and now the Garleans think her to be dead. If it wasn't for [[Jancis Milburga]]'s healing techniques, and [[Singing Raptor]]'s aether donation, Nanagi wouldn't be alive.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Palatino Linotype&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was involved:''' [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> (11/16) Rihxo had contacted Nanagi; she wanted to talk to her about something rather urgent. Turns out that her theories about Valen Stalhart were right, for he tried to kill Rihxo the day before. Originally, Nanagi had plans to kill him. Surprisingly, Rihxo was able to convince her that it was not Valen's choice, that he didn't want to kill Rihxo. She stated that there were 'voices in his head telling him to kill her'. She told Nanagi that she thought there was a way to help him, but she didn't know how.<br /> <br /> With that, Nanagi decided that instead of going out and killing Valen, she would instead spend as much of her time possible in finding ways to help him.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> <br /> ''Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''<br /> <br /> ===Common Rumors (Easily Overheard)===<br /> * &quot;One of the best Amalj'aa hunters I know.&quot; '''~Former employer'''<br /> * “I hired her to help me clear out some Amalj’aa that were blocking my trade route, she didn’t seem to care about the payment. Got the job done with no issues.” '''~Former employer'''<br /> * &quot;On her spare time, i’ve seen the lass trying to sell jewelry over yonder. She don’t get much though.” '''~Ul’dah merchant'''<br /> * &quot;Her and that [[Rihxo Matoi|Miqo'te woman]] clad in red are almost inseparable.&quot; '''~Quicksand Waitress'''<br /> * &quot;She is a classy woman. Always formal when she first meets someone, and has a good taste in tea.&quot; '''~Momodi'''<br /> <br /> ===Moderate Rumors (Moderately Difficult to Overhear)===<br /> * “I remember having to investigate a caravan attack. Found one dead Lalafell, and the tracks of somethin’ being dragged away. Turned out to be the parents of a girl named Nanagi Nagi.” '''~Immortal Flame'''<br /> * “Ya know the circlet she wears all the time? Apparently it use to belong to er’ ma, found it next to ‘er father's body. She been wearin’ it ever since.” '''~Brass Blade'''<br /> * &quot;She apparently has a bit of an unhealthy obsession with Amal'jaa. Has a book all about em'. I was able to take a quick glance once, the pages have notes all over the margins!&quot; '''~Highlander Mercenary'''<br /> * &quot;The crystal shards on her staff, I've never seen 'em before! They seem to glow every time she casts a spell...&quot; '''~Fellow Mercenary'''<br /> <br /> ===Rare Rumors (Very Difficult and Rarely Overheard)===<br /> * “Apparently when she was out on one of her jobs, she was caught! They didn’t want her leaving alive, knowing their secrets. They tried drowning her, we were lucky to have gotten there when we did.” '''~Brass Blade'''<br /> * “I heard that someone stole her circlet once. Before the man had a chance to sell it, he was found dead. They never caught the killer, and the guards never knew about the circlet. Call me crazy, but I think she killed the man!” '''~Ul’dah Merchant'''<br /> * &quot;She is hiding quite a few secrets, one's that would put her life in jeopardy if they were to become known.&quot; '''~Mysterious Elezen women'''<br /> <br /> ===PC Rumors (Add Your Own)===<br /> * &quot;Nanagi is someone I couldn't handle losing. I wouldn't have it any other way.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> * &quot;I doubt she'll ever let go of her grudge against me, though I can't entirely blame her for that..&quot; '''~[[Valen Stalhart]]'''<br /> * &quot;Nagi does not share enough, but I am always willing to be there for her. I hope she feels the same.&quot; '''~[[Gil Vel'Jendahr]]'''<br /> * &quot;Insert Rumor here&quot; '''~Name here'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Rihxo Matoi]]''': ''&quot;I am happy to have met you. You are like the younger sister I never had.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Valen Stalhart]]''': ''&quot;I don't trust you completely, not yet. Give me some time, and maybe I will finally be able to call you a friend.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Gil vel'Jendahr]]''': ''&quot;I want to help you, but I don't know how to. I'm sorry.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]''': ''&quot;I saved his life. I barely know him, but I do wish that I can speak to him more.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> [https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/pages/Rihxo_and_Nanagi%27s_Template Template for this wiki page]<br /> ===About Me:===<br /> * EST<br /> * Forum RP friendly<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * Another hunting partner (Currently, Rihxo is her hunting partner, but Nanagi is always open to teach someone else the ways of Amal'jaa hunting)<br /> * A possible romantic partner<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * Enemies(?) (They are good for character development, but i'm not desperately looking for one)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP<br /> I'm fine if she gets involved with someone, but I want a 'fade to black'.<br /> * Killing my character (I wont allowed for my character to be killed unless it is on my terms)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes)<br /> <br /> ===Tropes:===<br /> [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/SugarAndIcePersonality Sugar and Ice Personality], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/BrutalHonesty Brutal Honesty], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/SacrificedBasicSkillForAwesomeTraining Sacrificed Basic Skill for Awesome Training], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/DontYouDarePityMe Don't You Dare Pity Me!]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. <br /> Thank you very much!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:Nagi Rihxo.jpeg|Nanagi and Rihxo<br /> File:NagiBow.jpeg|Now Bow to Me!<br /> File:7ft Guardian.jpeg|Lalafell &amp; 7ft Au Ra<br /> File:Nagigrindstone.jpeg|Grindstone (12/5/15)<br /> File:Nagiart1.jpeg|Art by Vaporeons<br /> File:MatoiNagi.png|<br /> File:HealingGrindstone12-12.png|Grindstone (12/12/15)<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Rihxo_Matoi&diff=144897 2015-12-24T18:26:24Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Rihxo Matoi<br /> | image = Rihxo.jpg<br /> | imagewidth = 300<br /> | title = [[Nanagi Nagi|Madame Red]] - The Chocolate Queen - Red Mage Lookalike - [[Benedict Whiteraven|Strawberry]]<br /> | gender = Female<br /> | citizenship = Limsa Lominsa<br /> | race = Miqo'te<br /> | clan = Seekers of the Sun<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 21<br /> | stat_2 = Deity<br /> | stat_2_value = [[Menphina, the Lover|Menphina]]<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Unofficially Involved<br /> | stat_5 = Occupation<br /> | stat_5_value = Mercenary &amp; aspiring chocolatier<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 24th Sun of the 1st Astral Moon<br /> | stat_6 = Server<br /> | stat_6_value = Balmung<br /> }}<br /> ''&quot;So let me get this straight. You're an archer with a rap sheet with the Empire, who also sings beautifully, has dangerous friends and goes on insanely risky missions, -and- you're a chocolatier. Oh, and you're pretty cute, I guess.&quot;''<br /> <br /> ''&quot;Sounds about right, yeah.&quot;''<br /> : '''X'rihxo Matoi''', better known as simply Rihxo or Miss Matoi to some, was born on the 24th Sun of the 1st Astral Moon. Rihxo grew up with a quiet enough life in Limsa Lominsa, training under her father in the manner of the bow. The oldest of her four siblings, Rihxo always had an optimistic look on life, and left home fairly early on, followed by her youngest sister X'rhoxi. Now, Rihxo aims to brighten the spirits of all she meets in Eorzea, be it through song or through her natural charisma.<br /> <br /> : Rihxo may be from Limsa Lominsa, but since she has found there are often more people in Ul'dah, she spends most of her time there. You can often find her in the Quicksand, and occasionally wandering about the markets. If she isn't there, then she is most likely at home back in Limsa Lominsa or out on the job.<br /> <br /> : Rihxo has never really bothered to keep up with politics and doesn't plan to change that. As long as the people don't suffer for the government's doings, she is fine with it.<br /> <br /> : Currently working for the free company Arcadeus.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Rihxo's Inventory&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> Rihxo always keeps a large satchel at her hip, no matter what she's wearing. '''Last updated:''' Dec. 22nd, 2015<br /> : - Two tins (about the size of a bread plate) of pearl chocolate.<br /> : - One tin (also about the size of a bread plate) of a mix of pearl chocolate and sour berry candy.<br /> : - A leather-bound journal. A bit worn, though looks to be fairly new.<br /> : - Medium-sized Gil pouch.<br /> : - Three sticks of charcoal.<br /> : - 5 arrows with emerald fletchings.<br /> : - A hunting knife.<br /> : - A thin, but sturdy pouch. Appears to hold papers.<br /> : - A hardback journal. Embossed on the front is a rose, with silver and gold filigree. A Starlight gift from [[U'zamza Steelclaw|Zamza]].<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:RihxoAppearance.jpg|left|400px]]<br /> '''Height:''' 5 fulms 4 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 100 ponz<br /> <br /> '''Complexion:&amp;nbsp;''' &lt;font style=&quot;color:#e18e6b;&quot; size=2&quot;&gt;Medium Tan&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> '''Hair:&amp;nbsp;''' &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8699aa;&quot; size=2&quot;&gt;Gunmetal Blue&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> '''Eyes:&amp;nbsp;''' &lt;font style=&quot;color:#158e02;&quot; size=2&quot;&gt;Emerald Green&lt;/font&gt;<br /> <br /> : Rihxo is a Miqo'te whose outward appearance might be a little intimidating at first, but looking past that, she is rather cute. The first things one would notice about Rihxo is that her right eye is always covered by an elegant crimson eye patch, and showing just below it is a scar along her cheekbone. The visible eye - her left one - is a bright, vivid emerald green. If asked to show one the eye, she might agree if she trusts them enough; usually she will just describe it as 'cut up something fierce'. She has a more rounded face and two white markings under each eye, though one is usually covered by the patch, as well as two brown stripes on each cheek and her forehead. Her lips are naturally a deeper red, and her skin is tanned from plenty of time out in the sun.<br /> <br /> : Rihxo's body is naturally rather curvy, boasting an ample chest and wider hips. Her legs are thick and accustomed to many days of travel, typical of any Miqo'te. While thin, her form is a bit more muscular than one might expect, but don't let that fool you; Rihxo's true talent is in her dexterity, where she is able to easily move around gracefully and quickly. Most of her movements are light and airy, but with a purpose; never clumsy, but never seeming calculated. When in combat, she will often use this to her advantage, shuffling and weaving about the battlefield in something reminiscent of an intricate dance.<br /> <br /> : Her voice is usually rather upbeat and happy toned, though a deeper pitch than what one might expect from her demeanor. When angered, it tends to get higher pitched, which doesn't help her in the slightest. Singing, however, her voice is melodic and often described as just plain beautiful. She tends to get a bit shy when complimented on her voice, even though she's done these things for years.<br /> <br /> : Given the title of &quot;Chocolate Queen&quot;, Rihxo always smells of various kinds of sweets, most notably... well, chocolate. Her hair has a tendency to smell like berries, though. According to [[Trin Morwen]], she tastes like chocolate and cherries.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:RihxoLimsaNight.jpg|right|400px]]<br /> : Rihxo is very easy to get along with, mostly due to her eternal optimism. As a child, she had plenty of social interaction piled atop naturally occurring charisma. Thus, getting along with Rihxo at first is a simple task, so long as you're not rude and can deal with her somewhat ditzy rambling.<br /> : As Rihxo becomes closer to someone, she will begin to open up about the darker parts of her past, be it her eye or other things she doesn't ever enjoy speaking about. Her optimism is still there, but to a less intoxicating degree. (Or maybe you're just getting a tolerance?)<br /> : On the job, Rihxo actually quiets down for once, and usually lets whoever is leading her (typically Nanagi) do the talking.<br /> <br /> '''Alignment:''' [http://easydamus.com/neutralgood.html Neutral Good]<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Her eternal optimism can be a little annoying.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Has a tendency to trust people too quickly.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; She is very self-conscious about her eye.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Any direct mention of the Calamity makes her incredibly sad. She doesn't like to talk about why.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; She's a bit of a ditz. And sometimes just plain an idiot.<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Being alone/people leaving her.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Total darkness.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Fire, to an extent.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Going completely blind.<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A very skilled archer.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Very good with people. Highly charismatic.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Perceptive, despite her one eye.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A talented singer.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Able to make the best pearl chocolates.<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Quirks&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; When people touch or play with her hair, she tends to purr.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; When drunk, she's very affectionate and gets tired, often ending up in someone's lap.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; She tends to bite her lip when she gets nervous.<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; She often is absentmindedly twirling her hair around a finger.<br /> <br /> ===Preferences===<br /> [[File:Rihxobyvaporeons.jpeg|right|]]<br /> Art by [http://ghostiemermaid.tumblr.com/ ghostiemermaid], aka my cousin.<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Singing<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Archery<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Cloudgazing<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Cheering up others<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Strong alcohol<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Miqo'te and Hyur men<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Making people happy<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Her siblings<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Napping in the sun<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocolate! (Any kind, but pearl chocolate is her favorite.)