Mae Init
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Mae "Zivenia" Init (Pronunciation: mei ziv-en-E-ah in-it ),
Although her attire typically changes, she tends to gravitate towards darker clothing. She's very fond of formal suits or her work cloths, she'll typically dress more like a guy than a girl. With a rather pale peach complexion, she has lilac eyes and dark brown hair. Very short and sylphlike, Mae is an Au Ra of the Xaela, her scales and horns are a dark raven color.
Hateful. Cynical. Loyal. Found wandering aimlessly within towns or fields, Mae seems to always be lost in thought. She'll occasionally stop and occupy a space with a blank look on her face for long periods of time. Typically Mae will be quiet among crowds of people but will talk freely when with someone she trusts is beside her. Usually speaking politely, sometimes her more cynical or chaotic side will emerge when in conversation, although she prefers not to show that side of her around others or crowds. It's best some not know what she is thinking due to the fact she is almost always thinking that way. Within her armor and as her Darkside is out and about she will be more blunt, cynical, and scornful. Although she still has the same compassion as she is normally her thoughts are more open instead of repressed and has more open enjoyment to suffering of others around her. Her violent nature can also come up from time to time, although she has some restraint on openly speaking of such topics.
This is a list of notable items that Mae currently is keeping on her person obtained through roleplay or otherwise. Last Updated: 10/28/2015
This is a simplified and shortened version of Mae's story, sorry for any vagueness. Pre-Calamity Mae was a traveling Bard seeking her older step brother who had given her a Silver Harp that she cherished deeply. Having traveled so long she abandoned her name due to being called many different names. Eventually she found herself within the Black Shroud hearing a beautiful song and voice in her head. Staying within Gridania for a few weeks she met with an odd Hyur Midlander eventually given and adopted the name Mae Init before continuing her travels. Coming to within the Black Shroud Mae traveled to Gridania where she was met with the fact no one remembered her. Thinking back towards her wish not knowing what happened after the light enveloped her she took this oppertunity to explore and assess her situation while keeping her name hidden. Eventually she had found her chocobo within the shroud where they used to always stay during her time in Gridania. Oddly enough, though no one remembered her, the chocobo did and they began to travel around farther into the shroud in search for answers. Met with many sleepless nightmare induced nights by remembering bloody battles of the past Mae began to grow tired of being unable to find anyone who remembers her. Eventually feeling at loss and overwhelmed by the nightmares, Mae began to look for ways to supress or permanently forget them. Over hearing the talk of a traveling merchant and alchemist she began to gather large quantities of Cinnabar. Using it she began to put it in everything she ate or drank until eventually becoming more numb to the nightmares. During a request to slay some monsters around Sanguine Perch she bit off more than she could chew while still slightly drugged from the sedative infused lunch. Being struck on the head she almost fell off the cliff but was saved by her chocobo catching her before running the now knocked out Mae away. Laying pale and lifeless appearing, Mae woke up by the chocobo with strange barding. Without any memories of herself, including her name, the chocobo brought her to Gridania where she would then rediscover about her basic surroundings. Staying within the Black Shroud she took up odd jobs helping residents and typically spending nights outside with her chocobo. Eventually taking advice from both residents and adventurers she traveled to Limsa Lominsa where she was discovered by a band of thugs claiming to know her as Zivenia. Being told she was an assassin she trained in the art of stealth with both bow and dagger. On one of her missions in Thanalan she met the odd Hyur Midlander again who claimed to know her and that she was not Zivenia, but Mae Init. Not believing him at first she tried hard to rid of the pest, but could never find the heart to kill him. Instead she began to second guess her ways and met with the Midlander demanding proof of who she really was. Being told in detail many things about her personality that she had not revealed to anyone she began to believe the Midlander. Enraged at being manipulated by the band of thugs she made haste and made short work of the lot before becoming a mercenary and hired hand. Working and never creating ties with anyone she finally grew tired of being left in the dark. Setting out to find the Midlander again and demand he tell her all the memories she had lost, but was met with denial. Being told that she could never be aloud to remember, no matter how much anyone wished for it. Not taking no for an answer she fought with him only to be met with no resistance and the somber reply of, "You yourself had wished for this with all your might and I made an oath to you that I will keep." Being denied a way to return any of her memories Mae began to wander again. Trying to find a purpose in a life of emptiness she eventually started to train as a Culinarian again within Limsa Lominsa, finding enjoyment in the delight of those who tried her dishes and creations she began to study and train hard, eventually traveling to try new dishes and learning to cook from what the land provided. Traveling and meeting new people she came back to realize she had no real way to defend herself or those who became important to her. Over hearing about an epic trial by combat while in Ishgard Mae discovers that the knights did not even give proper burial. Going to seek the body and pay respects for the one who was slain she finds a soul crystal and she reaches out to it only to pass out moments later. Awakening at the site of someone else they offer to teach Mae in the ways of a Dark Knight, to defend those dear to her and in need as she sees fit. Agreeing to the woman's offer Mae began training along side her study for the Culinary arts.
Eventually as she refined her skills as a Dark Knight she came to realize that there was something within her eager to kill, slay, cause suffering and pain. Unable to accept these feelings as her own she supressed her darkside--at least she thought she did. Her darkside now occasionally traveling hiding her face under her helm denying being Mae herself but using her birth name instead, Munkhsara Dotharl.
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