<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Cold weather<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude/mean people<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Pessimism<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Having one eye<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Off-key singing<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The Calamity<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Magitek<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' &lt;font style=&quot;color:#b21010;&quot; size=2&quot;&gt;Dalamud Red&lt;/font&gt;<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' Pearl Chocolate<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Lominsan Whiskey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Bakeries<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' The overlook at the Upper Decks in Limsa Lominsa<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:RihxoLimsaBehind.jpg|right]]<br /> <br /> Rihxo's fighting style is very elegant, surprisingly enough; all of her movements tend to look like she's performing a very intricate dance. She prefers to keep her distance from a target - not below using laced arrows and carefully placed, precise strikes to help disable them - before going for the killing shot, often aimed at the temple. If someone gets too close - as in, she is completely unable to use her bow - she will pull daggers from her boots (always thigh-high for this reason) and begin to fight with those, though this is seen as a last resort. If there is clearly no hope for her, she will flee if she deems it necessary in order to live. Her arrows are color-coded for her own sake; all have red fletchings, but the 'fiery hot' ones have red shafts. Rarely, a killing blow will be dealt with a green-fletched arrow. This is her way of honoring her father, X'matoi, who used green-fletched arrows; this is done when she feels a target would be a kill her father would be proud of.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Rihxo's signature weapon is her bow, which she's grown very adept with over the years. Recently, she has completed her formal training with the Archer's guild. Her sister, Rahwa, forged her a new bow. Lightweight and almost gothic in appearance, the bow is an impressive work of weaponry, and Rihxo is incredibly proud of it.<br /> <br /> Rihxo has been taking lessons from the Rogue's Guild and has been seen occasionally using daggers.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Rihxo has a bare minimum understanding of magic, since she never really learned about any of it. As such, any questions about magic would best be directed to her sisters - specifically Rhoxi.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Rihxo is unsure as to what crafts she wants to take up (other than improving her culinary skills), but she does have an interest in weaving and carpentry so that she can make clothing and create new bows.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:RihxoThanalanSide.jpg|right|445px]]<br /> ''This whole section is a WIP, but I do have some things outlined for your viewing pleasure.''<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Birth and childhood (0-10)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> : Rihxo was the first born out of all of her siblings in Limsa Lominsa. She never got a taste of the tribal life, as her parents had decided to settle in the coastal city for reasons never really disclosed to Rihxo. It was a relatively peaceful time, with her brother R'theqe and the twins Ratoh and Rahwa born one year and three years after her, respectively. At age two Rihxo nearly fell off one of the walkways on the Upper Decks. At age five she would begin her homeschooling with her mother, and her youngest sister Rhoxi was born.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teen Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> : Rihxo's brother left for Ul'dah when she was thirteen to receive formal training as a pugilist. Rihxo began training under her father at age fourteen, and learned the ways of archery, which is her best skill as of late. Rhoxi also followed her around like a lost chocobo chick, which was something that would remain unchanged until Rhoxi turned about sixteen.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> : Rihxo had set out for Gridania to receive formal training with the archers there, her sister Rhoxi her shadow as always. However, on the way there, the Calamity hit, and thus the two had to return to Limsa Lominsa to ensure that their family had made it through alright. All of the siblings had made it out, but there was no sign of their parents. Rihxo likes to think that her parents are alive, just far away somewhere. But she knows this likely isn't true.<br /> : After staying with her siblings for a while, she decided to take up mercenary work as a way to keep money coming in. She always took up as many jobs as she could complete, and tried to ensure they were all done as soon as she could. The strenuous pace, surprisingly, exhilarated her, and she's kept it up to this day.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Rihxo's Parents&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> : Rihxo's mother, X'rohni Matoi, was a first lieutenant in the Maelstrom. A silver-tongued and attractive rogue, she served from the day she could enlist until the Battle of Carteneau, where it is assumed she died. When she wasn't busy with her work as a lieutenant, she would often do humanitarian work, and was thus often away from home. After the battle, her body was never found, and has been officially labelled as &quot;Missing&quot; for the years since. Rihxo gave up on her search about a year ago, but even now, a tiny part of her wants to believe her mother is out there, even though she knows this is almost certainly not the case.<br /> : '''Would your character know of/about Rihxo's mother?:''' Yes, if they had access to Maelstrom documents, or served in the Maelstrom before the battle.<br /> <br /> : Rihxo's father, X'matoi Tia (though, since they were never very tribal cats, he was sometimes called Rokaya Matoi) was a famed archer throughout La Noscea, known as one of its finest. The Emerald Arrow, (called this due to not only his striking eyes that all the Matoi children share as well as the color of the fletchings he used) as some called him, was always one to fight for justice, even if he had peculiar ways of going about it. His work and private life were kept very separate, however, and thus Rihxo never knew much about what he did. Much like Rihxo's mother, he fought at the Battle of Cartenau, and was never seen since. He has also been officially labelled as &quot;Missing&quot; since the battle. Rihxo wishes he were still here, as she wanted to learn more of his wisdom, not to mention he would play a pivotal role in helping [[Valen Stalhart|Valen]], as he had helped him before.<br /> :'''Would your character know of/about Rihxo's father?:''' Yes, if they had access to Maelstrom documents, lived in La Noscea before the Battle of Carteneau, or took on mercenary work in Thanalan or La Noscea.<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:RihxoThanalanSandstorm.jpg|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I never see 'er not smilin'! It gets a lil' unsettling sometimes...&quot; '''~Limsa Lominsa Resident'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;'er happiness is intoxicatin'... an' no, she ain't why I'm DRUNK!&quot; '''~Inebriated Quicksand Customer'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Sometimes I see 'er with a lil' girl - looks like her lil' sister. Why, the lil' ones practically a shadow of th' big one!&quot; '''~Limsa Lominsa Guard'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Rihxo? Hating her is like trying to run up the wall - it's real hard, but possible.&quot; '''~X'ratoh Matoi'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I walked by her once, and she smelled so good. Like chocolate... Almost wanted to get a taste, heh heh.&quot; '''~Strange passerby in Ul'dah'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Her? Oh, I've heard that name, yeah. She made it pretty far in the Grindstone, once.&quot; '''~Grindstone Regular<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Her and that [[Nanagi Nagi| Lalafell in black]] are inseparable! They even fight like an old married couple sometimes and everything.&quot; '''~Quicksand Waitress'''<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Rihxo? The one eyed girl? She drinks a lotta whiskey for someone so thin! I get kinda worried sometimes, but she tips very nicely, so I'm not complaining.&quot; '''~Quicksand Waitress'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Her eye? I heard someone attacked her once. In her own words, it's cut up something fierce.&quot; '''~Quicksand Regular'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;If you ask me? I think the happiness is a facade. I could be wrong, but there's no way somebody could be THAT happy all the time!&quot; '''~Ul'dah Merchant'''<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Rihxo? My older sister? She doesn't let me get out much. She's scared of something, but she won't tell me what.&quot; '''~X'rhoxi Matoi<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I saw her walking home once - at least, I think it was her. Her clothes were all kinds of messed up, and I heard sobs. I wonder what could've happened...&quot; '''~Limsa Lominsa Merchant'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard she's being hunted by ''Garleans''! Such a sweet girl... Too bad she'd probably be killed by 'em.&quot; '''~Suspicious Passerby'''<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;She hurt me, but without that, I never would have met Ayled. I wish her well.&quot; '''~[[Gil vel'Jendahr]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''I much appreciate her homemade chocolate. She can make easy friends with 'em.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-an anonymous note penned in ink<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;She's more than capable of protecting herself, but everyone has always been there to fight her battles for her. It pleases me to see that she's finally coming unto her own, and is now willing to stand her own ground.&quot; - '''[[Valen Stalhart]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;She seems to talk about her sisters a lot. I'm happy that she is able to take care of her family, gives her a reason to fight.&quot; '''~[[Nanagi Nagi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I think she is too afraid of telling people how she really feels...too afraid that no one will like her.&quot; - [[Trin Morwen]] followed by a shrug<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard she jumped of the roof of some building with a homeless guy. What the hell was that about?&quot; '''~[[Benedict Whiteraven]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#EE82EE;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Insert rumor here&quot; '''~Name'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#cc0000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; 💑 &lt;/font&gt; In a Relationship&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Sexual Desire&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt; Family &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;'''[[Nanagi Nagi]]:''' ''You're the older sister I never had. I wish you would tell me things more often, though. And... I'm sorry, in advance.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#007fff;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;'''[[Rhoxi Matoi]]:''' ''It may not seem like it, but I like having you around. I miss those days when you'd follow me. Please, stay strong.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;♥&lt;/font&gt;'''[[U'zamza Steelclaw]]:''' ''...we're sure something, aren't we?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt;'''[[Valen Stalhart]]:''' ''You said it best... we're kindred spirits. In a rather sad way...''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt;'''[[Singing Raptor]]:''' ''Thank you for everything you've done for me. Really, and truly. I hope I can pay you back someday.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt;'''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' ''You understand me in a different way than most. May Menphina guide you. And say something to that girl already, by the Twelve!''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' ''You and Endel are important to me. But I think you're more important to one another. Just my two gil.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt;'''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' ''You saved me that day. I'll never forget that. I think I owe you a cake. Maybe two.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Benedict Whiteraven]]:''' ''Your tastes in nicknames and alcohol are both quite nice. I think we'll get along swimmingly... Though, the next time you go to throw us off a building, '''warn me first?'''''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Kawa Matsuro]]:''' ''I eagerly await that glass of wine you promised me. I hope we get to share it soon, too.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt;'''[[Priam Silvius]]:''' ''Keeping up your mysterious vibe, huh? I wonder if I'll ever really know you.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt;'''[[Sierra Nazrim]]:''' ''I can't say it enough, but I'm sorry.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt;'''[[Anelia Sadowyn]]:''' ''I'm grateful for the meal you cooked... and the fact you let me join so I could devour it!''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt; '''[[Flynt Reddard|Blonde-haired Midlander]]:''' ''I'll be sure to get you a glass of... Specific... if I get the opportunity.<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;●&lt;/font&gt;'''[[Gil vel'Jendahr]]:''' ''Valen's probably right. It wouldn't have lasted once you didn't need to protect me anyway.''<br /> <br /> =Notable Events=<br /> ''Dates are included mostly for me so I can keep track of things. However, feel free to use them as references for character journals.''<br /> ''Notable events are divided into arcs, so that you can easily find new info on each arc.''<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> Non-Arc Events<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (10/27) ''Meeting Nanagi''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Nanagi Nagi]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Rihxo was confronted by Nanagi, asking for assistance in killing an assassin in return for a large sum of money. She agreed, and after they killed the assassin in Southern Thanalan, they would return to Ul'dah for their pay. They were informed they would not be receiving credit for the kill, which Rihxo was a bit saddened about, but overall didn't mind too much.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (11/10 - 11/11) ''The Lord of the Inferno''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Nanagi Nagi]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Recently, Nanagi went hunting for a pack of Amalj'aa on her own. Calling Rihxo for help via linkpearl, she quickly came to her aid, but not before Nanagi had to cast a huge spell, draining her of a substantial amount of aetheric energy. Rihxo insisted they retreat, despite the Amalj'aa now having hold of Nanagi's staff. While Nanagi recovered, the two devised a plan - to go into the camp and surrender themselves to Ifrit in order to get Nanagi's staff back, for without it, she cannot cast her spells. Currently, the two are locked inside the camp, biding their time until the ritual is begun.<br /> <br /> The ritual was completed, and Ifrit itself was summoned - thankfully, Gil had come just in time to help Nanagi and Rihxo defeat the beast. However, he was not too happy about the fact Nanagi had risked Rihxo's life in such a manner, as well as her own. Nanagi insisted she would've ensured Rihxo stayed alive, even if it meant her death - a statement Rihxo didn't appreciate, but kept quiet about this fact.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (11/12) ''A Missing Friend''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Endel Blanche]], [[M'shi Mahji]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], [[Xeiz Feine]]<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> write this in before you forget again<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (11/19) ''The Danse Macabre''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[M'shi Mahji]], [[Endel Blanche]], [[Trin Morwen]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]])<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> write this in too you dork<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (11/30) ''An Unexpected Ally''<br /> <br /> ('''Status: Complete''') ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Xeiz Feine]])<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> write your stuuuuuuuffffffff.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (12/14-12/21) ''A Week in Coasta''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' In Progress) ('''Who is Involved:''' [[Nanagi Nagi]])<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> ...update this<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> Cutting the Strings (Stalhart Arc - Complete)<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (10/28 and 11/4) ''First Encounters''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Nanagi Nagi]], [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Endel Blanche]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Rihxo has been taking on many jobs lately, most becoming more dangerous as time goes on. As such, her name has been going around a bit more often. She has gotten the attention of the Maelstrom, who had someone send her armor and a weapon, delivered by Valen. Rihxo, who at the time had no idea of his name, told her friends (and soon-to-be boyfriend, Gil) about the strange glowy man.<br /> <br /> Later, she ran into him again. Valen informed her that he was now assigned to be her guardian, and that someone had paid the Maelstrom a 'substantial amount' of gil to protect her. Moments after pulling his lance on her, Nanagi and Gil arrived, and after some small talk, Valen soon left. The next day, she would inform Endel about the issue with the lance. Endel became skeptical about it all, advising her to be cautious around the man.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (11/6) ''Uncovering Secrets''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Valen Stalhart]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Valen sent Rihxo a letter requesting she come to his home in the Mist, which she agreed to. He had discovered some things that she 'might find interesting' - and interesting these things were. Valen had uncovered information about her parents that they hadn't told her - her mother was a soldier, though she also did humanitarian work when she could; her father was one of the best archers in all of La Noscea, but kept his work and private life separate. They had also made enemies of the Garlean Empire - who now may be seeking out Rihxo for being a Matoi. Rihxo now must always watch her back - who knows if there could be a Magitek Knight there to get her?<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (11/16 - 11/17) ''The Voices''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], [[Caen Jabari]], [[Singing Raptor]]<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Valen contacted Rihxo by linkpearl, stating he was in an alley behind &quot;that tavern you're usually at&quot; and that he wasn't doing so well. Ever helpful, Rihxo quickly went to him. Noticing his armor was unscratched, but he still looked like hell, she asked what happened to him. Valen stated that he was in Northern Thanalan watching a Garlean encampment before he blacked out and somehow ended back up in Ul'dah. Shortly after his explanation, Valen seemed to get some kind of headache, and began to say things about &quot;the voices&quot; that he &quot;doesn't take orders from anymore&quot;. When Rihxo asked what voices he meant, he said they were the ones telling him to kill her. Seconds after, Gil, Caen, and a Roegadyn arrived, and just before Valen lost control, he told Rihxo to run. Rihxo didn't need to be told twice, and bolted.<br /> <br /> The next day, Rihxo found Nanagi, much to her joy. Retelling the story of the previous night (through tears and all), Nanagi came up with the theory that Valen is a soldier for the Garlean Empire, and that all along, Rihxo was being strung along in a trap. Nanagi thinks that the Garleans sent Valen after Rihxo, and after gaining her trust (by claiming to be sent by the Maelstrom to guard her), Valen would &quot;swoop in when you were most vulnerable and kill you&quot;. Rihxo doesn't like to admit it, but something sticks at the back of her mind that something seems just a bit wrong about that theory...<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> |<br /> (11/22) ''Breaking Points''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Nanagi Nagi]], [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Singing Raptor]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Rihxo picked an inopportune night to get drunk. Nanagi hurried into the Quicksand, informing Gil and Rihxo that they needed to get out of there - ASAP. Rihxo in his arms, Gil hurried out of Ul'dah, taking Rihxo to the Rogue's Guild where she was in a blissfully ignorant drunken sleep. One of Rihxo's linkpearls went off - a help beacon from Nanagi. Gil quickly left to go help the Lalafell, leaving Rihxo alone. She would awaken soon after he left (admittedly, from falling out of her chair) and confusedly try to contact them both, to no avail. The two were under attack by Stalhart and his magitek Reaper. Nanagi, in an attempt to finish Valen off right there, casted a huge spell, draining her of aetheric energy to a deathly low level for the second time. Gil and Nanagi hurried back to Ul'dah to find a healer, where they found Singer and Rihxo, as well as a healer by the name of Jancis. Valen contacted Rihxo on his linkpearl, apologizing, and warning Rihxo that it was inevitable that they were to fight. He told her to &quot;become the warrior your parents would be proud of, Rihxo.&quot; He then proceeded to crush his linkpearl, much to her confusion. After this, Jancis managed to stabilize Nanagi, and she was rushed to Singer's company house for much-needed rest.<br /> <br /> Gil went to leave the house on his own, but was followed by Rihxo. He stated that he had failed Rihxo and could no longer stay. Rihxo knew she wouldn't be able to handle this, as well as Nanagi's near-death, and begged him to stay. Initially, he refused still, even though he still loved her. In the end, the two managed to kiss and make up (literally), and Rihxo is incredibly relieved and happy that she could convince him to stay.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> |<br /> (11/26) ''Unforeseen Meetings''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''') Complete ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Singing Raptor]], [[Nanagi Nagi]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After a day of work and an evening of relaxation at the Bismarck, Rihxo asked Nanagi to talk about the plan her and Singer had made via linkpearl. Nanagi was unable to talk at the time as she had to stay hidden from Valen, who she had accidentally run into in Mor Dhona. Rihxo and Singer went to Mor Dhona to ensure Nanagi would make it out okay.<br /> <br /> They ran into Valen and Nanagi in the city, where they did not fight, but it gave Rihxo a chance to say some things to Valen, under control at the time. Valen stated the conversation was pointless, and if they all wanted to finish this, to meet him in Rathefrost.<br /> <br /> Nanagi followed him while Rihxo and Raptor stayed behind for a bit to devise a plan. They eventually made their way to Rathefrost, where Valen was having a psychotic break. His true self was showing. He said he wished he could forget all the killing he had done, but couldn't.<br /> <br /> Rihxo stated that she would never be half the person her father was, but she could try and free Valen as he did. She said that he could either fight her now and kill her, which would end it all, or wait until she became the warrior he and her parents wanted her to be. Valen said that things would not be over if he killed her now, as Gil was now in the way of the mission and needed to be killed in order to get to Rihxo. Valen tried to protest against the order, but to no avail.<br /> <br /> Valen told the three about Arcadeus when asked by Singer about where he called home. Rihxo stated that she was looking forward to their fight, and Valen agreed. Valen and Nanagi went off on their own, and Singer and Rihxo went back to the city. Nanagi stated she wouldn't be seeing Rihxo for a while, and Rihxo begged for her not to leave. She said that she would &quot;always be watching, my beloved Rihxo.&quot; With that, she cut off her linkpearl.<br /> Rihxo turned to the only person she could at the time, Raptor, who is now her partner in lieu of Nanagi. The two plan to visit Arcadeus to gain information on Valen, so that they may be more prepared when Rihxo inevitably fights him.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> |<br /> (11/29) ''A Visit to Arcadeus'' <br /> <br /> ('''Status:''') Complete ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Singing Raptor]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Anelia Sadowyn]], [[Tatsumi Hanateru]])<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Singer and Rihxo finally managed to find someone to speak with at a visit to Arcadeus. The duo informed Tatsumi of what had happened with Valen, and asked if she knew anything about them that could help free his mind. While she didn't, she told them that Anelia might be able to help them with the matter, though that she was busy now, and she would let Rihxo know when Anelia returned.<br /> <br /> While on her way to the Aftcastle to investigate on some things, Rihxo got the call from Tatsumi that Anelia had arrived at the house, and was currently waiting on her arrival. She would inform Gil and Raptor that she was heading to Arcadeus, though they were welcome to join her at their soonest availability. Upon arrival, Rihxo would say that she needed to talk to her about Valen, and Anelia took on a notable expression of surprise at this statement.<br /> <br /> Soon after, Raptor arrived, and the three went to go discuss the matter with Stalhart. Rihxo explained that they were to fight, and what all had happened with Valen as of recently, and once again asked if she knew anything that could help him. While she didn't, she did say that she could get the Ironworks to build a device that Rihxo would have to plant on Valen in order to disable the chip and thus free him. While originally reluctant, due to the risks this might carry, she, Raptor, and Gil agreed that this was the best course of action at the moment.<br /> <br /> Rihxo currently bides her time until the device is completed, continuing her diligent training so she may be prepared for the day their fight comes.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (12/1) ''An Unexpected Letter''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]], [[Singing Raptor]])<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> While away from home working in Coerthas Central, Rihxo received a message from Gil on her linkpearl, asking where she was. She told him she was at Dragonhead. Joined by him and Raptor, Gil informed the women that he'd received a letter from Valen, asking to meet him alone in Behemoth's Dominion. Knowing they would be spotted if they tried to join him, Rihxo and Raptor stayed behind in Dragonhead, intently listening to Gil over the linkpearl he left on as he spoke. Rihxo and Raptor both were curious as to why Valen kept seemingly provoking Gil, but they kept quiet while they awaited his return.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (12/6) ''The Grindstone''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Nanagi Nagi]], [[Singing Raptor]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]])<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> Rihxo received a letter from Nanagi, tacked to her door as always. Upon reading it, she would discover it was a recommendation to enter the Grindstone, taking place a few days later. Clearly, Nanagi wanted her to compete, as she even said she would be there.<br /> <br /> Rihxo took her up on the offer, and ended up competing in the Grindstone that weekend after some more extensive training. She actually did rather well in it, becoming the champion of her bracket until she was disarmed by her next opponent unexpectedly.<br /> <br /> Naturally, she was none too happy, but in the end, she got an agreement for a rematch, and through the anger, she did feel she showed off her skills against the other combatants rather well. She felt this proved that her training was worth it all.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (12/13) ''A Decisive Battle''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], [[Singing Raptor]], [[Gil vel'Jendahr]]<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> WRITE THIS.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Trebuchet MS&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | <br /> (12/19) ''Storming the Base''<br /> <br /> ('''Status:''' Complete) ('''Who was Involved:''' [[Valen Stalhart]], [[Nanagi Nagi]]<br /> |-<br /> |<br /> WRITE THIS.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =RP Hooks=<br /> (Credit is due to [[Endel Blanche]] for the idea to add in this tab!)<br /> <br /> Want to walk up to Rihxo? Can't figure out how to start a conversation? Here's some ideas!<br /> <br /> * You notice Rihxo's scent. It's a pretty powerful one of chocolate, and if you're close enough to her, her &lt;s&gt;mane&lt;/s&gt; hair smells like berries alongside that.<br /> <br /> * Rihxo is often clad, head to toe, in an almost entirely crimson outfit - matching eye patch and all. This has earned her the affectionate titles of &quot;Madame Red&quot; from [[Nanagi Nagi|Nanagi]] and &quot;Strawberry&quot; from [[Benedict Whiteraven|Ben]].<br /> <br /> * Her bow is rather... unique. Gothic in appearance, she's never seen without it. It's obviously something special to her.<br /> <br /> * About a month ago, the primal Ifrit was summoned. She and Nanagi, often seen around Ul'dah, were missing during this time - suspicious, to say the least.<br /> <br /> * If your character is a Garlean, or a spy for them of some kind, the name Matoi might be recognizable. The family is currently wanted dead by Garlemald. (Ask/let me know before using this one, please!)<br /> <br /> * Another one of her affectionate titles, &quot;Chocolate Queen&quot;, is from her tendency to ''always'' have chocolate on her - very delicious chocolate. She doesn't mind sharing!<br /> <br /> * Rumor has it that a Miqo'te clad in red, a [[Nanagi Nagi|Lalafell clad in black]], and a [[Valen Stalhart|Hyur in glowing armor]] came out from a Garlean base... after having destroyed it. The three quickly left together as well.<br /> <br /> * If you lived in Limsa pre-Calamity, it's quite likely you ran into Rihxo. She lived there her whole life, and was often seen in the Wench singing for money.<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> * People to RP Rihxo's siblings (Currently, Ratoh or Rahwa are open to play)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP (I'm fine if she gets involved with someone, but I want a 'fade to black'.)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links:===<br /> [https://docs.google.com/document/d/1TpUaQ1LUYvMwstiftHorpgbzvCed-YzNsrzVBUOjoqc/ Rihxo's Journal]<br /> <br /> [http://rihxo-matoi.tumblr.com/ Rihxo's Tumblr]<br /> <br /> [https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/pages/Rihxo_and_Nanagi%27s_Template Template for this wiki page]<br /> <br /> Faceclaim: [http://www.johnsuchartists.com/upload/images/artist_download_image/20140819152529_potter,%20rachel.jpg Rachel Potter]<br /> <br /> Voiceclaim: [http://www.imdb.com/name/nm4583630/ Sarah Williams] ([https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cJak9H80lPM Sayaka] from Madoka Magica *Clip has spoilers for Rebellion movie*, [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DZYBw3qg4js Lisbeth] from SAO, [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hi1kUdreiWk Jinx] from LoL)<br /> <br /> ===Tropes:===<br /> [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/GeniusDitz Genius Ditz], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/TheFace The Face]/[http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/TheHeart The Heart], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/EasilyImpressed Easily Impressed], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/TastesLikeFriendship Tastes Like Friendship], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/RuggedScar Rugged Scar], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/BeautifulAllAlong Beautiful All Along] (to an extent) [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/BadassLongcoat Badass Longcoat], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/NiceHat Nice Hat], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/RedIsHeroic Red is Heroic], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/LuminescentBlush Luminescent Blush], [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/SingerSongwriter Singer-Songwriter].<br /> <br /> ===About the Player:===<br /> Hi! I usually go by Silent or Novi online. Or you can just call me Rihxo, I really don't care.<br /> <br /> I take too many screenshots (seriously, look at my gallery, I have a bit of a problem) and I skip on leveling to RP. Yeah, I admit it. Sometimes I cosplay, and sometimes I do decent art, I guess.<br /> <br /> I'm on the East Coast so I'm in the EST time zone, and usually online in the evenings on weekdays and pretty much all day on weekends. I'm open to forum RP, as well, though I might be slow with replies. (I check that less often.)<br /> <br /> Do you like to RP? Then I want to RP with you! If you see me in-game, walk up! Rihxo doesn't bite. Any comments on my wiki are welcomed, as well.<br /> In-game, I am '''Rihxo Matoi''' if you want to whisper me or add me to your friends list so we can RP sometime later.<br /> <br /> Thanks for reading this whole wiki! It took me a while to put together. Danke, mein Freund! (Thank you, my friend!) (Oh, also, I know a little bit of German. Surprise?)<br /> <br /> ===Annotations:===<br /> This template created by Rihxo Matoi (y'know, me) with the help of [[Nanagi Nagi]] and has pieces from the templates of [[Unnamed Mercenary]], [[Roen Deneith]], [[Cyrus Wolfe]], and [[Coatleque Crofte]].<br /> <br /> Danke sehr, alle! (Thank you, everyone!)<br /> <br /> ===Other Stuff===<br /> * Yes, Rihxo's entire family has names that begin with R. Why? I really don't know. I just felt like having a lot of R alliteration, I guess.<br /> * Rihxo looks great in an armorkini. Too bad this will never be seen IC.<br /> * I wrote this &quot;Other Stuff&quot; thing at 3am and I have no idea why.<br /> * Nanagi is an IRL friend of mine, which is why I mention her a lot, both IC and OOC. And hey, Valen is too! Shoutout to both of you &lt;3<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:RihxobyYourou.jpeg|Rihxo by Yourou<br /> File:RihxoArmor.jpg|Rihxo's &quot;work clothes&quot;<br /> File:RihxoSquad.jpg|Left to Right: M'shi, Endel, Gil, Rihxo, Xeiz<br /> File:RihxoRaptor.jpg|Rihxo and [[Singing Raptor|Raptor]].<br /> File:RihxoRathefrost.jpg<br /> File:RihxoandTurik.jpg|Rihxo and Turik Flarewyng (OOC)<br /> File:RihxoandYuki.jpg|Rihxo and Yuki Rose (OOC)<br /> File:RihxoSingerGrindstone.jpg<br /> File:RihxoMiddleNoscea.jpg<br /> File:RihxoNagiNoscea.jpg|Rihxo and [[Nanagi Nagi|Nagi]].<br /> File:RihxoZamza.jpg|Rihxo and [[U'zamza Steelclaw|Zamza]].<br /> File:RihxoBen.jpg|Rihxo and [[Benedict Whiteraven|Ben]].<br /> File:RihxoLimsaSunset.jpg<br /> File:RihxoThanalanStars.jpg<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Gil_vel%27Jendahr&diff=144894 2015-12-24T18:17:18Z

<p>TrinMorwen: /* Relationships */</p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Soulmated<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? 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She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani, though they just met, he really thinks highly of her. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Rihxo Matoi]]''' Gil’s ex-girlfriend, he no longer pines for her, though the scars she left in his life will always affect him. ''&quot;I wish you well.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Nanagi Nagi]]:''' Gil's friend that he hopes does not desert him just because Rihxo did. ''I miss you.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:RihxoSquad.jpg|Left to Right: M'shi, Endel, Gil, Rihxo, Xeiz<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:IfritDay.png|Gil, Nanagi, and Rihxo fight Ifrit<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? Again? Only for Ayled...<br /> File:StarlightGil1.jpg|Ho-Ho-Ho<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled.jpg|Happy Starlight<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled2.jpg|May all the wonders of the season...<br /> File:StarlighGilAyled3.jpg|...bring you joy and happiness.<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled4.jpg|From us...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled5.jpg|...to you!<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled6.jpg|&quot;Come closer shei'tani...&quot;<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Gil_vel%27Jendahr&diff=144872 2015-12-24T16:23:01Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Soulmated<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? He don't talk much.&quot; - Quicksand Barmaid<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He stares a lot...it's kinda creepy.&quot; - Passing stranger<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;That asshole?&quot; - 'Fellin merchant<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He has this fascination with a book...don' know what's in it, but he strokes it like a lover.&quot; - Miqo'te female<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear he's a mama's boy. She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani, though they just met, he really thinks highly of her. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Rihxo Matoi]]''' Gil’s ex-girlfriend, she recently broke his heart, but with the help of Ayled, he is working on getting over her. ''&quot;I thought you said you would not let me lose you, I guess you lied.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Nanagi Nagi]]:''' Gil's friend that he hopes does not desert him just because Rihxo did. ''I miss you.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:RihxoSquad.jpg|Left to Right: M'shi, Endel, Gil, Rihxo, Xeiz<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:IfritDay.png|Gil, Nanagi, and Rihxo fight Ifrit<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? Again? Only for Ayled...<br /> File:StarlightGil1.jpg|Ho-Ho-Ho<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled.jpg|Happy Starlight<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled2.jpg|May all the wonders of the season...<br /> File:StarlighGilAyled3.jpg|...bring you joy and happiness.<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled4.jpg|From us...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled5.jpg|...to you!<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled6.jpg|&quot;Come closer shei'tani...&quot;<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

TrinMorwen https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/index.php?title=Gil_vel%27Jendahr&diff=144870 2015-12-24T16:22:14Z

<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Soulmated<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? He don't talk much.&quot; - Quicksand Barmaid<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He stares a lot...it's kinda creepy.&quot; - Passing stranger<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;That asshole?&quot; - 'Fellin merchant<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He has this fascination with a book...don' know what's in it, but he strokes it like a lover.&quot; - Miqo'te female<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear he's a mama's boy. She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani, though they just met, he really thinks highly of her. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Rihxo Matoi]]''' Gil’s ex-girlfriend, she recently broke his heart, but with the help of Ayled, he is working on getting over her. ''&quot;I thought you said you would not let me lose you, I guess you lied.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Nanagi Nagi]]:''' Gil's friend that he hopes does not desert him just because Rihxo did. ''I miss you.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:RihxoSquad.jpg|Left to Right: M'shi, Endel, Gil, Rihxo, Xeiz<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:IfritDay.png|Gil, Nanagi, and Rihxo fight Ifrit<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? Again? Only for Ayled...<br /> File:StarlightGil1.jpg|Ho-Ho-Ho<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled.jpg|Happy Starlight<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled2.jpg|May all the wonders of the season...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled3.jpg|...bring you joy and happiness.<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled4.jpg|From us...<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled5.jpg|...to you!<br /> File:StarlightGilAyled6.jpg|&quot;Come closer shei'tani...&quot;<br /> <br /> &lt;/gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;headertabs /&gt;<br /> |}</div>

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<p>TrinMorwen: </p> <hr /> <div>__NOTOC__<br /> {| width=&quot;100%&quot;<br /> |-<br /> | colspan=&quot;8&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align:top&quot; |<br /> <br /> =General=<br /> {{Infobox-character<br /> | name = Gillandaris vel Jendahr<br /> | image = Gil.png<br /> | imagewidth = 250<br /> | gender = Male<br /> | citizenship = Coerthan<br /> | race = Elezen<br /> | clan = Wildwood<br /> | stat_1 = Age<br /> | stat_1_value = 26<br /> | stat_2 = Guardian<br /> | stat_2_value = Halone<br /> | stat_3 = Orientation<br /> | stat_3_value = Heterosexual<br /> | stat_4 = Marital Status<br /> | stat_4_value = Soulmated<br /> | stat_5 = Server<br /> | stat_5_value = Balmung<br /> | stat_6 = Nameday<br /> | stat_6_value = 17th Sun of the 3rd Astral Moon<br /> }}<br /> &lt;big&gt;<br /> '''Gillandaris vel Jendahr''' (pronounced gill-ann-DAHR-iss vel jen-DAHR) (17th Sun 3rd Astral Moon (May 17)) is an elezen born in Coerthas Western, where he resided with his family until the Calamity. At that time, he and his parents moved to Ishgard to house with his mother's family, a lesser noble family in the city.<br /> <br /> After returning to Ishgard, Gil met his shei'tani (see Background for more Info) Ayled Cooke.<br /> &lt;/big&gt;<br /> <br /> =Appearance=<br /> [[File:GilTranquil.png|400px|right]]<br /> '''Height:''' 6 fulms 10 ilms<br /> <br /> '''Weight:''' 190 ponz<br /> <br /> : Gil stands tall, even for an Elezen. But his frame is very slight for all his height. He has white-blonde hair and black eyes, that when you get close enough, look like stars in a moonless night.<br /> <br /> =Behavior=<br /> [[File:GilHalloween.png|400px|right]]<br /> : Gil is very proud of his name, and will only introduce himself as Gillandaris vel Jendahr, though most people call him Gil for simplicity's sake. Although he will never say otherwise, he actually likes when people call him Gil.<br /> : Gil was very impacted by the death of his niece, Ellysetta, and it was this event that caused him to turn to Halone.<br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Flaws&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His faith in Halone can be a distraction<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He has a tendency to not trust anyone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His focus is such that he will drive to one thing with the exclusion of all else<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; He is very prideful<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Fears&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Breaking his oath to Halone<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Losing his last remaining family<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; The dragon taking control<br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Talents&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; A skilled Dragoon, though untried<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Putting his foot in his mouth<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#ECCA67;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Getting singing teachers to quit<br /> <br /> =Preferences=<br /> [[File:GilIshgard.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Hobbies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Grooming his chocobo<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Training as a dragoon<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt;Writing in his journal<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;'''''Likes'''''&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Snow<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Chocobos<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; People Watching<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Halone<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Dislikes&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; His family's over-protective streak<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; Rude People<br /> <br /> <br /> === &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;'''''&lt;u&gt;Favorites&lt;/u&gt;'''''&lt;/span&gt; ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Color:''' Grey<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Food:''' [http://ffxiv.zam.com/en/item.html?ffxivitem=3010202 Frumenty]<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Drink:''' Faerilas (An aether infused water that restores energy and tingles on the tongue)<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Scent:''' Ice<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000;&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; '''Favorite Place:''' Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> <br /> =Abilities/Skills=<br /> [[File:GilChocolove.png|400px|right]]<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Weapons&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil is very proud of his lance, and polishes it daily.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Magic&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil does not use magic, and has no care to.<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;Crafting&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> Gil watched his father for years make armor for man and chocobo, but has not tried any crafts himself.<br /> <br /> =Background=<br /> [[File:Gilcoffin.png|400px|right]]<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Childhood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Gil was born to a tradesman father and a lesser noble mother. He was their third child, with two older brothers. He was born much later, as his eldest brother had already had a child before Gil was born. As such, Gil was caught between being ignored because his parents were tired, or being spoiled because he was so unexpected.<br /> <br /> :: Overall, Gil was treated well as a child, his brothers being extra father-figures to him that he looked up to. His niece, Ellysetta (Ellie) treated him like a doll as she was 9 years older than Gil.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Teenage Years&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: It was as a teenager that Gil lost both his brothers in battle. This was a difficult time for Gil as he was losing everyone that he was close to. But it wasn't until his niece was killed that Gil really struggled.<br /> <br /> :: With the death of Ellysetta, Gil plummeted into a deep depression. His parents suddenly became overprotective, and their concern made his emotions more volatile. It wasn't until Gil wandered out into the wilderness one night that things changed.<br /> <br /> :: Gil left the confines of home, the protection of the village, and fully expecting to not live out the night, traveled until he fell asleep under a tree. In this moment, he had a dream/hallucination of Halone protecting him, saying she needed him to be stronger so he could enforce her will. In the morning, when he woke up, there was blood all around him, but no real evidence of what happened. Gil claimed the dream was real, and swore to serve Halone, though recently he has admitted that it was the dragon taking control that saved him.<br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Early Adulthood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: The Calamity had another large impact on Gil. By this time, his father had retired, and instead of struggling to stay in their village, the family moved to Ishgard where his mother's family offered them a place to live. As soon as he could however, Gil left Ishgard and the smothering concern of his parents to become yet stronger for Halone.<br /> <br /> :: Gil met a Miqo'te woman that became his girlfriend while he was on an errand for Ser Alberic. Though he thought the relationship was doing well, she said she could no longer trust him after the dragon took too much control, and so she left him. Returning to Ishgard to nurse his broken heart, Gil was wandering around Ishgard, working the chocobo stables or visiting the Cathedral. It was in the Cathedral one morning that he met his shei'tani, Ayled.<br /> <br /> ==== &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:larger;&quot;&gt;''&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:small;&quot;&gt;Other Info&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;''&lt;/span&gt; ====<br /> :: Shei'tanitsa bonding is a family trait. The male recognizes the bond when he first sees the female, and it is up to the female to accept and complete the bond. Both members must accept themselves and the other, good and bad, before the bond can be completed. Shei'tanitsa can only form between to equal parties. The bond is rare, and usually happens only once a generation, if that. Although love is not necessarily a part of the bond, it usually is a product of it, and the bond would not be there were love not possible.<br /> <br /> =Journal=<br /> <br /> ((Numbers listed in parenthesis indicate the real world year associated with the events that take place to differentiate the dates without worrying about the 'time bubble' for future patch date changes))<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Introduction:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> “My name is Gillandaris vel Jendahr and I swear my life into Halone’s service. From this day forward, every action I take will be to further Her will.” That was the oath I swore to Halone after she saved my life that night. She only said she need my stronger to serve her, and I have been training for Her ever since.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I could, I left home to train as a dragoon. I spend a lot of time polishing lances and mucking chocobo stables. Truly, I don’t mind spending so much time in the stables. Yet I wonder if this training will really make me stronger for Halone. I do watch the other dragoons in the practice ring and am finding I can spot weaknesses among the others, yet how can I be stronger if I am never pitted against them?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Ser Alberic did train the Azure Dragoon, and I suppose I shall trust in his techniques a while longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know not how much longer I can bear the monotony.<br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Fifth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic assigned me a task today. It is different than normal as it entails going to Ul’dah. He told me to get a room at the inn rather than rush back. So here I sit at the Quicksand, awaiting a room.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> After I dropped my bags in my room, I went back to the ‘sand for supper and some ale. I ended up sitting at a table with a simple Miqo’te lad and a mute Hyur. The Miqo’te lad goes by Caen “if’n it please you.” The Hyur goes by Endel. It was a pleasant evening, though Endel knows entirely too much about Ishgard and the dragoons.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now that I’ve been to Ul’dah, perhaps I will come by more often. Even if it’s for no other reason than I feel I should keep an eye on Endel.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 28th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic sent me to Ul’dah again. He suddenly seems to have a lot of errands there. I wonder if perhaps there is a lesson he is trying to teach me with these ‘urgent’ trips. But no, what can be learned from traveling such a long ways every day that I have no time to continue my training?<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight I was sitting talking with Endel when this female Miqo’te joined us. Endel looked like hell, so I was trying to get him to eat the food Mother sent me. He refused, however Rihxo, the Miqo’te, seemed to enjoy it very much. I also saw Caen, the simple Miqo’te lad, again. Caen wasn’t there long when Endel suddenly dashed out of the ‘sand, followed shortly after by the sunny lad. Initially, I was apprehensive that Endel and Caen left me alone with Rihxo, but soon I thought nothing of them.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo put me at ease fairly quickly, her bubbly personality making up for my reserved demeanor. She allowed me to try one of her pearl chocolates (which is good, though a little sweet for my taste). We discussed many things, like what she does for a living, and that she sings. I was ashamed to admit I am tone deaf. Rihxo tried to convince me that I could get better with practice. I couldn’t tell her I had already had lessons and that three, count them, three people quit teaching because of me. I did tell her my singing was more like screeching and somehow we started discussing how effective it would be if, instead of a battle cry, I were to sing. That’s the first time since Ellysetta died that I laughed, truly laughed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This bubbly little Miqo’te has stolen my attention and I hope to see her again.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 30th Sun of the Fifth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Ser Alberic has been sending me on nigh daily errands the length and breadth of Eorzea. Although it means I have not had much time to maintain my journal, I am still okay with that seems how it was something Ser Alberic told me to do anyways.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Yesterday I went back to Ul’dah and Endel seemed quite entranced with the Roegadyn from the other night, so I left him alone. I spoke with another patron until they had to leave, but by then Rihxo had joined me. More and more, I find myself thinking of her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am quite impressed with the tales she tells of her archery skills. She offered to give me a lesson and while I said I would be happy to take her up on the offer, I would insist on paying her and I would let her know when I am able to take a break from my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I knew almost immediately what I wanted to pay Rihxo with; I also knew it would mean a visit to my family, who I have not seen since I started my training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> So today, I made the dreaded trip to Ishgard. Thankfully, my uncle was away on business. It was hard enough convincing my father I could not stay. Mother happily made her pie, but I believe she has it in her head that I am courting Rihxo. While I was waiting for Mother, I decided a trip to Saint Reymanaud’s Cathedral was in order.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While there, I spoke with a dragoon that pricks my memory, and yet, for the life of me, I cannot place where I know him from. We had a pleasant conversation, Halone watching over us, and it was a nice way to pass the time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon picking up the pie from my mother, I had to dodge her comments about bringing Rihxo for a visit. Now, here I sit with a pie beside me, waiting (and hoping) for some company at the ‘sand. I especially hope to run into Rihxo that I might offer my payment and ensure it meets with her approval.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Astral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 2nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> What just happend? What…just…happened? Mayhap if I write it out from the beginning, I will understand it better.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was sitting in the ‘sand tonight when a Lalafell joined me. She looked as though she was injured, yet shook off my concern. She introduced herself as Nanagi, and I wondered if it was the same Nanagi that Rihxo had spoken of. I offered her some of the food Mother had sent me that day, especially as Mother had sent enough food for 4 or 5 people. It was definitely the same Nanagi, for then Rihxo arrived. Rihxo and Nanagi got in a fight, and although I did not get involved, I secretly wanted to agree with Rihxo that Nanagi should have been in bed relaxing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After Nanagi left, Rihxo and I sat talking for a little bit as usual. Eventually, Rihxo discovered the pie that Mother had sent. She joked that she must be pretty close to family as she keeps getting dessert. Before I knew it, I confessed that if Mother had her way, we would already have children.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not even recall what Rihxo said in response, yet I continued embarrassing myself by saying that if they had Rihxo’s personality, they would be amazing. I know I must have been blushing, but the next words from Rihxo made me want to hide. Rihxo responded by saying that if they were ours, they would be beautiful.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not speak. I could not even bring my eyes off the table. I know not how long I sat there, or how long Rihxo tried to get my attention before she left the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I finally pulled myself together, she was gone. I felt…alone. For the first time, I truly felt lonely. So I decided to take my leave, yet as I approached the door, I found Rihxo speaking with Caen. Although I am sure I turned red yet again, I was so happy to see Rihxo was not gone. In the span of a glance, I went from feeling utterly alone to knowing everything would be alright if she would only look at me, if I could see her beautiful smile light her gorgeous eye.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Caen is more perceptive than I initially thought as he immediately asked if something had happened. I may need to re-evaluate my opinion of the lad. I also seem to recall him making a comment about how he wishes to find his mate, like Rihxo and I did, yet he walked away shortly after.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I think I apologized, but if I did, I know it was still very awkward and may not have sounded sincere. Rihxo asked if I wanted to go somewhere quiet, and when I nodded, she led me to a bridge in Limsa Lominsa. Sitting there, looking out at the sea, I confessed my confused feelings for her. I do not know what I expected her to say, but it certainly was not that she has romantic feelings for me. As I write this, I now see that I panicked. Yet still, Rihxo was patient with me. She told me that if what I need is time, then she can wait, but she cannnot wait forever. I cannot remember what, if anything, I said after that, I was so focused on the feeling of her body pressed against mine as we cuddled. It was a pleasant feeling, one without any pressure, just comfort and warmth. Eventually, Rihxo had to go home, and I returned to the room I have at the ‘sand.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Now, having written this, I am suddenly afraid. What if I take too long and something happens to her? Or that Elezen…Achillies?…wins her? I do not want to think about her not being there, and that, I suppose, is the best answer to my question. When next I see Rihxo, I will ask her.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Perhaps Ser Alberic was right to have me keep a journal…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 4th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I ran into Rihxo in Limsa today. She was talking with Nanagi and a man that introduced himself as Valen. He is the man Rihxo calls the “Glowy Guy.” I am not sure I like him, and I definitely do not trust him. I was glad when he left, though I wish Nanagi could have stayed longer.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In the process of talking with everyone, Rihxo took off the bandana that was covering her eyes. While the others were around, I tried not to become transfixed on Rihxo alone. As soon as the others left, I could not stop myself from getting close to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo is so beautiful, I found myself unable to look away. The setting sun cast it’s dying light over her, lighting her hair with a gentle glow. The soft blue strands beckoned my touch, yet the look on her face, as though she was afraid I might turn away, run from her for some reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The pain radiating from her eyes, the left dulled by the scars no less potent or beautiful than the right. I found myself reaching out, cupping her cheek in the palm of my hand, stroking the bone beneath her damaged eye, trying to communicate just how lovely she is without the ability to speak the words, all before I could thing about what I was doing.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I remember not what we talked about as it mostly was just happy conversation, time spent together. Shortly, we arranged for the remainder of Mother’s excessively large package to be delivered to Maelstrom Command before I accompanied her to her home. Rihxo also invited me to stay the night, so I write this sitting on the couch that is to be my bed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had met Ratoh briefly in the ‘sand, but this was the first time I met the rest of Rihxo’s sisters.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although, I hear Rihxo stirring, so further observations will have to wait ‘til another time.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 8th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> It has been a busy few days, days that have been surprising.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I first saw Rihxo yesterday, I was floored by her appearance as she had a black eye. She told me not to take it seriously, that it was from a sparring match with her brother. Truthfully, that makes me take it more seriously for he should know to better pull his punches when sparring with someone so far below his level, yet I will leave further discussion on that subject for another day.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a while, Rihxo said she had something to tell me, so we went to Limsa, to the spot I will think of as ours from here on out. Once we were settled in, her body tucked up against mine, she told me what she had recently learned.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> She seems to be taking it harder than she lets on, finding out her parents kept so much from her, yet I know she is strong and will come to terms with it in her own time. The real problem lies with the Garleans that are now tracking the family. To help Rihxo keep her sisters, and herself, safe, I offered my services, pending approval from Ser Alberic of course.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This morning, upon returning to the Observatorium, I sought out Ser Alberic, and was pleased to find him alone in his quarters, preparing for the day ahead. He looked at me questioningly, yet offered me a seat as though he knew this might take some time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid that he would just deny my request, I started by telling him about Rihxo. I told him of how I met her while on one of his errands to Ul’dah, and how we had begun the relationship we now shared. Then I told him of Rihxo’s family, the brother she sees rarely, and the three sisters she lived with and how her parents were lost in the Calamity. Finally, I told him of the threat they now faced, the guardian I trust not assigned by Maelstrom to look out for Rihxo, and Rihxo’s concern for her family.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had scarce finished telling Ser Alberic the tale that he nodded at me, and told me Rihxo and her family needed me more than I needed to continue training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Ser Alberic’s blessing, I returned to my quarters, put on my armor for the first time without going to train in it, and packed my meager belongings before going to Limsa and dropping off my bags. I changed back into my clothes so I could track down Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found her, unsurprisingly, in the ‘sand with Endel and M’shi. Before I was able to tell Rihxo, I ended up telling Endel, who seemed to approve of the way things happened. I am glad to know that he is also going to look out for the Matoi’s when he can.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 10th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I am so furious right now, to a point where I cannot even think straight.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I woke up yesterday, Rihxo had already left the house. It was unusual that I slept in past sunrise, so I was not too concerned about it to start. I prepared myself a simple breakfast and was sitting in the silent (for once) Matoi house when there was a knock on the door.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Upon answering it, I was greeted by a moogle bearing a letter for me. At first I thought it was from my mother and did not open it. Upon completion of my meal, however, there was something bothering me, a twinge I cannot define. I picked up the letter from where I laid it down and the feeling of unease grew stronger.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I opened the letter to find it was not from Mother, but rather Rihxo. She said not to worry, that she might be gone for a few days, but that she was with Nanagi. As her words sank in, fear gripped my heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know from the stories she tells me that her archery is very good, so I do not worry…much…should she encounter monsters or the beast tribes, but we have not discovered anymore about the Garleans yet. The Garleans are not apt to send monsters or untrained beastmen; they will send trained soldiers, men and women that are taught to kill from an early age.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I immediately donned my armor and sought out Rihxo’s sisters. I told them what had happened and that they were to go home. I also gave each one my pearl, an error I now recognize with Rihxo that we have not done, and told them to contact me if they needed me for any reason.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then I headed out in search of clues. Having already turned Limsa upside down looking for Rihxo’s sisters, I started looking further afield. I turned to Ul’dah, the only other place I was familiar with.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After searching for bells in the hot Thanalan sun, I stopped in at the ‘sand for some refreshment. There I met Endel again. First, we stepped out into the alley where I explained to him what happened, and eventually we came to the same conclusion, that there is naught we could do but worry.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once inside again, we sat down at our usual table. While we waited for some drinks, Endel asked if I had received a promotion. I explained that normally my armor remained in Coerthas, but due to my staying with the Matoi’s, I had brought it with. When he queried me, I explained I had the dragon well in control.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After an evening spent in his company (what is the man’s fascination with the letter ‘e’?), I woke up this morning to the realization that the clue I needed was in front of me all along. Nanagi herself was the clue. I needed to take what I knew of Nanagi and figure out where they would go from there. So I gathered information from Momodi and followed the trail to an Amal’jaa camp. In the morning, I will work my way in and see if I can find any trace of Rihxo and Nanagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> You can be sure they will receive a piece of my mind when I find them.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I admit I was angry. I also admit I was harsh with Rihxo and Nanagi. But my fear, for both of them, was more than I could bear.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before dawn I snuck into the Amal’jaa camp. It was quiet, and almost too easy to sneak in. But it was not long before I found Rihxo and Nanagi bound by cages. I was about to move in and set them free when a group of Amal’jaa came and pulled them out. I discreetly followed only to find that they were to be sacrificed to Ifrit!<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At that moment, I knew I had to act. The primal looked…excited…and hungry for power.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> But I still could not keep myself from yelling at them as I approached. In fact, I am ashamed to admit that I was more focused on chastising them than on defeating the immediate threat in front of us. Once we focused on the task at hand, we had no problems defeating the primal. With a few more words exchanged, we decided to relocate to Ul’dah.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi led Rihxo and I to the Thaumaturge Guild where she knew the only people that would be able to hear us would be the guild masters, who would not say anything.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I still am not sure they thought through this plan. Nanagi said she had someone staged to get Rihxo out of there if Nanagi’s linkpearl went dead. I felt compelled to point out that by the time the pearl went dead and Nanagi’s backup plan arrived, they both would be dead.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Nanagi said something about her staff being irreplaceable. It was not long after that when Nanagi left. Suddenly, I found myself alone with Rihxo, all my anger channeled to her. However, I was no longer focused on their lack of planning, or the fact that the Garleans might have found them. Instead, I found myself coming back time and again to the fact that Rihxo left me no clue where they were going, no idea how to find her, and no way for me to contact her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At one point, I found myself sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. I do not remember how I got there, one minute I was standing by Rihxo, angry, and the next, I am on the floor remembering when they brought my niece’s lifeless body home.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I found myself sharing my shame, the shame even my parents do not know about. The shame that I am to blame for my niece’s death for I was supposed to go with her that day, but refused. The shame that my temper tantrum meant I was not there to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Then Rihxo said something to me, something I will not forget. She told me she would not let me lose her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 12th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I sit and write this at the ‘sand. Rihxo sits beside me in companionable silence while we wait new on Endel’s condition. I know not what bell it is, nor do I really care, I will wait as long as it takes.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The day started as any other, even including the normal trip to the ‘sand. I saw only M’shi when I arrived. She was sitting at the table alone, fast asleep. Although I noted a chill in the air, discomfort of some of the patrons and employees, and a waitress cleaning blood from the doorframe, I did not pay it any attention at first.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When Rihxo arrived, I was quite happy to see her after my behavior yesterday. But the happiness was not to last long as a waitress brought by Endel’s belongings. It was then everything fell into place and I knew something had happened. With dread, I reached for Endel’s journal and it fell open to a spot with a few pages torn out and odd little footprints, footprints that I then saw matched footprints on the table.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before a group of patrons started discussing a dying Miqo’te from the night before. M’shi and Rihxo went to speak with them, and once I had established that the two women were far more dangerous than myself, I left them to see what other clues I could uncover. I found no other overt information, so I returned to the waitress that brought us Endel’s belongings.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With an apology, a sizeable bribe, and asking what type of sights I should see, I was directed to the market. Although I was able to return to Rihxo and M’shi, we were interrupted by a cat before I could share the information.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> First this cat insulted our intelligence before explaining he was the dying Miqo’te from the night before and that Endel was likely dead in an alley. I know not what his motivation was, yet he did show us to Endel, and for that I am grateful. Upon reaching Endel, the cat continued insulting us and asked Endel if he would just hurry up and die already.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I already had my reservations about the cat as he supposedly had lost so much blood the night before that the group of rogues M’shi and Rihxo talked to thought he should have died on the Quicksand floor, and yet he was hale and hearty now. But by this time I had taken a dislike to him purely based on his callous remarks.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As soon as I was close enough to see Endel, I knew he was in bad shape. I am no stranger to injuries, I am a dragoon after all, and have minor knowledge of how to bind a wound or set a broken bone, but one glance at Endel told me he was well beyond my expertise. For a moment, I even though that Endel was dead, yet I finally saw him take a shallow breath, felt a weak pulse. Finally, his eyes opened.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of the comments the cat made, Rihxo contacted Nanagi, who fortunately was only at the ‘sand, to come help.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully the cat left us to tend our friend without his commentary. It seemed both like no time at all and an eternity before Nanagi arrived. I backed away to allow her room to heal Endel, which she promptly did. She moved back to the ‘sand to secure a room at the inn, sending M’shi to fetch water, and leaving Rihxo and I to get Endel to the inn.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Although Endel tried to stand up and walk on his own, I sacrificed his pride for a safer, more expedient option; I picked him up and carried him. Upon reaching the inn room, Nanagi instructed me to lay him on the bed and leave the room. I was happy to comply, knowing I would merely be in the way. Instead I returned to the usual table, where Rihxo joined me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before Nanagi asked Rihxo for help. Almost as soon as Rihxo left my side, that cat showed back up. He kicked back and made himself comfortable, regardless of the fact that I wanted nothing to do with him.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo returned much sooner than I expected, saying Nanagi kicked her out. I can only assume that M’shi remained behind to help. After a few back and forth comments, Rihxo prompted the cat to tell her who he was as he had intimate knowledge of her, even her penchant for having and sharing chocolate.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The cat’s response was to pull out a mask, one I had only seen once for a very short time, one of a simple cat obsessed with chocolate. He was also coy about what happened with Endel; mostly stating that Endel was a hero, “disgustingly valiant and brave.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I am ashamed to say the cat knew which buttons to press to rouse my temper, almost beyond my control, the final straw being when he called Rihxo ugly and stupid. I now know why Ser Alberic said I was not ready yet, as I came very close to losing control of the dragon. The only thing that saved me, that grounded me, was Rihxo. The contact, however small, of her hand in mine, our skin warming to each other, gave me something to focus on. But even that was not enough for me to rein the dragon in. Rihxo, taking my other hand in hers, meeting my gaze, was the last push I needed to secure the dragon’s cage. The worry I saw in her eyes was the final piece I required to leash the dragon.<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> Nanagi finally emerged from the inn and joined Rihxo and I at the table. It is good to know Endel will be okay. I am worried Nanagi pushed herself too hard in caring for Endel; she looked very weary and worn down. She did not stay with Rihxo and I long, leaving, I hope, to get some rest.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo went to check on Endel, and I took the time to clean the armor that M’shi brought out. I do not have the skill to fix the armor, and decided I do should send it to my father when I was finished cleaning it. When I finally finished, I looked up to see Rihxo had rejoined me and was writing in her notebook<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With a little prompting, Rihxo said she would sing to me, and at no request from me, she turned to a page that I saw was dated the night she was caged by the Amal’jaa.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The song she sang both made my heart soar and break, leaving me speechless. I could do naught but allow my touch to communicate to her how I was feeling. Finally, when I was able to find my voice again, I admitted to her my truest fear, the fear that I might lose her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> In an effort to get Rihxo to share her concerns with me, I explained to her about the dragon, how close I had come to losing control, and how her touch was all that saved me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight is the first time Rihxo spoke the words to me; the first time she told me she loved me. As I repeated the words to her, I came to realize just how true they were. I love her. Completely.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I love you Rihxo.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 16th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I was enjoying a relaxing eve with Rihxo tonight, though it was also an evening where I was thoroughly embarrassed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Mother must have been afraid Rihxo was not getting her pies, and she would be right as Rihxo’s sisters have taken to opening the package as soon as it arrives. This time there were two packages, the normal one and one that was smaller with a mark on it that I never thought to see again, the mark from Ellie’s language for “mate of the heart.” Because we were in the Quicksand, I glossed over the meaning, though I should further explain it to Rihxo later.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We passed a pleasant time until Endel retired to his room. Rihxo and I were sitting quietly, just spending time in each other’s company when suddenly, she pulled out a linkpearl and after a brief pause, dashed out of the ‘sand. She left so quickly she left her notebook behind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a few minutes, I opened it to read the song she had sung for me the other night. I found myself reading every entry. When I had finished it in its entirety, I realized just how long it had been since I had seen Rihxo and suddenly became worried that something had happened to her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I went to leave the ‘sand, I ran into Caen and a friend of his. With a brief explanation, they offered to help me find Rihxo. Upon leaving the ‘sand, we did not have to go far before we found Rihxo with Stalhart. He was not in good shape and he warned me to keep him away from Rihxo. I do not know what his reasoning is, yet I will be happy to accede to his wish.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After he commanded Rihxo to run, and she thankfully obeyed, he attacked me. There is something unusual in his movements. Though they look much like any dragoon I know, there is still something wrong about them. I was grateful for the presence of Caen and Singing Raptor. Between the three of us, we were able to keep Stalhart occupied while Rihxo got away.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We all sustained injuries before Stalhart stated there was no reason to continue this when his quarry was no longer present. With those words, he teleported away. I stayed for a short time to ensure that Caen and Singing were all right, but was worried about Rihxo and where Stalhart might have gotten to.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I traced Rihxo to the rogue’s guild in Limsa. From there, we went to our spot, a more comfortable place than the front steps of the Sisters of Edelweiss. Rihxo confessed she does not want Stalhart killed, and while I only promised I would not kill him if he did not threaten her life, I will still happily kill the man should Rihxo be endangered.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 19th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received a message from my father and so early this morning; I went to Ishgard and picked up Endel’s armor. By the time I got back to Limsa, the sun was about to rise, so I went directly to our spot to await Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> There was a chill in the air, and rumors flying about a ship called The Danse Macabre. I let the information filter in, and it was not long before Rihxo joined me. A loud Lalafell was chastising what appeared to be an employee about the clothes found in one of the inn rooms.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help myself, and looking over my shoulder, I looked at the clothing in question. It struck me as similar to what M’shi wears, and upon commenting on it, Rihxo agreed. With a little discussion, the Lalafell gave the clothing to Rihxo, and finding M’shi’s pen in the pocket, told us we needed to act. Suddenly, all the clues fell into place, what few we had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I passed a message through Momodi to have Endel meet Rihxo and I at the Drowning Wench. With only a short delay, we made our way there, taking a table to wait for Endel.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With the added rumors of flaming boards from a waitress, we decided to check out the docks. Unsure of what we were facing, I passed Endel his armor. He excused himself momentarily to put it on.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I could not help but feel pride at Father’s work when Endel returned. Without further ado, we headed to the docks. A fisherman spotted Rihxo and asked if she knew what type of creature they had in a cage. My gaze was drawn to the single eye and leathery wings. This was the first time I had seen a voidsent in person. Before this, I had only seen images of them in books.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The fisherman offered to take us to Costa del Sol, where The Danse Macabre was rumored to make port. I have been on watercraft before, back when we still lived in Coerthas, yet being on the sea was different than traveling the river. Shan’s words echoed through my head, the first time I had ‘heard’ his voice in a very long time.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As the docks appeared for Costa del Sol, the boat shuddered, another voidsent crashing through the deck. Rihxo and I were knocked back before it turned and bit Endel. He attacked it with the spear he had been carrying, his grip and motions the same as an Ishgard trained dragoon. Attacking the creature myself, I drove it to the deck where it ceased moving.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> With Rihxo, Endel, and the fisherman swimming the last leg to the dock, I jumped to shore and found a rope to aid Endel. I also made sure to give the fisherman my family’s information so he could receive compensation for helping us, having lost his boat in the process.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We started our search on the beach and it was not long before we found a set of footprints and a trail of blood. It led to a small cave where M’shi lay clad in a torn, black ball gown and quite obviously badly injured. Endel rushed to her side, and once again, I felt quite helpless as a friend lay dying. This time, I was not needed at all, so while Rihxo went to fetch M’shi’s brother from the docks, I stepped outside to watch the area for any dangers.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Shortly, Rihxo returned with a short Miqo’te male with pink hair that I assume to be M’shi’s brother Trin. He swaggered up to the cave, his tail swishing softly behind him. I am not sure what to think of the man; he wears only a pair of coeurl briefs and carries a bag with him. Yet if he’s able to help M’shi, I cannot complain of his fashion choices.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Oddly, while Trin was in the cave with Endel and M’shi, I had this overwhelming sense that it was raining, even to the point that I could taste it, but there was no rain falling. I drew comfort by Rihxo’s presence beside me, her hand in mine, and I pulled her into a soft hug.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Endel handed me his spear at once point, and we shortly set forth for the inn at Limsa. Endel carried M’shi protectively.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When we arrived at the Drowning Wench, the hustle and bustle of the port was vastly different than in the morning. Endel and Trin took M’shi to a room while Rihxo and I sat at a table. Endel came back out, waited for a waitress to return with two buckets and then promptly disappeared.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After a long while, I noted Trin come out, where he spoke with Baderon before he left the Wench. I knew by the way he moved, weary, but with an air of victory, that M’shi would be okay. It was at this time that I allowed my relief to overtake me, my arm still holding Rihxo close.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not like feeling helpless.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 22nd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I found Rihxo tonight at the ‘sand, talking with the cat. I find myself unable to say anything around him for fear of giving him any ammunition to use against me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Thankfully he left rather quickly, allowing Rihxo and me to relax at the bar. Rihxo had a little too much to drink. I was enjoying her affectionate touches until Nagi came and warned me Stalhart was around. When he tracked us down, I carried Rihxo to Limsa while Nagi distracted him. After taking Rihxo to the rogue’s guild, I noticed Nagi’s pearl was deactivated and rushed to help, leaving Rihxo under the Sisters’ protective care.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When I found Nagi, she was being chased by Stalhart operating a Reaper. I tried to distract Stalhart, but it was no use, he was focused on Nagi. She took a hit from his blasters after casting a spell that appeared to wipe her out. Stalhart left shortly after, leaving me to take care of Nagi.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I contacted Rihxo as soon as I could asking her to get to Ul’dah and summon a healer. As soon as I carried Nagi through the front gate, I found Singing Raptor, whose timing is impeccable.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Singing knew a healer nearby, and there on the street in front of the adventurer’s guild, she worked her magic on Nagi. All I could think of while I was sitting there was how I had failed Rihxo, how I did not deserve to stay by her side as I could not protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Once Nagi was stabilized, I carried her, accompanied by Rihxo and Singing, to Singing’s company house. After getting Nagi settled in, I left the others, knowing I could not stay with Rihxo, knowing I had allowed Nagi to almost be killed, I had to leave.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo followed me, perhaps knowing that if she let me out of her sight, she would never see me again. At first, I was able to ignore her, but I should have known better; I have never been able to ignore Rihxo’s presence, nay, for I am ever acutely aware of where she is in a room. Just outside the house, I could not bear to ignore Rihxo any more.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Turning to face Rihxo, I explained that I loved her, but I had failed her. I told her I was sorry, but that I could not stay. As unhappy as it made me to go, I stayed with Rihxo for so long that my resolve began to waver and both of our wishes began to be more important. Finally Rihxo said something that brought me to my knees.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> “I won’t let you lose me. Don’t let me lose you.”<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I truly fell to my knees, knowing I could never deny her that request. I apologized to Rihxo, promising to stay by her side whenever she wanted me to. We sealed the promise with a kiss.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We returned to Nagi, ensuring she was settled in, yet when we got there, she woke up. Nagi said she had a plan, but that her and I would go get Stalhart and leave Rihxo with Singing. I did not say anything at the time because I did not want to upset Nagi, but I do not like her plan. If I learned anything from tonight, it is that I want Rihxo by my side, not somewhere that I cannot protect her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I want to keep my promise, to not let Rihxo lose me, to protect her.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 23rd Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I hope to wake to the same feeling for the rest of my life. And I almost lost the ability to wake to it even this morning. Even before I opened my eyes, I knew this morning was different.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As I awoke, sensations began filtering in one at a time. First was warmth, a pleasant pressure on my chest, and weight around my waist. It took me a while to associate what all the sensations meant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The soft pattern of Rihxo’s breath played across my chest; her ear flicked in her sleep and brushed lightly against my skin. I lay there for nigh a bell just holding Rihxo, enjoying her warmth and the way her soft body was pressed against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Before I met Rihxo, I was focused solely on performing Halone’s will. I thought only by being stronger and fighting would I be able to fulfill my oath.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Since I met Rihxo, I have been exposed to so much more than I could have imagined. I worry about her, and there is always a part of me focused on her, even when we are not together. She helped me find a way to leash the dragon in a way I did not know was possible.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> As such, it should be no surprise that I had never thought about settling down, of binding my life to another, beyond the abstract thought that I would be expected to continue the line. Since meeting Rihxo, I no longer imagine my future with a faceless woman. Now I only picture my life with the perfectly curved, blue-haired, green-eyed Miqo’te that is small enough I can easily bear her to safety. The same woman that I woke to find curled on my chest this morning.<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 24th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> After returning to the house early yesterday, I decided it would be a good day to maintain my armor. A thorough cleansing and oiling ensures it remains combat-ready. Especially with what happened to Nagi the other day, and Stalhart still being on the loose, I feel I must remain vigilant.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I had finished cleaning my armor and sent a letter to my mother when Rihxo returned. I was glad to be in something that allowed me the pleasure of feeling Rihxo’s body against mine.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> When she told me she had something to tell me, my warning bells went off. Taking her to the couch, I set Rihxo in my lap, drawing comfort from her presence.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The moment Rihxo mentioned Stalhart, I knew it was not going to be a conversation I enjoyed, a fact confirmed by Rihxo. I confessed that I wanted her with me and that I did not agree with Nagi’s plan.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo’s next words made my blood run cold. “It requires me being used as bait.” All I could think was ‘no.’ All I could see was Rihxo lying broken in the white snow, her blood seeping further as I stand helpless to stop it, helpless to save her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Unable to shake the image from my mind, I continued to disagree with Rihxo. Finally, getting nowhere with my protestations, I admitted to Rihxo how the thought of losing her terrified me. Upon her promise that I would not lose her, I explained that losing her, I would be lost.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo banished the image from my mind by telling me that it was the same for her. Focusing on the feel of Rihxo in my arms, her warmth curling against me, I told her I could not understand how she could care for me so much.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I do not deserve Rihxo’s love; it is too pure, too good for a man like myself, a man that has gotten those I care about killed.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo would not let that opinion stand. She pointed out all those I had saved as well. I could not speak for a very long time, merely able to hold her lithe body in my arms. Her hands ran soothingly through my hair.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> After agreeing to Rihxo’s plan, promising that we each would stay safe, I carried Rihxo to bed, uncaring that it was much earlier than we normally retired.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I find myself wishing Rihxo would play with my hair again…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 27th Sun of the Sixth Astral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> Tonight I spent time with Rihxo, hours where I, if not forget, was able to place my concerns about Stalhart at the back of my mind.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Tonight, Rihxo and I went on a date. Having never been to Gridania, I asked Rihxo to be my guide. Upon arriving, we went to the Archer’s Guild. I was happy to see where Rihxo has been doing her training.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was not long before my hunger implored me to find food. Rihxo and I went to the Carline Canopy where Mother Miounne treated us to a delicious meal. We finished our evening at Apkallu Falls.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> The beautiful setting was a perfect compliment to Rihxo. Sitting there, by the falls, Rihxo finally confided in me. For the first time, Rihxo trusted me with information I did not ask her for, information specifically dealing with her internal struggle and worries.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> We were discussing how sorry I am for what I said the night Nagi was injured, how I would be with her for as long as she needed me. Rihxo confided in me her fear of being alone. I knew then I would never be able to leave her.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It sounds as though Rihxo is done in the bath, so I am signing off. I am going to ensure Rihxo trusts my words by suiting my actions to them, she will not be alone tonight…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot;&gt;<br /> &lt;tr&gt; <br /> &lt;td style=&quot;vertical-align: top;width:50%;padding-right:10px;font-family:Lucida handwriting, Palatino Linotype, Book Antiqua, Serif; font-size:12px&quot;&gt;<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | Sixth Umbral Moon ((2015)):<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 1st Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I received an unexpected letter today. As I opened it, I was concerned to see it was from Stalhart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Afraid he was going to push Rihxo into a fight before she was ready, I quickly read over it. First, I was relieved, then confused when he told me to meet him alone at Behemoth’s Dominion. Aware, thanks to Nagi, that Stalhart was targeting me, I prepared for a fight. I hooked my lance to the bracket on my back, put on my helmet, and contacted Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I met up with Rihxo and Singing Raptor at Camp Dragonhead, where Rihxo had been training. I showed Rihxo the letter, and asked Singing to keep an eye out for her while I was gone. Knowing Rihxo would be safe; I followed Stalhart’s instructions and headed to Behemoth’s Dominion.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> It was easy to find him, kneeling alone in the snow-covered expanse. He started by saying he just wanted to talk, though I kept a wary eye on him. He asked if I loved Rihxo. I did not answer him directly, afraid of giving him more ammunition to use against Rihxo. He called my bluff, quoting a phrase Rihxo had said to me, calling me the “only one keeping her sane.” He claimed I did not have faith in her. He was not coy about wanting me to stay out of their fight, claiming it was the only way he could keep me off the list the Garleans had.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I care not whether the Garleans are after me, but I do care that Rihxo not be hurt.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I explained to Stalhart that as I am the only one keeping Rihxo sane, so is she to me. I explained that my faith in Rihxo is irrelevant right now as she does not have faith in herself. At the time she believes herself capable of defeating him in the fight, then too would she have my faith.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> He seemed to be trying to rile me to fight, yet all I could think was no matter the outcome, it would hurt Rihxo. So I remained calm.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Regardless of Stalhart’s claim that he will not come after me, I will remain on guard.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Cautiously, I retreated to Camp Dragonhead and Rihxo’s side, realizing on the way that I had left the communication line open on the linkshell between Rihxo and I. Knowing she heard the conversation between Stalhart and myself was both a relief and an embarrassment.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Not that I would not say any of it to Rihxo, yet the manner of her hearing it was embarrassing to me. I held Rihxo close for a long time, cursing my armor for getting in the way of my feeling her arms around me.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 5th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I cannot trust her, not when she seems intent on destroying herself.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo and I were out in Coerthas Central Highlands, speaking of what is going on with her training, and how Nagi has disappeared. I called her stupid for doing what she did only to have her appear. We ended up arguing and upsetting Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I pulled Rihxo into my arms and took a different track with Nagi. I explained what had happened with my family, how I cannot trust anyone intent on disappearing. Even hearing that, she still left. From this point on, Nanagi Nagi will be dead to me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> Rihxo then competed in the Grindstone, performing well enough to reach the semi-finals and taking the title “Field Champion.” Watching her fighting, knowing these battles were not to the death, was still difficult for me to see and not interfere in. I think it was training for me just as much as it was training for Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> While we were there Nanagi Nagi asked to speak with us. So here we sit at the ‘sand, awaiting her arrival.<br /> |}<br /> {| class=&quot;mw-collapsible mw-collapsed wikitable&quot; width=&quot;100%&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;<br /> | 11th Sun of the Sixth Umbral Moon:<br /> |- <br /> |<br /> I think I just screwed up with Rihxo. She will not be coming to get me.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> This evening started off well, with Rihxo and I going to Ul’dah. We arrived at the ‘sand and immediately Rihxo keyed in on that cat, walking up to him and starting a conversation. I do not understand why she keeps trying with those that have already proven they cannot be trusted.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> No matter how much he tried to get a reaction from me, I did not respond to him. But some of the things that were said made me aware something had happened. There was even mention of him being Rihxo’s protector. I was grateful when he left for the opportunity to speak to Rihxo.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> At first, I was only angry, questioning Rihxo about what was going on, but it was not long before the hurt started taking control. While the anger was still present, I asked if she did not trust me. How am I expected to know she trusts me if she never tells me what is going on, especially when it deals with people I do not trust becoming her protectors, taking over my role.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I know she is used to hiding things from others, protecting them, not showing how hard she has it, but I thought we had addressed that.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I left Rihxo in the ‘sand. Clearly she does not want or need me anymore. So here I sit, alone. As much as I know she will not, I still hope Rihxo will find me, tell me what a fool I am, yet it is only a fool’s hope, the last wish of a broken heart.<br /> &lt;br&gt;<br /> I was a fool for thinking someone could love me…<br /> &lt;hr&gt;<br /> I waited for bells on my fool’s hope, there outside the Quicksand. When Rihxo never appeared, I knew she was done with me. Even though it was the middle of the night, I decided to return to Ser Alberic, to continue my training. Perhaps the cold will numb the pain…<br /> |}<br /> <br /> |}<br /> &lt;/td&gt; <br /> &lt;/tr&gt;<br /> &lt;/table&gt;<br /> <br /> =Rumors=<br /> [[File:GilAyled.jpg|400px|right]]<br /> &lt;span style=&quot;font-size:smaller;&quot;&gt;''Please feel free to add your own rumors under PC! Some of these rumors may be untrue or greatly exaggerated.''&lt;/span&gt;<br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Common Rumors (Easily overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Who? Him? He don't talk much.&quot; - Quicksand Barmaid<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He stares a lot...it's kinda creepy.&quot; - Passing stranger<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#90AB76;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;That asshole?&quot; - 'Fellin merchant<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Moderate Rumors (Moderately difficult to overhear)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;He has this fascination with a book...don' know what's in it, but he strokes it like a lover.&quot; - Miqo'te female<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F37E1D;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I hear he's a mama's boy. She still sends him bread and everything!&quot; - Elezen Lancer<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;Rare Rumors (Very difficult or rarely overheard)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#D83018;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;I heard he had a niece that was killed while healing some wounded knights at a battle.&quot; - Matronly patron<br /> <br /> === '''''&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size:medium;&quot;&gt;PC Rumors (Rumors from the characters of other players)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;''''' ===<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font style=&quot;font-family:lucida handwriting&quot;&gt;''If I catch him staring again, I may have reason to poke out his eyes.''&lt;/font&gt; &amp;nbsp;-a hastily-written anonymous note <br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;...I wish I could apologize to him, but I don't think he'll even look my way now.&quot; '''~[[Rihxo Matoi]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gilla... Gildrasss...veljerdahs? Whossat? Oh, ser Gil! Uhm... -er... he's an elezen! Ehe, I dunno much else.&quot; '''~[[Caen Jabari]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; [He isn't as mean as he looks.] '''~[[M'shi Mahji]]'''<br /> : &lt;font style=&quot;color:#aac5b4;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;■&lt;/font&gt; &quot;Gil... He comforted me when I needed it most, and he has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.&quot; '''~[[Ayled Cooke]]'''<br /> <br /> =Relationships=<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Romantic Interest&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt; Platonic Love &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Good Standing&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#8f8377;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Neutral&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; Poor Standing&lt;/center&gt;<br /> : &lt;center&gt;&lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;Deceased&lt;/center&gt;<br /> <br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#F02311;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Ayled Cooke]]''' Gil's shei'tani, though they just met, he really thinks highly of her. ''Ver reisa ku'chae, kem surah, shei'tani.'' (Your soul cries out, mine answers, beloved)<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Marissya vel Jendahr''' Gil’s mother, a lovely woman that wishes Gil would have come home under happier circumstances. ''Thank you for supporting me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#FA70BC;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ♥ &lt;/font&gt;'''Dax vel Jendahr''' Gil’s father, a retired armorer that worked in Coerthas Western Highlands making and repairing armor for man and chocobo. ''I am always proud of you and the work you have done, the things you have accomplished.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Shan vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I miss you and your sage advice.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Tajik vel Jendahr''' Gil’s elder brother, he was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''Your stories of the front always excited me.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#000000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ☠ &lt;/font&gt;'''Ellysetta vel Jendahr''' Gil’s niece, she was killed in the Dragonsong War before the Calamity ''I never thought to see your language again, so for Mother to use it really took me back.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#C24640;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Rihxo Matoi]]''' Gil’s ex-girlfriend, she recently broke his heart, but with the help of Ayled, he is working on getting over her. ''&quot;I thought you said you would not let me lose you, I guess you lied.&quot;''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font &gt; '''[[Endel Blanche]]:''' After sharing a drunken night with Endel, Gil truly considers him a friend, no matter the fact that the man has more secrets than pandora’s box. ''You fight as though trained in Ishgard. What happened?''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt; '''[[Caen Jabari]]:''' Caen is a sunny lad that Gil recently has realized may not be as simple as he seems. ''I hope you find what you are looking for.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[M'shi Mahji]]:''' A friend that Gil recently realized how important she is to him. ''You scare me with your penchant for running off into trouble.''<br /> -------------<br /> &lt;font style=&quot;color:#9EC60B;&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt; ● &lt;/font&gt;'''[[Nanagi Nagi]]:''' Gil's friend that he hopes does not desert him just because Rihxo did. ''I miss you.''<br /> <br /> =OOC=<br /> <br /> Gil is found as Gil Vel'jendahr on Balmung.<br /> <br /> ===What I am looking for/interested in:===<br /> * Friends (Because friends are nice to have)<br /> * A good RP plot (Plots are good, any setting is fine)<br /> * More RP partners (More RP = Good!)<br /> <br /> ===What I will NOT RP:===<br /> * ERP just for ERP sake (there must be a character reason for it)<br /> * Killing my character (I won't allow for my character to be killed unless I say otherwise.)<br /> * Complete breakage of lore. (I'm fine with lore bending, as I do that sometimes.)<br /> <br /> ===Links===<br /> [http://gillandaris.tumblr.com Gil's Tumblr Blog]<br /> <br /> ===Annotations===<br /> <br /> This template was provided by [[Unnamed Mercenary]] and contains elements taken from both [[Roen Deneith]] and [[Coatleque Crofte]]. I modified it from [[Rihxo Matoi]], [[Nanagi Nagi]], and [[Endel Blanche]].<br /> <br /> Thanks Everyone!<br /> <br /> =Gallery=<br /> &lt;table style=&quot;position:center;&quot; width=&quot;75%&quot;&gt;<br /> <br /> &lt;center&gt;<br /> &lt;gallery&gt;<br /> <br /> File:ArtbyYourouGil.png|Gil by [http://yourou.tumblr.com/ Yourou]<br /> File:GilWyrm.png|Gil in his armor<br /> File:RihxoSquad.jpg|Left to Right: M'shi, Endel, Gil, Rihxo, Xeiz<br /> File:GilAyled.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilAyled1.jpg|Difference in Height between Gil and Ayled<br /> File:GilAyled2.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:IfritDay.png|Gil, Nanagi, and Rihxo fight Ifrit<br /> File:Ayled.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled3.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:Ayledlight.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:GilAyled4.jpg|Gil and Ayled.<br /> File:GilArrivesIshgard1.jpg|Gil arrives in Ishgard<br /> File:GilPraying.jpg|Gil prays before Halone, Saint Reymanaud's Cathedral<br /> File:GilEllie.png|Gil enjoys riding his chocobo, named for his niece<br /> File:Ayled2.jpg|Gil looking upon Ayled (1st person view)<br /> File:StarlightGil.jpg|Costumes? 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